In ordinary days, most of life is single,,, work should be to constantly leave Shenzhen and return to Shenzhen.

In the interval of another business trip, I remembered that I racked my efforts to change seats with Cui in the second year of junior high school, and you all think that I want to give you some cheat sheets or something when I take the exam, after all, your grades are among the best in the grade group.

Actually, you don't know, I just want to be closer to you because that seat is behind you.

Later, my books would often run under someone's desk, be robbed of two dollars, and come with a chic sentence, spend it, and pay you back tomorrow.

。 The $10 in my wallet has been kept in your English book for a long time. I remember that every time I don't listen to a lecture and secretly observe you, I write jsqlsmq on the first page of the diary, and then my sister guessed the meaning, and it turns out that the naughty brother has someone he likes.

In the name of asking homework to call your home, in the most sincere tone called grandma, I don't know if it left a good impression, grandma is very good, once I talked a lot with me, I heard that she has recently had asthma again, I just hope she is healthy.

I remembered that during the winter vacation of my freshman year of high school, I had dinner at the teacher's house, and I saw you for the first time half a year after graduation, and I secretly prepared a gift for you, the watch that had never been given away in my arms, Wang and Xiang laughed at me because of this.

Thinking about my first love career, probably the main theme is to keep giving gifts! And that time on the playground I have ever seen the stupidest confession, talking on the phone in the back of the room is a trembling heart.

。。 That year you sent a bouquet of flowers for your birthday, in addition to avoiding suspicion, in fact, all flowers feel very beautiful and want to give you, and then I heard that it was the first bouquet of flowers you received when I was happy, so coincidentally, I was also the first time to send flowers, one winter to the county high to see you, made a noon call, did not get through, just like that eyes looked at the door at noon, but unfortunately I couldn't see you,,, and there was only a pink rose, you said you couldn't take it back, just twisted into petals in the book, I also put away a piece, the rest I actually wrote I love you, but I didn't dare to show you, I got that piece is still there, yours,,,,, , that year shopping in New Matt, I saw a silver pendant seller, that day I personally put that bear necklace around your neck, I am sure this is one of the happiest things so far, I have always wanted to give you a three-tier birthday cake and participate in or organize your party, you can never have the opportunity to ,,,,,,,,, have thought about working in the city where you went to college, and then you go to school and I work,: I raised you,,,,,,,, that time in order to take care of my dad's feelings I couldn't accompany you to Harbin City, I really feel guilty, I regret that ,,,,,I told a lot of lies and made a lot of promises in order to have a good image in your heart, and in the end most of them became fake and empty,Actually, I really want to catch up with you,I want to be with you,The rejected is no longer on the right path,,,,,,, I also have my wish written on that time to put the Kong Ming lantern, but unfortunately God didn't see it,,,,,, I heard this year that you plan to graduate and get married, I was scared out, so I hurriedly started a business this year, I want to have a little strength to give you happiness, and have the ability to give you a stable life, but unfortunately I didn't expect that it was not enough to prepare for the wrong step, and the wrong step was made, and this year was extremely miserable,,,,,,, every time I went back to my hometown to Xinmin's bazaar, I was very much looking forward to meeting you by chance, luck was really good, and I really met by chance。

。。。 When I was still in school, every time you went to your grandmother's house, I would ride my bicycle near you unintentionally, and on a few occasions I would turn onto the road in the revolutionary village and make a detour back to my home, just to see you a few more times.

Later, when you were on duty, I often found a reason to leave late, and helped you sweep the floor a few times, I don't know if you remember,,,,,,, that year's New Year's Day dinner at the teacher's house, at the beginning I deliberately sat next to you, thinking that when the time comes, I will help you as a few glasses of wine, show your demeanor, who knows that later you will be arranged opposite me!

Hey,,,,,,,, it's the third year of junior high school, you sit in the first row, we are far away, basically there is no chance to talk, fortunately, your best friend Wang and I are in a row, you will often come back, once asked your home phone, you also stupidly told me your home phone number and grandma's home phone, secretly happy,,,,,, and then I was about to graduate, the whole class is writing classmates, I specially wrote a sentence on you,

"You don't have to think of me when you're happy, when you're happy, but when you're sad and upset, be sure to think of me." Now it seems that this sentence is not written with any literary style,,,,,,, in fact, I applied for secondary school at the beginning for a purpose, at that time the family conditions were not good, I saw that I was struggling to get into high school, it is better to go outside, so that I can make some money early, so that I have the financial conditions to chase you,,,,,, and then I will take a graduation photo, I brought my mother's camera to school just to want a photo with you alone, but I was embarrassed to say at the time, so I pulled so many classmates to take a photo together, and finally stood together, I also told Lu Sing to press the shutter a few more times, but unfortunately this guy will find me one, that I also secretly wrong half of the shoulder, and you are closer, ............. Bit by bit, I forgot so much, I didn't write so much, but I still have a lot of memories, after all, it's been ten years, and time flies so quickly, it seems like it's still yesterday.

It turns out that growth is a catastrophe that we can't escape, how did we come to this point in a blink of an eye, and finally came to the end, when I stepped on this road full of thorns only to find that there is no Rome, and there is no way back!