When Qi Zhixuan opened his eyes again, it was already afternoon, he stretched his waist and sat up, he felt a little headache, it should have been a cold from falling asleep on the sofa last night, Qi Zhixuan has not been very active since he was a child, so his physique is actually very average.

He raised his hand and rubbed it lightly between his eyebrows for a while, and then he still got up, and he actually had a lot of feelings in his heart.

He never thought that he would live here one day, he used to yearn for this place, not because of the identity that living here, but because living in this place can be very close to Xiao Yang, and now that he has lived, Xiao Yang has already left, he seems to have been following his pace, but he can't always catch up.

When I was young, I didn't understand, thinking that as long as I became good enough, Xiao Yang would look at him twice, but later I realized that no matter what he became, Xiao Yang would not look at him, Xiao Yang disdained to look at him, he could not become the scenery in Xiao Yang's eyes, he would only be the sand that Xiao Yang couldn't tolerate, everything about Xiao Yang would only become a luxury in the end, and in the end he no longer needed hope.

Qi Zhixuan went downstairs, and the housekeeper appeared in front of him at the right time, "Is Young Master Qi hungry?", Qi Zhixuan didn't eat at noon, presumably he was hungry now, Qi Zhixuan didn't answer yet, but he answered for him first, he was really hungry, he didn't expect that even a sleep would require so much physical strength, and when the housekeeper went down to ask the kitchen to prepare lunch for him, Qi Zhixuan looked around alone.

He was familiar and unfamiliar with this place, he had come here a few times as a junior to see the old man, and that's it.

But what really impressed him in his heart was the scene of coming here for the first time, because it was the first time he saw the young Xiao Yang here, and he came with a very special excitement, because Xiao Zhang told him that he was going to take him to meet an older brother, a very good brother, Qi Zhixuan was full of expectations for the person he was about to meet.

Qi Zhixuan's eyes casually glanced at the windowsill, which was empty now, but there should be a piano on the left side of the windowsill in his memory, and the reason why he remembered it so clearly was because on the day he first stepped into Xiao's house, Xiao Yang was sitting there playing the piano alone.

In the evening, the sun will not set, and a few faint rays of light will faintly hit his body, and that picture will be fixed in his mind from then on, he will not hear what Xiao Yang is playing at all, because everything around him seems to be automatically blocked.

He only saw Xiao Yang in his eyes, it turned out to be true, he was really a very good person, he could feel it just by a silhouette, after the song was over, Qi Zhixuan didn't wait for the scene he thought, he thought that person would turn around and smile at him.

Just like he was looking forward to seeing him, was he also full of expectations, but this was not the case, Xiao Yang turned around and turned back, but it was an unusually handsome but indifferent face, he just glanced at it, and he even wondered if he had seen himself.

He still remembered how stupidly he ran up and grabbed Xiao Yang's sleeve and called his brother at that time, and he was full of excitement and said, "Brother, I can play it too, I'll play it for you", he thought that he would laugh at himself if he played him a tune.

And that piano was forever beaten into the cold palace by Xiao Yang because it was touched by his hand, Xiao Yang never touched the piano again, but Qi Zhixuan never played the piano again, it turned out that Xiao Yang didn't like to touch his piano and didn't like to play the piano by himself.

Qi Zhixuan shook his head, it was too long ago, so old that even the housekeeper was not the person he is now.

"The meals are ready, you can eat some", as the housekeeper's gaze looked over, the food was already prepared on the table, and it looked pretty good, in fact, Qi Zhixuan didn't have any requirements for food and accommodation, no one ever knew who he was, he was like all his classmates in school, he lived a simple and down-to-earth life, he had been ordinary for many years.

He knows his identity, he never crosses the line, he doesn't want anything about the Xiao family, no, he wants Xiao Yang.

He wanted the most unlikely one, Xiao Yang made him like and scared him, but it always attracted him.

Even though Xiao Yang's rough and extremely intense emotions were difficult to get close to, he still couldn't help but want to get closer.

It's just that he didn't dare to get any closer, before that day, he never knew that the conflict between father and son could be fierce to that extent, he didn't understand the right and wrong, he just saw Xiao Yang suddenly rage in front of him, that look as if he was going to eat people was completely different from him when he played the piano, it was a kind of hysterical madness and confrontation.

After that, Xiao Yang has always been in that state, although he never dared to appear in front of him again, and the meetings between them were very rare, sometimes even once a year, but every time they ate together, Xiao Yang was never like this.

Qi Zhixuan was afraid of him, Xiao Yang was a little violent, and many times when he broke up unhappily, Xiao Yang would smash whatever he caught.

He often thinks that the beauty he sees for the first time is an illusion, but he just can't forget it.

Qi Zhixuan is a little inferior, because he cares too much about himself in Xiao Yang's eyes, and Xiao Yang's eyes are so good-for-nothing, maybe it's not good-for-nothing or there is no sense of existence at all, he often wonders if Xiao Yang has seen himself? Does he know what he looks like? His existence has nothing but what Xiao Yang hates.

Xiao Yang can't see him, but he knows everything about Xiao Yang, his eyes always follow him, he knows the increasingly bad relationship between their father and son, knows Xiao Yang's achievements at work, knows how Xiao Yang is messing around, and of course knows Xiao Yang's chaotic private life that everyone despises, he feels that Xiao Yang is getting better and better in some aspects, but he is also getting more and more depraved in some aspects, he doesn't know if all the changes in Xiao Yang are related to his own existence, but he is willing, willing to disappear in Xiao Yang's life and eyes, and only hopes that he can be a proud and upright person who can be praised as all parents expect。

But after going around and around, he found that he was back here, just like his own heart, and he never gave up Xiao Yang.

Qi Zhixuan stayed in the Xiao Mansion for several days and never saw Xiao Yang come back, how ridiculous, even if he lived in the Xiao family, he would still be forgotten by Xiao Yang, but this has become a habit, right? Sometimes you have to learn to see by yourself, he is a person who can see open, he is not one of those people who like to entangle and like to live in the past, he is willing to try to look forward, he just hasn't let go for the time being.