Qi Fei stood alone in front of the mirror, looking at the injury on his body, is it painful? It is far less than Li Mingchen's indifferent glance today.

The face he loved, the eyes that he knew so well and strangely, the only one in the world who could defeat him.

Qi Fei felt that his life did not necessarily have to be love, and he was not a suitable person for love.

And the root of all suffering is not not not not loving, but having loved once, so being dragged into the whirlpool of regret and never getting out.

He couldn't get out, for six years, he always stayed where he was, he was never afraid to wait, but he knew that waiting meaninglessly was too easy to despair, he had despaired many times, every time he woke up from a dream.

But what about despair? Life doesn't give you any chance because of your despair, your pity.

No one in this world has that opportunity, no one can choose again, and everything can't go back to the beginning.

How he envies those who can break up calmly and welcome new relationships, but he himself does not have such ability.

He is trapped in a past and can never get out, the despair of waiting cannot even be described in words, can anyone understand that despair? Trapped in a hopelessness that will never come, and he cannot escape from it.

Qi Fei will always remember those days, those three months that existed in his mind like a short, nightmare.

When he first came to Li Mingchen's side, it was actually quite unexpected for Qi Fei that this eldest prince Li actually lived alone.

It was just an ordinary apartment, although the apartment was still good, but compared to Li Mingchen's identity, it was inexplicably worse.

Li Mingchen didn't have a fight at all, and he had been greeting him since he led Qi Fei into the door.

I didn't know and thought that he Qi Fei was a guest, Qi Fei just sat straight on the sofa, and didn't pay attention to all Li Mingchen's courtesy, in fact, the more attentive Li Mingchen was, the more Qi Fei's heart resisted.

He even wanted to finish these three months as soon as possible and leave, he didn't want to have anything to do with this eldest young master.

It's not that he hates this eldest young master, but it is precisely because this eldest young master can't be hated that Qi Fei subconsciously resists.

Li Mingchen opened the refrigerator and poked his whole head in, "Qi Fei, what are you drinking?"

Li Mingchen's tone made Qi Fei inexplicably resist in his heart, and they were not so familiar with each other.

They had only met once, and the eldest young master actually carried the money, and he had to get him to his side.

What the hell is this trying to do? Is this how anyone is repaying the favor?

Li Mingchen's tone was as if they were already very familiar friends, they were not friends, and they didn't want to be friends in the future.

I don't know why, Qi Fei felt irritable in his heart, a person like him who was like a stagnant water, so calm that he didn't seem to have seven emotions and six desires at all, he could ignore everything around him, he could choose to sit for a day and ignore all the voices around him.

But Young Master Li's sentence Qi Fei, this sentence that Qi Fei seemed to be unfamiliar with made him inexplicably irritable.

"Whatever", Qi Fei wanted to say that he didn't drink it, but seeing Li Mingchen's busy appearance, he had to sigh and say this.

It's better to suppress your emotions, you have to stay here for three months, and you should learn to ignore it even more.

"No, orange juice, I like to drink it, you should drink this too. ”

Li Mingchen poured two glasses of orange juice with a smile on his face, and pushed one cup in front of Qi Fei without refusing.

Qi Fei felt that this word was inappropriate, there was no such thing as a refusal in Qi Fei, no matter anything, he had a way to make you understand what it meant to refuse, but the smiling Li Mingchen was really a headache.

"Drink. ”

Li Mingchen has never left Qi Fei's eyes since he meditated, and he stared at Qi Fei with blank eyes.

Qi Fei's brows furrowed slightly, did this Young Master Li have to watch him drink the cup in front of him?

Forget it politely, can you be polite to the point of being so persistent?

"Hey, don't frown, why do you frown every time you see me. ”

I don't know where Li Mingchen got the courage, he directly reached out and stroked Qi Fei's eyebrows, I don't know how to describe this move of Young Master Li, reaching out to touch a stranger was originally quite rude and reckless, but looking at his expression, he was so cautious.

This time, Qi Fei's brows furrowed even deeper, he turned his head slightly, and his fists tightened unconsciously.

If it weren't for the fact that the person in front of him was the object he wanted to protect, he really wanted to beat him, and what Qi Fei hated most was that people touched him.

Li Mingchen looked at his empty hand, his eyes dimmed in an instant, and he withdrew his hand unnaturally.

"I'd better give you another drink. ”

Li Mingchen's hand was just about to get the cup, Qi Fei quickly picked it up and drank it in one gulp.

He really didn't want to waste time on this link, didn't he just drink a glass of orange juice?

Li Mingchen's face, which he had just pulled down a second ago, instantly turned into a flower again, and he got up again in a good mood.

"I'll make your bed, what color sheets do you like?"

"No", Qi Fei couldn't hide his anger when he put down the cup, he just wanted to sit quietly.

"No, why do you want to sleep with me?"

I don't know how Young Master Li ignored the anger in Qi Fei's eyes, the anger in Qi Fei's eyes flashed, and the grievances in Li Mingchen's eyes also flashed, as if nothing had happened just now.

Qi Fei suddenly felt a little weak, "Whatever." ”

"Blue, I like blue. ”

Li Mingchen happily entered the room, this house has a total of two rooms, and Li Mingchen usually lives in one room by himself.

Within two minutes, the sound of a soft song came from the room, and Li Mingchen was in a very good mood at the moment.

Qi Fei stood up suddenly, walked to the door in two steps, and leaned against the door with his hands on his chest to watch Li Mingchen busy.

Li Mingchen was born in a wealthy family, but he didn't expect to be quite neat in doing things, without a little bit of a young master's shelf, well, a little bit of personality.

The character is quite naïve, and the joy and anger are on the face, and even a little squeamish, but it is easy to coax at a glance.

Finding that Qi Fei was looking at him, Li Mingchen turned around and smiled at Qi Fei, it was an undisguised happy smile.

Qi Fei felt that the irritability in his heart came up inexplicably, and he looked away, "I'm here to protect you, not to be a guest, you don't have to be like this." ”

Li Mingchen had just finished everything, and when he heard Qi Fei say this, he walked in front of Qi Fei in two steps.

"When there is danger, you protect me, and when there is no danger, I will take care of you. ”

Li Mingchen's words were extremely reasonable, how could he take them for granted? Qi Fei couldn't help but ask why?

"Because you're my savior. ”

It was always a natural tone, but Qi Fei felt a little uncomfortable, "You don't have to repay me like this." ”

"So, do you want to do it with your body?"

Li Mingchen suddenly tilted his head sideways to look at him, and his hand had already touched the button on his chest.

Qi Fei's face darkened in an instant, and Li Mingchen had already touched his bottom line, far away from his bottom line.

He slapped Li Mingchen's hand away, and the serious and dissatisfied expression on his face was obvious, "Young Master Li, why do you have to be this bodyguard, you have to ask me for a word, what bodyguard you don't have, you have to ask me." ”

When Qi Fei slapped his hand away, a trace of loss flashed on Li Mingchen's face, but soon he looked at Qi Fei again.

You hooked the corners of your mouth, this smile was between half-truths and half-truths, I don't know what he really thinks at the moment, but you hear him say word by word, "There can be many bodyguards, but I only like you." ”

Okay, he saved a trouble, the last thing Qi Fei wants to touch is feelings, he doesn't want to meet feelings in his life, he can't afford it.

Qi Fei turned around and left mercilessly, with a slamming sound of the door closing.

Qi Fei didn't go far, he went to the roadside outside the door to smoke, and he still had to do his duty as a bodyguard when he was angry.

Qi Fei smoked several cigarettes on the side of the road, feeling inexplicably depressed in his heart, he didn't like Li Mingchen's frivolous attitude.

After a long time, Qi Fei stepped into the door again, feeling that his steps were a little heavy, if Li Mingchen was his enemy, it must be the most difficult one to deal with, because he had never felt like this, no matter who the opponent was, he never flinched.

But Li Mingchen made him want to retreat again and again, perhaps because of his natural sensitivity, he understood that he should not be entangled with this person too much.

When Qi Fei walked in, Li Mingchen was sitting by the window with a sketchpad and painting, and Qi Fei walked behind him only to find that this position could actually take in everything on the side of the road.

And what Li Mingchen's drawing board is himself with a cigarette in the corner of his mouth.

"How's it going?

Li Mingchen didn't look back, and his tone was very indifferent, as if the previous unpleasantness had not happened at all.

Suddenly, it seemed that Qi Fei had a small belly, and Young Master Li didn't take it seriously, but Qi Fei was competitive, which was not a good sign.

Li Mingchen took down the painted painting, then turned around and looked sideways at Qi Fei, smiling rather than smiling.

"For you", he couldn't help but stuff the painting into Qi Fei's arms, and then turned around and went into the kitchen.

Qi Fei held that painting, his face looked a little hideous, it seemed that it was really difficult for an opponent who didn't do it.

He rolled the painting into a circle, then threw it into the trash, and when he turned around, he found Li Mingchen standing behind him with a bowl of noodles looking at him.

The heat in the bowl was still spreading, and through the hot smoke, he saw the loss flashing in Li Mingchen's eyes.

Inexplicably, Qi Fei felt a sense of guilt at that moment, and he subconsciously glanced in the direction of the trash can.

He stood there and suddenly didn't know what to do, it was a very special feeling, a feeling that Qi Fei had never had.

Li Mingchen smiled suddenly, as if there was some bitterness, but it was just an understatement.

"If you don't like it, forget it, I'll send you something else next time, let's eat something. ”

That was the first time Qi Fei had felt that way about a person, it was a sense of powerless fear, something that his fists couldn't overcome.