Chapter 2011: Abandonment
Every outcast will actually have complaints, and every outcast will actually be sad because they are thinking about what they have done wrong, because they are thinking about what they are not good about, because they are thinking about where they are not worthy of love. So they're always sad, so they're always going to drink, so they're always going to drink for their sorrows, but obviously on the surface they don't say that, on the surface they don't think they're using wine to drown their sorrows. They always say that they are just a little unhappy and want to drink, and they always say that they don't care about the money.
In fact, this is completely a matter of face, of course he knows his best friend, his best friend is a person who loves face, since his best friend is a person who loves face, then it is obvious that his best friend will not be able to say to her that he is very sad now, and his best friend will not be able to tell him that he cares about that man very much.
He actually understands his girlfriend's mood very well, and the reason why he said this is actually to stimulate his girlfriend, so that his girlfriend doesn't care about that man anymore, and so that his girlfriend doesn't care about the person who abandoned them.
But it's clear that her best friend is not a person who is particularly sad about one thing. In other words, her best friend can be sad about one thing, but her best friend can't die or live for one thing.
So when Bai Xiaohua called her best friend to get up. My best friend didn't get up very energetically, on the one hand, because the alcohol anesthetized my best friend, and on the other hand, because my best friend was not particularly sad.
Because my best friend still wants to sleep, because my best friend is still very sleepy.
"Bai Xiaohua, don't make a fuss, let me sleep for a while, I'm really sleepy. ”
Seeing that his best friend has indeed not woken up yet, he no longer bothered his best friend, but got up slowly, and when he got up, he remembered what happened last night, obviously, something happened last night, and what happened last night made him still have a little memory to worry about.
He had to admit that one of the two men last night had made him feel a little excited, and he had to admit that that man had made him feel in love last night. But he has a natural fear of being in love, because you have to admit that when you fall into a relationship, you will be unconditionally invested in a relationship. But is that man really a man to be trusted?
If that man is not a man worthy of trust, if that man will abandon himself like his best friend's boyfriend, then how should he deal with himself? Yes, Bai Xiaohua is a reasonable girl. He won't do something without annoyance, she won't be particularly reckless to do something, before he does something, he must think about it, he thinks about whether he should do it, he thinks about what impact he will have after doing this, if there will be some bad effects?
But obviously, there is not so much consideration in the relationship, or in the relationship, you don't need to think so much at all, because it is useless for you to think about so much. You don't know what you're going to go through with a man, you don't know what kind of life you're going to go through with a man, and you don't know what kind of outcome you're going to expect with this man.
If you are lucky enough, then obviously you can live happily with a man, the two of you can get married, you can have children, you can be happy until you are old, but if you are not lucky, if there are always things between the two of you that make each other unhappy. Then it is clear that the two of you are not going to have a good outcome, or that the two of you will end up in love, but the two of you may have to separate from each other, because you are tired of this kind of relationship full of twists and turns, because you are tired of this life full of bad things.
Eventually, he scratched his head, not to remind himself of the man he had had been the night before, but it was clear that life would not be at his will. That is to say, he may still meet the man last night in the end, because this is a trick of fate, of course, if the result is bad, of course, this is the trick of fate, if the result is good. Then it is clear that this is the gift of fate.
Anyway, he still got out of bed slowly, and in order to distract himself, his mouth was still babbling, he was babbling that he shouldn't have drunk last night, he was babbling that his best friend shouldn't always force himself to drink so much, and he was babbling that he shouldn't drink so much again.
Anyway, all in all, all the things he talks about are meaningless topics, and all the words he talks about are meaningless words. He wanted to distract himself from these babbling words, and he wanted to use these babbling words to make himself not like the man last night.
Clearly, this approach works. When you're doing one thing, you don't pay much attention to the other thing, and when you're doing one thing, you distract from the other thing. But his best friend was speechless.
Li Xiaomei was really speechless.
"Bai Xiaohua, what are you babbling about early in the morning? I found out that you really look like an old woman now, how old are you, you haven't graduated yet, you have become so vain, I think you will never find a boyfriend, all men will not like you like this, hum, didn't you let me go to a bar with me last night, didn't you let you drink a little last night. Didn't you just let you carry me back to the dormitory last night? I'd rather let a man carry me, your back isn't wide at all, your shoulders aren't wide at all, and I feel panicked lying on your thin little shoulders. ”
Bai Xiaohua, who was already going to wash, was simply mad when she heard her best friend's words. Throwing down the toiletries and going to the bed, he didn't care about his cold hands, and went straight into the bed. Start punishing your best friend.
Of course, the so-called punishment is actually to ice your best friend. Of course, the two of them are playing with each other.
"Li Xiaomei, you really have no conscience. Mother, I had a lot of effort to carry you back last night. And if it weren't for me, you'd be drunk by those two men, and who knows what the two of them would have done to you after getting you drunk. Maybe you've lost your most precious thing, or maybe you've committed suicide by throwing yourself into the river today. You're good, you're still saying that I can't find a boyfriend, don't you know that I'm heartbroken about finding a boyfriend, don't you know that my parents are also heartbroken about finding a boyfriend for me. You're still talking cool here, you're still here to sarcastically mock me, I'm telling you I'm really angry this time, and if you don't want me to apologize, I won't care about you anymore. Even if you end up befriending a man, I won't help you anymore. ”
Originally, Li Xiaomei didn't care about Bai Xiaohua's words at all, but after listening to Bai Xiaohua's last sentence, Li Xiaomei was really a little panicked. Because it is obvious that Li Xiaomei is a girl who talks a lot about her boyfriend. He always likes to talk about boyfriends, and he always likes the feeling of being taken care of.
But you have to admit that he doesn't love a man in particular, he doesn't love any boyfriend in particular. So he doesn't treat his boyfriend sincerely, but in a relationship, he wants to make himself show that he loves his boyfriend very much. So he always needs the help of his best friend.
To take the simplest example, let's say there is a boyfriend who wants to invite him to dinner now, but he doesn't want to eat at all, he just wants to nest in the dormitory to read romance novels, he wants to nest in the dormitory to watch some garbage idol TV series, at this time he needs Bai Xiaohua to help him lie.
Obviously, if you love your boyfriend and your boyfriend wants to invite you to dinner, then you should go, but since he doesn't want to go, he must find a reason, what reason? He always asks Bai Xiaohua to tell the boy who is waiting for him downstairs that he has a cold now, that she is sick now.
In this way, Li Xiaomei will no longer have to eat with the boy she doesn't love very much.
In fact, every time at this time, Bai Xiaohua would be a little incomprehensible, he would always ask Li Xiaomei why he didn't like that boy and still had to date that boy.
Li Xiaomei also has her own reasons, Li Xiaomei said that she actually doesn't particularly hate that boy, and it may be that she hasn't really found her own love, but who knows what love is? In Lin Xiaomei's concept, on the one hand, he feels that love is short-lived, that is, if you don't look at a certain boy at the same glance, then the two of you are not in love.