1037. Spit out the truth after drinking

Cheng Feng relented.

He thought, why is the eldest brother so indifferent to women's tears?

Or should it be said that the eldest brother doesn't seem to be interested in women other than his sister-in-law and family at all, right?

He really wanted to help Xie Linlang, but after thinking about it, he didn't know how to convince his eldest brother.

Since he is not sure, he can't pat his chest and make a promise in front of her.

And this situation, unable to inherit this matter, really made him unbearable.

Xie Linlang saw Cheng Feng's entanglement, and said empathetically: "Ah Feng, you don't have to be embarrassed for me, I don't know your eldest brother's temperament." If he doesn't want to, no matter how much others try to persuade him, it's useless......"

With that, she lowered her long eyelashes and sighed faintly.

Under the bright crystal chandelier of the dining room, her face was pale and beautiful, like a wisp of smoke that would dissipate at the touch of a wisp.

Cheng Feng is a man in the end, how can he bear to look at such a beautiful and fragile woman sad?

"Sister, I'll think of a way, don't be sad...... There will definitely be a way. ”

He looked at her with infinite sympathy and comforted: "My eldest brother is indeed very principled, but ...... He's not a hard-hearted man after all. Besides, it really doesn't work...... I begged my sister-in-law, he didn't listen to what others said, but he would always listen to what my sister-in-law said, right?

Just as he was talking about Xing, he suddenly met Xie Linlang's eyes, and his words came to an abrupt end.

What kind of look is that?

Xiao Suo, helpless, resentful......

If I'm not mistaken, even with a hint of despair.

Suddenly he woke up, and he wanted to jump up and slap himself.

How could such a thing be said in front of her?

knew that she loved her eldest brother but couldn't, but he said such things to stimulate her-

I'm really stupid and crying!

Cheng Feng regretted it a lot.

After a few seconds of silence, he said curtly, "Anyway...... I'll find a way to get my eldest brother to agree to this. ”

"Don't force it. ”

Xie Linlang suddenly smiled lightly.

She didn't blame him, he felt even more sorry.

"I'm sorry. ”

"I'm sorry, you don't owe me anything. ”

Xie Linlang shook his head slightly: "You don't need to blame yourself, you are also straightforward, I don't blame you." Besides, I'm glad you could have dinner with me tonight. ”

Cheng Feng was in a complicated mood.

Xie Linlang didn't blame him, he blamed himself even more.

I also felt a little strange, being able to have dinner with Xie Linlang should be something that many people can't ask for, why did she say as if she was giving her face?

As if seeing Cheng Feng's doubts, Xie Linlang picked up the wine glass and touched it in the direction of Cheng Feng, and took a sip as if he couldn't wait for Cheng Feng to raise his glass.

She drinks very elegantly and very beautifully, like a Renaissance picture.

Exquisite, extravagant, elegant to the extreme.

"I don't have any friends, it's ridiculous to say, life seems to be very busy, always surrounded by all kinds of people, etc., and it is easy to hold a party right away and invite everyone you can talk to to come over for a drink. But when you calm down and think about it, are you happy? Not much joy. I don't know what I'm looking for in this life, I get it, and I don't know what I get...... Time flies so fast, and before I know it, I am about to reach the end, and I open my hand only to find that there is nothing in my hand. ”

Xie Linlang closed his eyes, smiled, and said, "Actually, most people are like this - there is nothing to feel about." However, dying too early is always unwilling. People are very strange, even if they live like this, they still want to live, even if they live in such a mediocre and ordinary way, without much happiness and fun. ”

"It's as if if you are alive, you can always get through those boring days and usher in the next high/tide of life. But what about after the high tide? It's not like a pool of stagnant water. Even, more likely, the highs are followed by the troughs, even more desperate troughs. ”

"Then you say, why do people live?"

She usually disdains to talk about these things, and after drinking a little wine, she is out of control.

Maybe it's the death of people, I'm afraid that if I don't say it again, I won't have a chance to say it.

I didn't know that I still had this kind of chatterbox.

"I don't know ......"

Cheng Feng looked down at his fingers blankly.

If you want to say that Xie Linlang has nothing in his hands, what has he grasped in the past 20 years?

Compared to Xie Linlang, he is obviously much more useless.

Nothing has been accomplished, and in the past 20 years, except for squandering the family's money, he has achieved nothing everywhere.

Since Xie Linglong began to force herself to marry her, she has slowly changed.

Especially, some time ago, Xie Linlang fell ill, and after he suddenly realized his feelings for Xie Linglong, he was like a person who had been dreaming for many years and suddenly woke up, and he was determined to cheer up and be a good man.

He knew that he was not worthy of Xie Linglong.

The more unworthy, the more you have to work hard and strive to be a person who can bring Linglong happiness.

Thinking of Xie Linglong and his future with her, he always felt as sweet as honey in his heart.

"I used to be really confused and confused, but now, I suddenly wake up, what was the life of the past?"

He wiped his face, pursed his lips, and said, "I really want to thank Linglong, without Linglong, I have no hope for the future." With her, I began to think that I have to live, it is best to live with her for a long time, to be able to watch her every day, to accompany her every day, and to have a child together in the future, hey, think about it this way...... I'm still looking forward to it, I think, if Linglong gives birth to a baby, my parents will definitely be so happy that they can't keep their mouths shut, they want to hug their grandson for many years. ”

As he spoke, a smile appeared on Cheng Feng's face.

The picture of the whole family enjoying themselves already appeared in my mind.

Although my parents are still angry about my eldest brother's refusal to marry Xie Linlang, at least, I and Linglong have finally fulfilled their wishes, more or less, they will be happier, right?

My parents are old and not in particularly good health...... Especially Mom, I've been feeling distressed lately.

He usually behaves the most unusually, but in fact, in his heart, he is the most concerned about his parents among the three siblings.

I thought again, my father is old and has endless ambitions for politics, but he shouldn't ...... He doesn't know much, but he also knows that the highest position is not so easy to sit still.

Their family doesn't need to be so glorious and rich.

For the sake of a good reputation for honesty, his father has not let his mother live a life of fine clothes and food for so many years, and there is still a maid in the family.

Fortunately, Mom didn't care.

Cheng Feng himself doesn't care, today's life is really enough.

Therefore, his greatest wish is actually to hope that his father will retire as soon as possible, and it is best that the eldest brother will not always go out on missions, and then live in harmony with the family.

I married Linglong first and had a child, and when the eldest brother and sister-in-law saw that the child was so cute, maybe they would give birth to one immediately?

Preferably one is a boy/baby and one is a girl/baby.

In that case, Mom and Dad would be so happy.

"I don't really have big ambitions – I just want to live happily as a family. ”

He smiled handsomely, and his eyes were full of longing: "If you have grand ambitions or something, leave it to someone who has the ability to realize it! My greatest wish is to live happily with Linglong, and to do my filial piety for my parents in the future." ”

Xie Linlang listened to what Feng said with a smile, and suddenly asked, "Ah Feng, when are you going to propose to our family?"

“…… Huh?"

Cheng Feng's eyes widened, and he was stopped by Xie Linlang.

"Why, didn't you even think about proposing to her?"

Xie Linlang deliberately lowered his face and said.

Cheng Feng hurriedly denied: "Of course not!"

"Then why are you scared like this?"

"I'm ...... Unprepared, really unprepared. ”

Cheng Feng scratched his head and said embarrassedly: "Look at my head, just thinking about getting married and having children, I even forgot about such a big thing as a marriage proposal!"

"You, do you think that as long as you want to get married, Linglong will definitely marry you, right?"

Xie Linlang pretended to be dissatisfied and said.

"No, no, sister, don't get me wrong! I don't think so, Linglong is so good, I'm with her, in fact, I wronged her and climbed her. ”

Cheng Feng said sincerely.

It was not that he didn't understand these truths before, but out of the ridiculous self-esteem of men, he refused to admit them, and even rejected Xie Linglong because of them.

Now I know how ridiculous I am.

"I've really forgotten about proposing, and not lately...... It's not that sister, you're sick, Linglong has no mind at all, and I don't dare to think about it right away. ”

"Yo, did I delay you?"

"Hey...... Don't get me wrong, sister. ”

"Tell me, when are you going to propose? If you're any later, I won't be able to wait. ”

Xie Linlang is colorful.

"I ......"

Cheng Feng lowered his head and thought about it, picked up the wine glass on the table and drank it all, and then said angrily: "I can do it at any time!"

"Is the proposal so hasty?"

"Hey...... Also, sister, do you have any good ideas?"

Cheng Feng hurriedly humbly asked for advice.

"I don't know, I don't have any experience with that. Besides, there is such a thing as a marriage proposal, you can only be sincere if you prepare it yourself. ”

Xie Linlang said.

"Makes sense. ”

Cheng Feng nodded constantly, "Sister, what you said is so right." ”

"Go back and think about it. ”

Xie Linlang rubbed the corners of his forehead, and said with a little headache: "No, I'm not strong enough to drink, I'm afraid I won't be able to drink with you anymore." ”

Cheng Feng was actually dizzy, but he was embarrassed to say, seeing this, he was like being amnestied, and said kindly: "It's okay, it's okay, I'm almost drunk, I'm very happy tonight, thank you sister for your hospitality, you can rest early." ”

"Hmmm......"

Xie Linlang hung his head, stretched out his hand and rang the bell, and soon a servant came over, holding Xie Linlang's medicine and syringe.

As soon as the maid came, Xie Linlang leaned back in the chair and closed her eyes and remained motionless.