Old Days (6)

"Lao Lin!" Fan Yunqing got up, "I know, you care about my face, in front of so many people, you didn't force my brother to ask." So many comrades-in-arms also took care of my face and did not go too deep. But I ...... I'll ask about it. I have to give an account to you and to the organization. My brother's role in this is probably not very glamorous. Anyone who has a heart can hear this. I'm going back to Fan's house, and I want to talk to my brother alone. My mother, my eldest sister and the children live at home......"

"Mom, I'll go back with you. Lin Xiaoxing ran over, took Fan Yunqing's hand, and turned his back.

This action made Mrs. Lin angry enough, Lin Yutong's hand was on her shoulder and rubbed, so that the old lady did not have a seizure.

Before Lin Baichuan could speak, Lin Xiaoxing pulled her mother away, and shouted as she went out: "Xiao Wang, Xiao Wang, drive, send us back to the Fan Mansion." ”

"Let's go. Lin Baichuan stood up with a pause, "The car is a bus, can anyone use it casually?"

Lin Xiaoxing shook her mother's arm: "Mom, look at my father's ......"

Fan Yunqing patted her daughter: "Your father is right." The bus cannot be used for private purposes. ”

After walking away, Lin Xiaoxing said: "You can't use it privately, why do you still drive to pick up his wife and children in the countryside today." It's not uncommon to have wives in the countryside, and I see a lot of them in the city. But they can be spent with a little money a year. Why did they come to my dad like this, they didn't see my dad as an official, they came to be an official's wife. Don't look at it, one by one the soil is slag, and my dad doesn't dislike being embarrassed......"

Before he finished speaking, Fan Yunqing slapped his daughter in the face: "Shut up for me! What are you talking about? That's your milk, the mother who gave birth to your father." The other you just can't call your mother, you have to call your aunt, no matter how bad it is, you have to call your aunt. That's the person who grew up with your dad, and to your dad, that's a relative. And those three...... Brother and sister...... You tell me honestly that their relationship with you is closer than that of your cousin......"

Lin Xiaoxing covered her face, she didn't listen to a word of what Fan Yunqing said, she only stared at her mother, her eyes were full of tears but stubbornly didn't let the tears fall, and shouted at her mother: "My uncle and aunt haven't moved a finger from me, why did you beat me? You didn't want me when I was born, I didn't care about me when I was so old, and this kid ran out to take care of me and beat me? Why? Are you such a mother?"

After speaking, he didn't care about Fan Yunqing, he turned around and ran away.

As soon as I entered the door of Fan's house, I heard my daughter's voice, crying and sobbing.

She walked into the living room, and before she could open her mouth, her sister-in-law said, "...... The child has only been in your hands for a few days, and you see that you beat the child. Is there such a damn thing?"

"Sister-in-law. Fan Yunqing sat down and glanced helplessly at her daughter, who was carrying her: "This child has been spoiled by you." You didn't hear how ugly she was. I'm my own mother, and I'm angry when I hear it. How angry her father would be if she heard this. You said that she only came from the countryside, and she hadn't seen her for more than ten years, and she didn't have a nose or a face to her elders. Originally, her father couldn't get used to her habits, but now that she's doing this, can't she be even more angry?"

"Why is he angry?" Sister-in-law Fan raised her eyebrows, "Yes! He is now a master, and he is a big official! He is no longer the wanted criminal of the year? What is the matter? Then you can turn your face and deny people? To be a man is to have a conscience!"

"How can it be said that it is up to my conscience? I have already said that what happened back then was caused by me! Why can't I explain it clearly. Fan Yunqing got up and looked around, "Okay, I won't tell you." You can't understand it. I went to my brother and said, "Where is my brother?"

Sister-in-law Fan glared and slapped Fan Yunqing on the back, "You still have to tell me about this! What is because of you? Is this confirmed? Isn't this all your speculation? Besides, even if you said something unintentionally...... But did you deliberately want to harm him? No, did you know in advance that your teacher was a traitor? No, after all, you called your teacher and went to your teacher, not for your organization. What you did back then was the thing where your head was pinned to the waistband of your trousers. The danger was expected, and it was just an accident! An accident that no one wanted! Isn't that right? Why do you have to take the blame on you? Whoever turns over such old accounts is unreasonable. What happened back then can be said clearly, and it is not anyone's fault. He can't complain about you! On the contrary, we saved him Lin Baichuan, but this is a fact! When I brought him back, he was covered in blood, how did he save him? Do you know how much risk your brother took to get him a box of penicillin? You don't know how strict the drug control was at that time. Don't talk about getting a box, even if you only get one, you will be shot if you are caught. Just to save him, a box of medicine is worth three small yellow croakers on the black market. This matter cannot be known to others, and no one should rest assured. Your brother is such a person, go out and do this. When I came back, I was covered in sweat with fright, as if I had been fished out of the water. It's not that you don't know. In the past two years, I was worried and trembling. It's enough for me and your brother to have a G party in the family, and you will bring one back when you go back. We raised you so big, you are stabbing Louzi except for stabbing Louzi. That's it, did I touch your brother with a finger on your finger?

As he spoke, he couldn't help but wipe away his tears, "Yes! Now the world is different." It is a sin to be rich. But back then, if our family hadn't been rich, could have spent money on medicine, and could have spent money to gag the doctor's mouth, would he Lin Baichuan have survived to this day?"

"Sister-in-law!" Fan Yunqing said: "I know, I know it was not easy back then. I know that you have had a hard time trembling all these years...... But no matter how hard it is, why do you want to tell such a lie? The person from his hometown who was found by you back then had no grievances with the Lin family, why should people tell lies. also said that Baichuan's family was all dead. It's a tombstone again, and it's a ...... to take pictures again."

"That's not what your brother meant, I told Lao Liu. Sister-in-law Fan turned her face to look at her, "If she wants to blame Lin Baichuan, just blame me." Not to say that, he would have flown long ago. Our child is an innocent big girl, so she will be a second room? Our Fan family is also a family with a head and a face, and we can't afford to lose this person. Even if others don't know, we know it in our hearts, and it's jamming when we think about it. You were brought up by me and your brother, we don't know what kind of character you have? Are you rare, we are not blind, we can see it. From childhood to adulthood, whatever you like, your brother and I have nothing that you don't give you. In the early years, we didn't have children, just you, a little girl, and my sister-in-law treated you as a daughter. ”

Yes, my niece is only a year and a half older than Hyosung.

"But sister-in-law, I don't like him, he doesn't like me?" Fan Yunqing shook his head: "What's going on now." People from other people's hometowns have come, and now they are benefactors who have become enemies, how do you tell me to face Baichuan and how to go out and be a man?"

Sister-in-law Fan said: "One is a wife in the countryside, and now she is half an old woman." You are young, beautiful, and knowledgeable, and you have lived with him for more than ten years. Why can't you compare to a mother-in-law in the countryside? He Lin Baichuan is blind. ”

Fan Yunqing waved his hand: "Sister-in-law, people are different from people. ”

"Why can't you leave?" Lin Xiaoxing, who had been listening with his ears on the side, said: "Their marriage, coercion and retribution, is a purposeful marriage. Didn't Marx say that a marriage without love is an immoral marriage. Their union is not only the immorality of not having love, but also the immorality of deception and concealment. This kind of immoral and outright marriage, why can't you leave? ”

What is this saying?

Sister-in-law Fan was held in her stomach for a long time before she said, "You kid, just talk nonsense if you know." You've only read a few books now? Besides, can you compare it to the past? Why is it immoral? Don't say go back a few years, let's just say these two years. As long as there is a person with some status, a wife in his hometown and a wife outside, is this kind of thing rare? Aren't people of the Western school pursuing some kind of freedom and equality? Not to mention that men are like this, there are also women of the foreign school who have become relatives and have children and then fall in love with other men. Isn't this all what you are talking about the pursuit of love? This is moral?" he said, and looked at Fan Yunqing again: "It's your G production party, aren't you also against arranged marriages? Isn't this one or two divorced from a country wife?" This is what you advocate after all, right? His wife in the countryside is a child daughter-in-law. Their marriage is a feudal arranged marriage. It's not supposed to be supported. In that case, why are you the one who is divorced?"

"I can't tell you. Fan Yunqing was a little irritable, so he simply got up and walked out.

"What are you doing?" Sister-in-law Fan asked, "It's all time to eat, don't eat?"

Fan Yunqing waved his hand: "I have to go back." I have to confess these things to the organization and Lao Lin. As for what happens in the future, let's talk about it later. With that, he pulled Lin Xiaoxing, "Get up and go back with me." Your grandmother is here, no matter what, treating the old man like this, you are not educated. ”

Lin Xiaoxing looked at her aunt, and Fan's sister-in-law couldn't bear to stay, but Fan Yunqing turned her face: "Sister-in-law, you can't get used to it anymore." ”

Fan's sister-in-law looked at her niece helplessly, and then said to her sister-in-law: "Look at you, are you angry?" She grabbed Fan Yunqing, "What sister-in-law said, you go back and think about it." This divorce is a big deal...... Besides, now our Fan family is a capitalist, even if it is an enlightened capitalist. But a capitalist is a capitalist. Your brother is invited every day. As for the workers, a trade union was formed, and it began to make a fuss. He sent a representative to negotiate with your brother. I don't understand what kind of labor and management or anything like that. The general meaning is that you want to raise wages, want benefits, and get fair treatment, anyway, you are in charge. You said you were divorced at this time...... Yunqing, my sister-in-law didn't ask you for anything. But now, your brother is not the brother who was still young and could change the medicine for him Lin Baichuan. He is also old, and his body is not good. High blood pressure and coronary heart disease. You said that if something happens to you, will your brother suffer it? What will our family have to rely on in the future? What should we do in the future? You are thinking about all these things, okay? You are not a little girl anymore, and you can't act impulsively. Back then, you made trouble with your revolution, and your brother and I didn't stop you. I haven't accused you a word, I spoil you and get used to you. Now, my sister-in-law is probably the only one who needs to beg you in this life. You look at the face of your old sister-in-law, but don't be confused and divorced, okay?"

Fan Yunqing looked at her sister-in-law who had white hair on her head, she didn't feel good in her heart, she nodded slightly: "I know, sister-in-law." ”

On the way back, Fan Yunqing pulled his reluctant daughter and said bitterly, "You have to have a good relationship with your brothers and sisters here, it won't hurt you." That way, your dad will be happy and happy......"

"You're not tired like this. Lin Xiaoxing said: "You just think about whether he is happy or not, why don't you think about it, he doesn't care if you are happy or not." If I really care about you, I won't bring home such a big family without asking a word. Mom, what's the point of such a marriage?"

Fan Yunqing turned his face to look at his daughter, "You have caught up with the good time, and you have updated requirements for love." But for Mom and Dad, being alive is better than anything else. Mother has seen more dead people than alive......" she said, and she reached out to touch her daughter's face, "You may not understand this when I tell you." I don't expect you to understand, to understand. Mom is looking forward to the future, my daughter can meet someone she likes, and this person happens to like you. ”

"Yes!" Lin Xiaoxing chuckled and raised his chin slightly, "It will definitely be." ”

The mother and daughter talked and laughed and walked back. Fan Yunqing comforted the child while pondering things in his heart. How can I face this matter? I can't open my mouth to tell anyone.

When she arrived near the camp, Lin Xiaoxing felt that her mother was walking slower and slower, and when she turned her face, she found that her face was completely white.

"Mom!" she freaked, "Mom, what's wrong with you? Don't you scare me?"

Fan Yunqing forced a smile, and was about to speak, only to feel that his eyes were dark, and he fell headlong.

"Ah......" Lin Xiaoxing screamed in fright, and then shouted while hurriedly helping people: "Someone...... Someone's coming...... Help ......"

What happened to Fan Yunqing, the Lin family didn't know at all. Of course, no one wants to be in advance.

Mrs. Lin looked at her son with disgust: "You are a fool." What I regret most over the years is letting you study. You said that if you were at home, you would be able to have these things now?"

That's not what the saying says.

But Lin Baichuan, who was sitting in front of the old lady, still smirked: "Yes! It's all my fault." ”

The old lady was helpless, but in the end she felt sorry for her son. Someone couldn't ask just now, only his own family was left at this time, so he directly reached out and opened his son's clothes: "Tell my mother to see, where are all the injuries?"

How dare the old lady see such an injury?

Hurriedly interrupted and said, "The child is still there, save some face for me as a father." ”

The old lady scolded the little woman over and over again in her heart, but she didn't ask deeply about cooperating with her son.

The mother and son only talk about each other's experiences over the years.

As he was talking, there was a commotion outside. A high-pitched female voice shouted: "Master Lin, come out and see, what has become of Xiao Fan......

What do you mean?

What's going on?

Fan Yunqing was carried back, she fainted near the barracks and was sent to the military hospital.

The doctor diagnosed hypoglycemia, low blood pressure, and some asthma.

Low blood sugar and low blood pressure are good to say, this asthma ...... "How many years have I not committed it, why did I commit it again?"

Lin Baichuan looked at Fan Yunqing, who was carried in and placed on the bed, and asked Lin Xiaoxing, who was standing on the side, "How did you commit it?"

"Still ask?" Lin Xiaoxing cried, "My mother has been with you for so many years, you don't want it if you say you don't want it, she was stimulated and too nervous, so she did it." ”

The people who came to send them off should be female cadres who are very familiar with Fan Yunqing, and most of these people are the family members of the leaders of this hospital.

This one said: "Lao Lin, Xiao Fan has not been easy these years. ”

The one said, "It's been all these years, and she didn't expect it to be like this." Look at this trouble. There is something to say, something to solve, there is no problem that cannot be solved. But Xiao Fan's physical condition, you still have to consider. You know this asthma, and it's hard to find medicine. If one is not good, life will be taken. You said that we have survived all these years, and we can't lose our lives because of this. That's the victory. You say ...... this."

And then there was the fierce rhetoric: "You are fighting outside, do you know how hard it is for us women who are in the rear? I can't sleep all night after night when I fight. Xiao Fanna took the medical team to the front line, afraid that you would be injured, and thought that if you were injured, she would be able to carry you back. You are husband and wife, comrades-in-arms, and comrades! Even if you don't have a husband and wife relationship, are you too indifferent to your comrades? ”

"That's it. A tall woman in a military uniform with a cold eyebrow, "The man has won the battle, and when he comes back, he wants to change his wife." used the original partner to force away the wife who followed the battlefield, and then what about the original partner? How many of the original partners could stay in the army? Wait for the original partner to leave their hometown, and then it will not be the same, find a young and beautiful, and then oppose the arranged marriage......

What is this all about?!

"Liu Ying!" The short and fat woman who had not spoken all this time became more and more unspeakable, so she spoke, "What are you talking about?" This is to persuade other people's families, not to ask you to use the topic to play and vent your own family's dissatisfaction with other people's affairs! . As he spoke, he turned his face and explained to the old lady with a blue face: "Don't be angry, her family is not happy when something happens." People are straight and can't speak......"

Mrs. Lin was just about to speak, but was pulled by Chang Qiuyun. Chang Qiuyun's face was expressionless