Bai Yesang looked at Pan Future with complicated eyes, and bit his lower lip hard with his upper teeth, because of the dryness of his lips, he directly bit out a lot of blood.

However, Bai Yesang didn't feel it at all, so he looked at Principal Pan Future.

Principal Pan didn't urge him in the future, and Teacher Liya in the back also remained silent, she also cared about what made Bai Ye-san like this.

"I'm sorry, Headmaster. After looking at each other for a long time, Bai Yesang lowered his head and said in a low voice, his tone was very depressed.

"Silly boy. Pan Future shook his head, stood up and walked to Bai Ye Sang's bed and sat down, reaching out to stroke Bai Ye Sang's head.

"You don't feel sorry for anyone, it's your choice to stick or give up, no one can accuse you of anything, and no one can force you to persevere, even the people who love you. Pan Future said softly next to Bai Yesang.

Bai Yesang kept his head down and didn't speak, his eyes were inexplicably a little sour, but he knew that what Principal Pan Future said was not wrong, these were all his own faults, because this was his own choice, so he had to bear any consequences without complaint.

"It's just that you can tell us why you gave up, otherwise do you think Teacher Liya, who has always cared so much about you, will be willing?"

Hearing Principal Pan Future talk about this, Teacher Liya nodded vigorously, but Bai Yesang didn't notice this action.

However, Aunt Pan Future's next sentence made Teacher Liya, who was originally a little moved, speechless, and after Aunt Pan Future came over, she seemed to be on Bai Ye San's side, but turned her head and persuaded herself to give up Bai Ye Sang.

"You tell me the reason, and I can persuade Teacher Liya to let her stop bothering you and give you some space for yourself. Pan Future still said gently, she didn't tell a single lie from beginning to end, and every sentence was sincere.

If Bai Ye San really intends to give up, then she will naturally persuade Liya to give up Bai Ye Sang, lest Liya waste her scheming and not please her.

Bai Ye-san has been biting his lip from the beginning, even if he lowers his head, and at this moment there has always been a rusty smell of blood in his mouth.

"I ...... I feel so tired. After being silent for a long time, Bai Yesang slowly spoke, perhaps because he drank some blood and moistened his throat a little, and he didn't speak as hoarse as before at the moment.

"I didn't feel like there was any point in living, I wasn't needed, I knew it when I was very young. Bai Yesang had thought about these things a long time ago, and this thought had always been hidden in the depths of his heart, and he had never shown the loneliness in his heart, nor did he tell anyone about it.

I didn't have it before, and I didn't dare to do it later.

"I am an orphan, because of the kindness of the Bai family, I did not die on the street, so no matter what they did to me and what they demanded of me, I never complained to them. ”

"I haven't read a book, and my psionic abilities are useless if they don't put them on the table, so when the other kids were a little older, it became clear that I was different from them, and I was rejected by my peers as a waste psionic ...... from an early age."

When Bai Yesang said that his spiritual energy was not of the slightest use, Pan Future raised his eyebrows but did not interrupt him.

Liya has investigated Bai Yesan's previous life experience many times, and in order to confirm that Bai Yesang is the child of the fourth uncle and fifth aunt, she has looked through Bai Yesan's information again and again, and she can almost recite his past backwards.

But at this moment, hearing Bai Ye-san talking about his past in such a flat tone, recounting his original feelings, Liya couldn't help but feel sorry in her heart.

"They saw me as an inferior person, so gradually I became unbelievably unbelievable, and I didn't dare to make friends myself. ”

When Bai Ye-san was a child, he used to have a crush on the cute girl in that group of friends like other little boys, but when that girl was alienated from him like everyone else, Bai Ye-san no longer dared to have these thoughts.

Even in the Jingying Academy, although Bai Ye-san has always been very easy-going and does not refuse to come, he never takes the initiative to contact other students, even if his own strength is very good in the class.

Bai Yesang knew very well that his identity was different from others, and after all, he was just an experiment of the All-World Alliance at this moment.

"I'm very self-aware, so I don't bother them anymore. ”

"Since I was ostracized by my friends, the only person I can talk to is my sister Bai Ye. Thinking of what happened at the beginning, Bai Yesang smiled bitterly and shook his head.

The original sister was the only ray of light in the darkness, and the only hope in Bai Yesang's life.

"It was only after I knew that my sister had always admired heroes in her heart that I had a purpose in life. ”

"I'm going to be a hero, even if I can't protect anyone else, I'm going to protect my sister. Under the futon, Bai Yesang's hands have been quietly clenched into fists, and the surface of his hands is clear.

Although Bai Yesang was not talking about the reason for giving up at this moment, but only telling about what happened when he was a child, Pan Future and Liya did not interrupt him, but listened quietly.

From Bai Yesang's account, the two of them knew that Bai Yesang really didn't know anything about his biological father and mother, and had always regarded himself as an orphan.

"Since that day, I have always aimed to become a powerful hero, even if the time I can cultivate spiritual power every day is only a few dozen minutes before going to bed, but I have been persevering. ”

When he said this, Bai Yesang suddenly smiled a little lightly, maybe because he said it, he was no longer as gloomy as before at this moment.

"Actually, I can understand Gu Guchao's feelings very well, and I was the same at the beginning, in the six years from the age of six to the age of twelve, even if my spiritual power value has increased, my spiritual energy effect is still as useless as when I was six years old. ”

"At the time, my psionic powers could only make the buds bloom, and even though I tried to use it on other things, it didn't work. ”

Pan Future's brows furrowed slightly, but he quickly relaxed.

The reason why Baiye Mulberry had this situation in the past should be related to Bai Ye Sang's own lack of spiritual power.

When psionic energy itself is too strong, the demand for spiritual power will also be very large.

Even though Bai Yesang continued to cultivate spiritual energy for six years when he was a child, because there was not much time to cultivate every day, in fact, there was not much time to truly cultivate spiritual energy in six years, so the spiritual power in Bai Yesang's body at that time should not be able to really drive his spiritual energy.

"But I didn't give up on myself like Gu Guchao. Bai Yesang shook his head slightly.

"Because I promised my sister, I want to be a hero!"