In fact, in his previous life, he was a person who remembered evil as hatred, that is to say, her character was actually very simple, in the previous life, he liked a person is like a person, and hating a person was hating a person, in the previous life, she liked a person and could like her very much, and she could hate a person if she hated it.

In his previous life, of course he knew that he was wrong to do that, and in his previous life, of course he knew that he shouldn't be like that, but no matter how he shouldn't, no matter how wrong he was, but she felt that she could forgive, because he was a waste person before, because he was a crippled person before, she had no way to think about these things very rationally before, he had no way to think about these things very rationally before, he was irrational before, she didn't want to make herself rational at all, and she didn't want to do some sane things at all, because he himself is a crippled man, because he is incapable of doing sane things.

But now, everything is different, now his thoughts have changed, now she feels that she can really become a sane person, now he can make his emotions more complicated, now he can make his thoughts more complicated, now if she meets someone who doesn't know what she doesn't like, then obviously he won't directly say that he doesn't like it, then obviously he can't say that he doesn't like the other party, and obviously he can't express his dislike so simply. If he meets a person he likes, he will definitely express his liking very seriously in the past, she will definitely express her admiration very seriously, and she will definitely express her deep love for another person very seriously. But. Now he certainly won't be like that

Now she definitely won't express her likes so simply. Yes, when you can't simply express your hatred, obviously you can't simply express your like, you can't express your deep like, you can't express your sincere feelings. Of course, he doesn't regret it, or he doesn't regret becoming the way he is, although his current self has become a little unreal, although his current self has become a little dishonest, but he doesn't hate himself like this, or he wants to be like this

He also wants to become his current self, because his current self is healthy, because his current self is what she likes. Yes, whether others like it or not, whether others accept it or not, but such a he, such a self, is acceptable to himself, that is to say, in his eyes, his physical health is the most important, if he can live a healthy life, if he can stand up healthily, if she can walk healthily, then obviously, he doesn't care about everything else, of course, all the other things mentioned here do not include some very important things. If the price of keeping him healthy is to make her a very bad person, apparently he is also unwilling

Yes, although he wants to be healthy, although he wants to be a healthy person, but if the price of health is to make her a very bad person, let him do some very bad things, let him hurt others, obviously he is also unwilling, it is obvious that she will not let herself become such a person.

Of course, these are his complex thoughts, of course, these are very small thoughts in his heart, and he doesn't care much about his inner thoughts, he lets himself return to reality, back to the present, obviously, the deputy security captain wants to send her, obviously, the deputy security captain wants to express his respect, the deputy security captain wants to continue to express his respect for him, the deputy security captain wants to continue to express his respect for it, and the deputy security captain actually really wants to change himself in his heart. Yes, if before, it was clear that he wouldn't behave like this, he wouldn't behave like this before, she wouldn't behave like this before, and he wouldn't have behaved so deferentially to a person before. In the past, he would not let himself be so low to a person, if before, he would not have thought of these things at all, and in the past, he did not think about these things at all, but now she thought of them

But now he has begun to do these actions, but now he has begun to keep his voice down, yes, because he feels that there is no way back in his life, because he feels that he can no longer be decadent, and he can't let himself miss the opportunity again, the young man in front of him is his opportunity, the young man in front of him is his future boss, and the young man in front of him is the master he will follow in the future, yes, he even wants to use the word master, of course he does not really sell himself in his heart, or that no one will sell himself to another person in his heart, because everyone is independentBecause everyone has their own thoughts, because everyone has their own ideas, because everyone has their own subjective consciousness, so no one will really sell themselves to another person, but if you especially worship someone, if you need the help of a person, if you need the help of a very powerful person

If this very powerful person shows his kindness to you again, if this very strong person is willing to help you, then it is obvious that you will sell most of your life to this powerful person at this time, just like the current security deputy captain, the current security deputy captain feels that he can sell most of his soul to this young man.

On the one hand, he thinks that this young man is very capable, yes, if he wants to take refuge in a person, it is obvious that he needs to choose a capable person, if he wants to choose a person who is not capable to be his boss, then it is obvious that he is stupid, or he wants to choose a very capable person to take him to the next road, he wants to choose a very capable person to take her on the next journey to bring him a good life, he wants to choose a capable person, let her live a life of a superior person, he wants to choose a capable person to let him out of his current life, he wants to choose a capable person to take him to real success。 He wants to choose someone who is capable to lead him to a truly bright future. So he chose the young man in front of him, since he chose him, he will not regret it, and since he has chosen, he has to let himself really work hard.

In fact, in his previous life, he didn't work hard at all, or in his previous life, he was able to get by, he always let himself not work so hard, he was always unwilling to work hard, and there was always no way to really let himself work hard.

When a person doesn't really put his heart into it, when he doesn't really let himself work hard, when he doesn't really let himself work hard, when he doesn't really let himself really strive for his goal, obviously, he can't get a good result, and obviously he can't really succeed. Obviously, it is not going to give itself a bright tomorrow. It was clear that he was even more unlikely to allow himself to live a good life. Inside, she doesn't even think she should succeed, yes, obviously in reality he is even more unlikely to succeed, because in his heart, he doesn't believe that he is a successful person at all, because in his heart he knows that he doesn't put in so much effort, because in his heart, she knows that she doesn't really want to succeed, if he really wants to succeed in his heart, if he really wants to be a successful person, then obviously, he should work hard, he should struggle, he should let himself work hard regardless of his safety, but he doesn't, so in fact, he is not a person who really wants to make himself successful。

That's why he's what he's like now, that's why he's an unsuccessful person now, and that's why he's not having a good life. That's why she needs to let herself really start working hard now, so now he needs to let herself really start fighting.