Chapter Ninety-Five: Fate and History

Sometimes there are things that you don't need to ask why, since it happened and you can't hide from it, you can only accept it, which is ironic and realistic.

For Li Yanfei, Zhang Shaoyu is such a thing, a person, what happened to him made Li Yanfei feel that she didn't know what kind of mood to deal with, Li Yanfei felt that she was a very receptive person, she knew that she had no parents when she was very young, some classmates laughed at her, and some people sympathized with her. Li Yanfei treated him coldly like a bystander. When she was a little older, many boys expressed their love to her, and she didn't care.

Li Yanfei's life is step-by-step, every step is very good, she is a very obedient girl, but the most important thing for her is the person closest to her, but it is the most disobedient and unruly Zhang Shaoyu.

In fact, Zhang Shaoyu is not unruly, but he always has his own set of rules and systems in his heart. No one can figure out where Zhang Shaoyu's rules are, so no one can guarantee not to touch his bottom line, every rule and bottom line has to be explored by everyone, his rules are higher than the law, because Zhang Shaoyu never violates the law, but his rules are sometimes lower than the moral bottom line, low is unacceptable, sometimes higher than the moral bottom line, and even many people think that things are unremarkable, but Zhang Shaoyu may be angry.

is such a strange person, almost all of Li Yanfei's troubles come from him.

"You are an ordinary person, and I can't put myself in your shoes for many things, but I still feel that your current state is really wrong. Bai Ling said to Li Yanfei, and some of the few voices grew serious.

Yu'er was wrapped in a bathrobe and wore a pair of sunglasses, lying on a beach chair looking at the sky at a forty-five degree angle, and she didn't know whether she was open or closed, she said leisurely: " Everyone's life will encounter a lot of reality that they have not thought of, and what is more terrible is that there is no solution to many difficulties, at this time the first thing you have to do is to try to accept it, accept it and you will find that you are reborn, even look at the color of the sky has changed, even the familiar scenery around you has changed, become better than the original, and then there will be the next reality one after another. ”

Li Yanfei, Bai Ling, Wang Yuehan, and Yu'er were all lying on four identical beach chairs, and after Yu'er's words, the four of them were silent for a long time. Yu'er still doesn't know whether she is looking at the sky with her eyes open or closed, Li Yanfei is also looking at the sky, but her figure is not as good as that of several other people, so only she is not wearing a bikini, Wang Yuehan fell asleep with her eyes closed, and Bai Ling looked at Li Yanfei while drinking juice.

"So what do you mean, life is still a process of getting better, right?" asked Li Yanfei.

She and Yu'er didn't turn their heads to look at each other when they talked, and both of them were still looking at the sky, only making sounds, and not even moving their eyes.

Yu'er thought for a while and said, "Not necessarily, sometimes, there are realities that you can never accept, and you can't stop it from happening, so it's all chaos." ”

"Will you die?" asked Li Yanfei again.

"Death? That's the easiest. How simple it is to die, the dead are not painful at all, it is those who are alive who suffer. Yu'er said.

Li Yanfei was silent, Bai Ling rolled her eyes, and said: "How long has Sister Yu'er lived, she looks at problems, and always brings her experience and experience throughout history, in fact, sometimes we don't need to understand so much. ”

Yu'er replied: "Actually, no, history is far more cruel than that." The names that ordinary people can still hear now, whether they are goblins or historical figures, whether these historical figures are good or bad, they are all lucky, they have really made a name in history, and they are remembered by future generations. Later generations remembered these people and said, "It is gold that always shines!", and then used this sentence to inspire those who came after them. Those famous people in history, who were discovered and excavated, such as Han Xin and Jiang Taigong, were talented, and they were discovered, so they left their names in history. But more, people like them, have long spent their lives in peace. ”

"That's sad to hear. Li Yanfei sighed softly.

Yu'er shook her head, and then said seriously: "This is history, this is also fate, only a few people can really get out of the clutches of fate." The rest of the people were led away by that fate, who knows if Fei Fei was in troubled times, whether it would be Su Daji? Who knows if Bai Ling was born in an ordinary family, whether he would be a dancer or a pianist. The sorrow and wonder of fate are here, you only have one chance to choose, if you choose wrong, or accept fate, then you will be led by fate for the rest of your life. ”

Li Yanfei thought for a while and said, "Indeed, it makes sense, but what does this have to do with Zhang Shaoyu?"

Yu'er replied: "Zhang Shaoyu is even more powerful, he is just an ordinary person, unlike Bai Qi who has noble blood, unlike Chen Feng, who was born destined to be different." As an ordinary person, he not only broke away from the rope of fate, but also trampled fate under his feet. This is also one of the reasons why his personality charm is so strong that Chen Feng attaches great importance to him. ”

"But I hope that he can always follow his fate and be an ordinary person. Li Yanfei said slowly.

"You're wrong!" Yu'er said: "It's outrageously wrong. Believe me, if Zhang Shaoyu wasn't such an unruly weirdo, you wouldn't love him as much as you do now. ”

"Love?" Li Yanfei repeated softly, as if she was asking Yu'er, and as if she doubted herself.

"Sigh......" Bai Ling couldn't help laughing: "What, you still want to refute this?"

Li Yanfei didn't speak, but just looked at Bai Ling with strange eyes.

Yu'er also smiled, but no one noticed, and she said softly: "Feifei, who can't hide it, I can't see anything else from you, or if there is something I can't see." But I can see that you like or say that you love Zhang Shaoyu deeply. And...... No one seems to be able to see it. ”

Li Yanfei was silent, and her cheeks flushed slightly. She only realized today that she was so obvious, even if she didn't like to talk, even if she ...... In the past, even she herself was not sure if she really liked Zhang Shaoyu, but it was not until today that she found out that everyone knew, and only she was still suspicious.