591 STOP 2 STOP-2: New Purgatory City's "Affordable Nap"

-Hideka's subconscious-

04：22 AM

"It's just a nice name. Xiuxiang said, "I don't know who gave it such a name." But just like the name, fate, something that sounds so mysterious, naturally comes at a cost, and the price to be paid is still significant. ”

"Moreover, it is too easy to cross, and this leads to a problem, which is that you always want to cross - after you always want to cross, it is easy not to cherish what you have now, and then it makes no sense to cross and it becomes funny. ”

But for people like me who don't have vouchers, it's easy or not easy to talk about crossing, it's all in vain, and it doesn't make any sense - because I can't afford to cross at all, and poverty restricts footprints

- In this way, that book is like a wordless heavenly book, it is really difficult to use, and I may have just spied on the tip of the iceberg, and the huge cause of "Trajectory" will be unsustainable.

"Don't you feel embarrassed to say that you have to spend a travel coupon to use it?!" Hideka is still immersed in the pain of "being charged".

Her biggest problem was the lack of travel vouchers.

"It seems that cheap is not good, good goods are not cheap, it is really universal everywhere, how can there be so many purely charitable undertakings in the world, they are all charged! Charged!"

Things that have a price are always easy to make people feel "not cost-effective", and it is easy for people to fall into the deep well of "calculation".

Because the measure of "cost" varies from person to person.

When it seems to one person to be costly, another person may feel that the cost is small.

When people balance their efforts and gains, they are only adding and subtracting multipliers of various so-called "weights" according to their own standards of three views, and arriving at a result that they think is completely unlost.

It seems to have a clear factual basis, but in fact it is an unfair result based on one's own preferences, and such a result cannot be applied universally.

Just like Xiuxiang's search for that person during this period, if you ask someone, most people may think it's not worth it. But for Hideka, it's impossible not to do it.

Everyone will come to a completely different conclusion about the same thing due to different evaluation systems.

However, this kind of measurement-like "evaluation process" is indispensable and necessary.

It is also a law that can be "universally applicable".

This may sound paradoxical, with trade-offs that are universally common on the one hand, and criteria that vary from person to person.

However, the reality is that there is no such thing as a "peaceful outcome" that can be achieved without so-called "calculations", which does not exist here or there, and cannot be done here or anywhere.

Anything, but also weigh the pros and cons, tend to self-interest, who wants to dedicate themselves completely.

Doing anything seems to require "bargaining", why do I do it, what is my purpose, what can I gain, what will I lose, what I gain compared to what I lose, whether I gain more or lose more, is this replacement worth it for me? Wander every day in this endless game, which is also known as the universal law of the world - or perhaps its name is "bargaining".

The things that Xiuxiang experienced here don't mean anything, just "accidents", Xiuxiang doesn't feel that it's "not worth it", of course, she won't stubbornly feel that "pursuing this matter" is "worth it", because Xiuxiang doesn't judge by such an evaluation system.

Although everyone has a different measure of "worthy" and "unworthy".

Xiuxiang has always thought -

"It's worth it. It's all worth it. ”

On the way here, how could Xiuxiang not think about where she came from and where she was going. How could she not think about what such a choice was for?

"Retrieving his own memories, even if it is painful, the memories that belong to him are very precious. ”

"Finding him – that's what I'm after. Xiuxiang thought, "Because, too many unresolved things in life are related to him, or rather, the crux of the problem is him." ”

"The place where he may appear, whether he has been missing for many years, or just some kind of vehicle for the occult, it is good to find him and solve the doubts that have been around for so many years. ”

Xiuxiang just feels that everything can't be left unresolved all the time, and a "decision" must be made.

"With the end, there can be a new beginning. ”

Xiuxiang strengthened her confidence again in her heart and closed the door when she came—the white door.

It took about 15 minutes to survey all the rooms (Hideka mentally counted the numbers until she counted 10 sets of 100), and Hideka felt that counting was a bit annoying.

There's everything here, just no one.

"Perfect!" Hideka concluded, and now the question is what to do.

She thought, she needed a good rest.

Since there are such good rest conditions, it will be a bit violent if you don't use it.