092 Grief of the past

As he spoke, Xu Han stood up, walked to the window, stood still for a while, turned around and leaned on the windowsill to look at Jiang Yan's back and continued to ask, "How did you know about Chen Jue?"

Jiang Yan chuckled, sat up slowly, looked at Xu Han with a faint smile, and said, "Have you forgotten that my mother is the young lady of the 'Joy Hunt Nightclub' in Licheng?"

"I grew up in the 'Joy Nightclub', from the dignitaries and wealthy families in Licheng, to the common people, the three religions and the nine streams, I know a lot of big and small things, good things and ugly things about them. As it happens, it contains the past grievances between your father and Chen Jue. ”

Hearing Jiang Yan's words, the corners of Xu Han's mouth hooked up with an inexplicable smile. She knew herself through Lin Xi, was it just to investigate herself, and then get a favor of herself? He didn't think that he was so capable that Jiang Yan was worth Jiang Yan's effort, just to ask him for a favor.

"How are you going to get close to Chen Jue? Chen Jue is no better than Chen Biao...... Chen Jue's head is much more shrewd than Chen Biao. ”

"Be Chen Jue's mistress. Jiang Yan tilted her head to look at Xu Han, Xu Han had a layer of yellow halo on his body, which was warm and comfortable.

Xu Han thought that Jiang Yan was just talking casually, and looking at the seriousness in her eyes, he confirmed it again: "Be Chen Jue's mistress?"

"Yes. ”

"Why?"

Jiang Yan got off the hospital bed, walked to Xu Han and stood still, looked out the window for a long time, turned his head to look at Xu Han and said, "Because he fell in love with me when I was fifteen years old, and besides, he has been planning to collapse the Lu family and swallow the Jiang family." Together with him, I am regarded as a common enemy, and we will attack the enemy together. ”

"You're for Lin Xi. Xu Han put his hands in his trouser pockets, turned around and stood side by side with Jiang Yan, his tone was firm. Both of them looked at the small garden of the hospital in the distance, and the people sitting at each end of the bench were sitting at opposite ends.

"No!" Jiang Yan denied, "I'm for myself." ”

"Have you ever wondered if Lin Xi would agree?" Xu Han asked again.

"It doesn't matter if he agrees or not, we both ...... From the day he was born, he was destined not to be a person all the way. ”

Lin Xi won't agree. Xu Han replied with a smile, turned his head to look at Jiang Yan, Jiang Yan lowered his head and smiled, also looked at Xu Han, and heard Xu Han say, "I won't agree either." ”

Jiang Yan turned around and walked to the hospital bed, and after lying down slowly, she closed her eyes and whispered: "This matter doesn't need anyone's consent, it's just a deal." Since you don't want to, then it's better if I didn't say it. ”

Xu Han looked at Lin Xi and Qi Jun sitting in the small garden in the distance, they seemed to be chatting with each other. His attention was all on Qi Jun and did not answer Jiang Yan's words.

He didn't know why Jiang Yan suddenly made this proposal, but Jiang Yan's proposal was the fastest way for him to achieve his goal. If he agreed to Jiang Yan, Jiang Yan really became Chen Jue's mistress, then Lin Xi ......

After about ten minutes, Qi Jun and Lin Xi got up and left one after another, Xu Han's gaze was still in the distance, he was pondering something and didn't notice that Qi Jun and Lin Xi's figures were no longer far away.

Neither Qi Jun nor Lin Xi came to Jiang Yan's ward, and when Xu Han's phone rang, he was also about to call Qi Jun, and Qi Jun said that she was waiting for him at the entrance of the hospital and asked him when he would leave.

Xu Han replied now. After hanging up the phone, he walked to the end of the bed, looked at Jiang Yan who was pretending to sleep, and asked, "Can you be alone?"

"Let's go. Jiang Yan replied calmly, and sneered in a casual tone, "There are people sent by Lin Xi guarding outside the door, how can it be alone." ”

Xu Han knew that the favor Jiang Yan was talking about was to let herself help her escape from Lin Xi's surveillance one day when she needed it. Lin Xi didn't trust her anymore, except for Xu Han, she couldn't find anyone else who could escape her quietly from Lin Xi's surveillance.

Compared with this, Xu Han would rather that Lin Xi was willing to let Jiang Yan go, so he rejected Jiang Yan's proposal.

Jiang Yan slowly opened her eyes when she heard the sound of the door of the ward locking, stared at the ceiling for a long time, got up and went to the window again, looking at the three or two people walking slowly in the garden in the distance, she asked herself repeatedly, why did she want to stay away from Lin Xi?

When Xu Han left, he instructed the people guarding the door to guard Jiang Yan well, and call Lin Xi immediately if there was anything.

Qi Jun, who was waiting at the gate of the hospital, saw Xu Han come out, the expression on his face was still sullen, and when Xu Han walked in, she looked up at Xu Han and asked, "Xu Han, can we have a good chat?"

"Good. Xu Han nodded, pulled Qi Jun forward, and asked her again, "Where did Lin Xi go?"

"He said there was something wrong, but he didn't say where to go. Qi Jun replied casually, his tone was flat and he couldn't hear any emotion.

Because Xu Han still had something to know later, he had to stay near the city hospital, and he was afraid that what Qi Jun talked about with him would make the two of them quarrel emotionally, so he went to the hotel just now and opened another room.

Entering the room, Qi Jun stood at the door and did not move, Xu Han closed the door and pushed her to sit on the sofa, he walked to the window and opened the curtains, and the dim afterglow of the sunset sprinkled on the champagne-colored curtains with a warm halo.

Qi Jun watched Xu Han turn around and sit beside her, supporting his knees with his elbows in both hands, looking at her with his fingers crossed and asking gently, "Why didn't you say a word?"

Xu Han saw Qi Jun move his mouth, and stopped talking, the expression on her face was full of confusion, and then asked: "Little girl, just say whatever you want, don't suppress yourself." ”

Qi Jun has been brewing in her heart for a long time, but she still doesn't know where to start, her mind is a little messy.

"Do you want to know about my past or do you want to know about me and Han Yao?" Xu Han paused, his eyes stayed on his hands, his hands parted, and his palms rubbed slowly a few times, "Or, is it the connection between me and Applejack and Yang Jiebai?"

Qi Jun just wanted to speak, but heard Xu Han say again: "Or what did I say to Jiang Yan in the ward today?"

By the way, Xu Hanquan is right.

These are all questions she wants to ask, and these things make her heart very uncomfortable. In her opinion, everyone around Xu Han is good at disguise, they are all outrageously smart, many things don't need to be said clearly, others know everything, only she can't understand anything, in order not to let others think she is stupid, she has to pretend to know everything.

She felt very uncomfortable, very depressed, very restless, and even felt that her posture of pretending to be indifferent was very embarrassing and ridiculous.

Xu Han saw that Qi Jun lowered his eyes and was silent, and he didn't plan to speak. The problem between them is not that he will be okay if he lays out all the problems. Qi Jun wanted to know too much, and he wanted to have reservations, just like he never spied into Qi Jun's heart.

The love he wants is on the road together, and they can still leave each other a little free and independent space, whether it is for their proud and fragile dignity, or for their unspeakable pain.

In short, he didn't want to be unreserved with Qi Jun, just as he didn't need Qi Jun to be unreserved with him.

After a while, Qi Jun saw that Xu Han didn't mean to explain, and felt sorry for himself in his heart, and a strong sense of loss almost swallowed her. Why didn't Xu Han take the initiative to tell her anything? Even when she asked, he didn't continue to talk about it.

Xu Han was just playing with her? This terrible thought suddenly broke into her mind, and she raised her eyes to look at Xu Hanyun's light side face, and she was even more upset.

"Xu Han, aren't you going to tell me about you?" Qi Jun couldn't bear it, so he had to ask with a smile, trying to make his tone sound very indifferent.

"My business?" Xu Han raised his eyebrows, tilted his head and looked at Qi Jun with a slight smile: "I have too many things, and it may take a long, long time to talk about them one by one." ”

It will take a lifetime for you to listen to it. Xu Han added in his heart, looking at Qi Jun, who was a little embarrassed, affectionately.

Qi Jun thought, what did Xu Han mean, didn't he want to tell him about him? She suddenly didn't know how to ask, and fell silent. Every time Xu Han wanted to avoid answering, he always liked to look at her so affectionately.

Xu Han stood up, walked to the window, opened the floor-to-ceiling window, walked to the balcony and held the glass railing with both hands, looking at the sign of the city hospital not far away.

"When I was six years old, I witnessed my mother being raped for a month, breaking her arms and picking her hamstrings. Witnessed her bite her tongue and kill herself. Xu Han's voice was very soft, but Qi Jun in the room heard it very clearly, she suddenly raised her head and looked at Xu Han's back in disbelief.

When he was a child, he actually witnessed his mother being ruined and tragically killed? chagrin and guilt swept through Qi Jun's heart in an instant, and she blamed herself for wanting to know Xu Han's past and remind him of these bad and sad things!

"I was six to nine years old and had three years of autism. At the age of ten, he went to Yantang, at the age of eleven, he left Yantang and went to his aunt's house in City A, at the age of sixteen, he transferred back to Linjiang County, and at the age of seventeen, he witnessed Han Yao jump from the tenth floor of Linjiang No. 1 Middle School and die on the spot. At the age of eighteen, he came to Puyang and took over the honor club bar with Lin Xi to establish his own network. ”

Qi Jun heard Xu Han summarize his first twenty years with an understatement, and his heart was quite uncomfortable. The mockery hidden in his tone made her heart thump even more, and twitched for a moment. Will Xu Han blame her for being ignorant?

She also asked herself, why did she always want to know everything about Xu Han, why couldn't she just ask nothing and just be with him?

"Little ......," Xu Han said, turned around and leaned his back against the glass railing, looked at Qi Jun, who was already teary-eyed on the sofa, and asked, "Is it enough?"

Hearing the hidden impatience and ridicule in Xu Han's tone, Qi Jun was instantly speechless, not knowing how to explain his mood or how to answer Xu Han's words.