Chapter 70: Do You Still Love Him?
If you want to leave Lengshihua, you can't travel without an ID card. And her ID card was hidden by Leng Shihua when the two got married.
Now if she wants to do anything, she has to go through his hands, or Leng Shihua has done it for her, and she doesn't need to do it at all. The initiative is in his hands, and if he travels, he has to report to him.
In a sense, it's not that she doesn't need it, but that it's confiscated! If you suddenly ask him for an ID card, he will definitely be suspicious, and he will ask what he is going to do with it!
In this way, her plans will be exposed, and then she will not be able to get out of the first garden.
Jun Ruochu also has a worry, that is, once she leaves, Leng Shihua will inevitably look for her all over the world, with his power, it is easy to investigate a person, she doesn't want to be arrested.
So she can't use her real name to escape under his nose, so she must be fully prepared.
"Why are you so careless? If you are picked up by someone with a heart to do something bad, won't it affect yourself? Have you reported the loss?" Dean Anping pushed his reading glasses, looking worried.
Jun Ruochu felt even more guilty, and hurriedly said: "I'm not sure, I should have lost it somewhere at home, but I couldn't find it." Mom, you also know that you can't do anything without an ID card.
It's just that I have your surname, and when I was a child, they all liked to call it the other way around, so I called Chu Ruo. Change my name to An Churuo, do you think this will work? Can you change it?"
"Our Ping An Orphanage is a charity under the Yip family, and this is easy to do, just say hello to them.
But why did you change your name? What the hell happened?
Xiao Chu, you have something to hide from me! Is there a conflict between you?" In Dean Anping's opinion, the matter of changing his name and surname is strange, and there is generally no need to go to great lengths to change his identity.
As soon as this name was changed, all her data files had to be reported.
Asked by Dean Anping like this, Jun Ruochu knew that she couldn't hide it, and sooner or later the matter would be exposed, once she left, then the first place Leng Shihua was looking for must be here, rather than letting her know passively at that time, it was better to tell her now, lest she didn't know anything and worry about her.
"Mom, I want to leave him!" After thinking about it again, Jun Ruochu finally spoke.
"He didn't treat you well, or did he do something sorry for you? Have you thought about it carefully? After all, you are husband and wife, and he doesn't know about this, right?" Looking at her sloppy and secretive appearance, changing her name and changing her ID card, something big must have happened between the two, otherwise with Jun Ruochu's calm character, she would not have done such an impulsive thing on a whim.
Jun Ruochu was brought up by her single-handedly, and she knew the roots, unless the matter was really irreparable, otherwise she would not have done it.
"It's my fault. Mom, did you know that when I had dinner earlier, Huanyue thought I was pregnant, but I knew it was impossible. Because I can't have children......" Speaking of this, the depression of the past few days has been dull, because no one has confided in him and has been holding back the discomfort, as soon as he said it, Jun Ruochu's eyes suddenly turned red, and tears flowed down unconsciously, and he couldn't stop it.
She knew that Anping's mother shouldn't be worried, but in front of her closest relatives, she really couldn't control it.
"Can't have children?Could it be a mistake?Does Leng Shihua know about this?" Dean Anping looked surprised, how could such a well-behaved girl have so many misfortunes befall her?
"He asked people to check it out, but he didn't tell me! I overheard their conversation, and I found out about it, Leng Shihua didn't want me to know at all, and kept lying to me, saying that he was going to give birth to a baby!
I can't have children, and where is the child, he is really excessive.
Knowing that the result would be the result, but keeping me in the dark, am I so easy to deceive, what does he mean by this, playing with me?
Hiding such a big thing from her, taking her for a fool, seeing her worry about the child's affairs all day long, he watched her struggle in pain so ruthlessly. Things that don't blossom and bear fruit, but they always want to bear fruit, unless they find someone else to give birth, she can't give it anyway.
What is his intention? Hiding it from her is just for her good, he is harming her. Is it to make her feel guilty and be by his side, is this to compensate him?
And then I want her to slowly accept that fact, and finally turn a blind eye to let him find someone else's woman to have a child because of guilt, so that he can feel at ease?
It's really a happy ending, but it's a pity that people are not as good as heaven, so she let her know, I'm afraid this is also the result that Leng Shihua didn't expect.
With her character, if she has never had children, she will definitely feel guilty in the long run. And Leng Xiaohua can't have no children all the time, and the huge Leng clan still wants his descendants to inherit it.
But he will definitely not do that, he must hide it and raise it in secret, and then hide it and raise it secretly, and then let the child pass on to him in the name of a relative of the Leng family, so that he will continue his next generation, this is his ultimate perfect plan!
With Leng Jinghua's character, it is impossible to hand over the Leng clan that he has worked so hard to manage! Just like her, she always wants to hold it firmly in her hands. The domineering in his bones is innate, he is a natural king, in control of everything, everything is under his control, and will not let things go beyond his expectations or derailment.
"If it were him, this matter should not be wrong, Leng's medical level is at the top of the world, with a top level of research. You can't go wrong with such an inspection.
Maybe he was afraid that you wouldn't be able to accept it for a while, so he didn't tell you.
Child, it's not your fault, it's just some kind of flaw, don't be too sad. No, you can talk to him about adoption!"
"They won't do that. The Leng family will not let an outsider inherit the huge family business! Besides, they have all found a woman for him to inherit the family.
There are women out there who give birth to him. If he had gone to find a woman without me, I would not have known by his means. “
"So, do the people in the Leng family know that you can't have children? What does Leng Shihua think about this? His attitude is the most important thing.
Or has he already accepted the family's arrangement?
The Leng family is special, you also knew when you married him, the Leng family is not an ordinary wealthy family, if Leng Shihua really wants to take a concubine to enter the door, you can't argue with it. “
As a modern civilized person, what is advocated is monogamy, and the feudal system has long been ancient, but in the Leng family, such a thing as concubine exists, but it is only operated secretly, but it is an example of the state allowing it to exist.
I don't know why, I connived at such a thing. This involves high-level secrets, and outsiders only know that there is such a situation, and they know it, but no one will tell it.
Legend has it that the Leng family is rich enough to rival the country, and it has always manipulated the economic lifeline, and the country has no choice but to tolerate such an existence. It is said that at that time, the two sides had a compromise that led to such a situation.
"People change. My mother-in-law's family is ready, just waiting for him to nod and enter the door!
Mom, did I do something wrong? I was too hasty to marry myself off so recklessly. Obviously, Jun Ruochu regretted it, once love is mixed with other people, it becomes complicated, and if you lose your original intention, it will become qualitative.
"So you're thinking about quitting? But will he agree? I'm afraid he won't! And then you want to sneak out?
Xiao Chu, have you ever thought about having a good talk with Leng Lianhua? Maybe he is not what you think, if he can't accept that he has no descendants, if he really wants to take a concubine, then it's not too late for you to quit.
You are doing this as an evasion, and it will hurt you and both others. Of course, it's yourself who hurts the most.
Mom doesn't want you to be miserable. Not being able to have children is a hard blow to you, but you can't let it stop you from giving up on yourself.
Life in the world, children are not the only one, but love is not the only one, you have to look farther, life is not perfect, there will always be regrets. “
"Mom, I know all this, but I'm really tired. Under that deception and concealment, I don't know how to face him. I wanted to calm myself down, but I couldn't.
After knowing that, I couldn't face it calmly.
I know he's under a lot of pressure to be with me, and it's better to be separated than be miserable for both of us.
What is the meaning of two people being together? It should be happy and happy, and then they will be together, but now there is only pain and suffering. I'm uncomfortable, and I'm suffering with him, what's the point of living like this?
Am I being too demanding, or too much?"
"Kid, you're not right. You're digging into the horns and pushing yourself into a dead end. Is it that a person is too lonely, thinking crankily all day long, and blaming all the mistakes on himself.
It's not your fault, you have to remember that you're not wrong. This is life, there is a beautiful side, there is also suffering, but you can't be defeated by these suffering, now you can't figure it out, but after going through this hurdle, you will find that this is also a test and growth for yourself.
No matter how bumpy the road in life is, you have to keep going. Some people have no road at all in their lives, only thorns along the way, but he can overcome thorns and forge a way.
Whether the road is smooth and unimpeded, or the road is bumpy and difficult to walk, this is the road. Different people have different paths, but they have all come through, and some people have gained a lot along the way, and some people have gained nothing, but it is their life, their own path, this is their choice.
So, have you figured out where you want to go from here?
Child, Mom asks you one last thing, do you still love him?"