The world often makes people doubt its fairness, sometimes no reward for effort, sometimes good people do not get good results, and sometimes bad people do not get any retribution. During that time, Tang Xiao often wondered, was Senior Sister Zhou's life so ruined?

Tang Xiao will always remember how high-spirited and youthful Senior Sister Zhou was when she entered the university as a newcomer, introducing her senior brother but saying to Tang Xiao and other freshmen, see it, that is the goddess of our medical school.

Fortunately, a few years later, the news of Senior Sister Zhou came again, and at this time, she had become the director of this women's and children's hospital, and no one knew what happened in it, nor did they know how much effort she had put in over the years.

The only thing that everyone can see is her success.

Yes, people will never care how many hardships and obstacles a successful person has gone through before they have achieved those brilliant achievements, no one is interested in them when they are disgraced, people only care about endless faces, enviable status and money.

But in any case, for today's Senior Sister Zhou, she has lived out her true self.

Tang Xiao looked at Dean Zhou's back as he disappeared outside the door, his eyes full of envy and reverence.

In the operating room where only Tang Xiao and Min Qiuhan were left, the tears in the corners of Min Qiuhan's eyes lying on the operating table had dried up, and he just looked at the ceiling quietly and didn't know what he was thinking.

Tang Xiao walked over, squatted down beside Min Qiuhan, and looked at her: "Qiuhan, how are you thinking about it?"

Min Qiuhan's face was quite calm, but his eyes were still full of struggle: "I don't know, smile, I think, I should still give it up." Although I don't want to admit it, in my heart as an unqualified mother, I love Ah Meng more than him. As soon as I thought that Ah Meng would be embarrassed by him in the future, Ah Meng's family would try to pressure Ah Meng because of this, and that bastard would harass us again, I ...... Xiaoxiao, didn't you hear that day, if it was a boy, the bastard would definitely come to me, but I don't want to see him again in my life, how can a violent and lazy person like him be worthy of being the father of this child? How can it bring him a life full of hope? I don't want to give birth to him and I can't guarantee whether his life is happy or hopeful, if he survives, but he will have to endure decades of suffering, then why should I let him come into this world...... Laugh, do you think I'm right, and what would you do if it were you?"

Tang Xiao shook his head and said: "I haven't encountered such a situation as you, and I don't know, I used to be a doctor, I took saving people as my own responsibility, and human life is above everything else in my eyes, whether it is high or low, happy or painful, whether it is a rich businessman or a prisoner sentenced to life imprisonment." Life is the most important thing, that's what I've always said. Now, when I take off my lab coat, it doesn't mean that I have given up on this principle, but sometimes I wonder if all life in this world should exist, and whether it exists is reasonable...... These thoughts are probably ridiculous, thinking about it will make people feel crazy, probably the so-called drilling the tip of the horns, but Qiu Han, the reason why I say this is to tell you that everyone's point of view is different, just like Dean Zhou just told you, just stick to the choices you think are valuable, be brave, you know?"

Min Qiuhan closed his eyes, and after a long time, he opened his eyes and said to Tang Xiao: "Xiaoxiao, can you sing a song with me to the baby in my belly......?" Min Qiuhan choked up again as he spoke.

Tang Xiao closed her eyes, as if she had guessed Min Qiuhan's final decision, she smiled at Min Qiuhan encouragingly: "Okay, as long as I can sing, I will definitely sing with you, baby." ”

"You will, that song we used to sing together when we were in school. Min Qiuhan winked at her gently.

Memories of the past crept up in my heart.

In my memory, two girls in school uniforms sat on an abandoned low wall of the school, green creepers swaggering around them, the air was filled with the smell of fresh grass, the two of them closed their eyes and sniffed vigorously, and the hair of the two girls was raised, and Min Qiuhan, who was still a high school student, smiled and said to Tang Xiao, who was also young, "Hey, what do you think the two of us will look like in ten years?"

"Probably...... Could it be a middle-aged woman who has become old and ugly?"

"What, no, I want to be as beautiful as I am now. Min Qiuhan looked up at the sky, full of simple longing for the future.

"Xiaoxiao, even if it is another ten years, we will only be twenty-five or sixteen years old, at that time, how can we be old and ugly, at that time we must have just found the prince charming in our lives, wearing the most beautiful and expensive wedding dress, standing in front of the priest, when the priest stood in front of the cross and asked me, Min Qiuhan, would you like to marry this man next to you, and take care of him for the rest of his life, whether he is poor or rich, sick or healthy, I will not leave him? I will answer the priest firmly and loudly 'yes!Ido'......"

"How stupid...... But all of a sudden, I'm ...... like this," sixteen-year-old Tang Xiao propped his hands on his side in the same posture as Min Qiuhan, looked up at the blue sky, and couldn't help humming the tune of the wedding march in his mouth.

"Dangdangdang~Dangdangdang~Dangdangdang~Dangdangdang~Dangdangdang~"

The two girls laughed together, and they were so carefree at that time.

The sunset gradually went down, and under the orange afterglow on the horizon, the girl Min Qiuhan smiled at the girl Tang and said: "I must give birth to a little boy in the future, because our family is all girls, cousins, cousins, cousins,

"Well, you're going to be able to have a little boy in the future. ”

Min Qiuhan began to fantasize about holding the baby and coaxing the other party to sleep, and she even pretended to be holding a swaddling baby and made a hugging posture.

Tang Xiao was amused by Min Qiuhan, and pointed at Min Qiuhan's breathlessness: "Haha, you are so stupid, Qiuhan, you look really stupid......"

But Min Qiuhan ignored his friends' jokes, and happily sang a lullaby to the non-existent baby:

"The moon is bright, the wind is quiet, and the leaves cover the windows.

The sound of the piano is soft, the tune is beautiful, and the blue swings softly.

In the night sky, the satellite flies, singing that\"That, baby, mom is going to sing a lullaby to you with Aunt Tang now." ”

Min Qiuhan, who grew up, lay on the operating table, gently stroked his bulging belly, and said to the little life on the opposite side that was still alive.

There was no response, perhaps, just because they grew up and could no longer hear the voice of the other world.

Min Qiuhan lay there, winking lightly at Tang Xiao, and the singing of the two sounded in tacit harmony......

My baby baby

Give you a little sweetness

Let you sleep well tonight

My little ghost little ghost

Tease your wink

Makes you love the world

Boom, my baby

Someone to accompany you the whole time

Oops, my darling

Let you know that you are the most beautiful

Let you sleep well tonight

Tease your smiley face

Makes you like the whole tomorrow

Boom, my baby

Someone to accompany you the whole time

Oops, my darling

Let you know that you are the most beautiful

Boom, my baby

Someone misses you when you're lonely

La-la-la-yeoh, yes-yes-yes

……”

After the singing, Tang Xiao looked at Min Qiuhan with tears flowing from his eyes, pushed open the door and walked out.

Outside the door, Dean Zhou seemed to have been standing there and didn't walk away for a second.

"Xiaoxiao, has she already decided?" asked Dean Zhou.

Tang Xiao nodded slowly and said, "It's decided." Thanks to your words, senior sister. ”

Dean Zhou shook his head and said, "I think you have played a greater role in her, and it can be seen that she needs you as a friend very much." ”

Tang Xiao looked at Dean Zhou, and finally couldn't help asking, "Senior sister, ...... back then?" Where have you been?"

"Back then?" Dean Zhou asked, "...... mean?"

"Well, yes. It was during that time that they all said that you were crazy, you had depression, you didn't know anyone, and you were sent to a psychiatric hospital for treatment, but to be honest, I don't believe it, I always feel that the senior sister I know will not be so fragile, how can it really be so fragile, so easy to knock down, and how can she get back up so quickly?"

"Thank you for believing in me, but-" Dean Zhou pursed his lips and recalled, "The situation at that time was indeed similar to what you heard, at that time, because I couldn't accept the fact that I killed the child with my own hands, the whole person went completely crazy, and I kept seeing the apparition of the child every day, and I firmly believed that it was I who caused the child to be unable to be reincarnated, so the child would follow me for the rest of his life in order to take revenge on me, until I died." It was a painful feeling, and every day when I opened my eyes, I could see that tiny, newly-formed child crouching in front of me, walking without a shadow, constantly reminding me of the fact that I had killed a life. I was miserable and wanted to die as soon as possible, because I thought that only death could atone for my sins, and only death could reunite me with my children in the other world......"

Tang Xiao looked at Dean Zhou sympathetically: "Many women who have done abortion have said that they will see a dead child to take revenge on themselves, including Qiu Han, who also firmly believes that he is guilty of a lot of sin, and he will definitely be retaliated by that child in the future." I didn't expect it, but it was actually just ......"

"It's just a shadow in my heart. Dean Zhou sighed, "The most invincible thing for people is not gossip, not the attack of the enemy, not the slander of the villain, but themselves." Even if there is no one around, people still have to face themselves after all, the good or evil they have done will leave deep or shallow traces in their hearts, if it is an indelible memory, it will form a shadow in people's hearts, when the existence of shadows has obscured people's reason and thinking, it will make people hallucinate, that is, many people think that the ghost of the child after death......"

"Is that so...... Tang Xiao suddenly realized, "I even really thought it was ...... before"

"Maybe that kind of thing also exists, but the most important thing for people is to have the courage to face themselves, whether it is good or bad. If you can't, you'll be controlled by it......"