Su Qin was lying on the bed with his eyes open, since he learned at the dinner table that Su Yuming and Qin Yi were going to travel far away, his heart was like a stone that pressed him, making him breathless.

Qin Yan's health is not good, Su Qin has always known about it, but he only thought it was an ordinary small problem, after all, their relationship had been bad half a year ago. Later, because of Qin Xinyin's car accident and the forestry incident, his health was even worse, and even the doctor told them to be ready at any time. But since then, Qin Yan's body has been like a good one, which is what Su Qin thought when he saw her all the time. Unexpectedly, it turned out to have developed to the point of hopelessness.

Su Qin wrapped the quilt around his body, and then curled up, he was suddenly very scared, all he heard today was that Qin Yu's illness was not cured, he was afraid that after a while, what he heard was ...... Throwing off the thoughts in his head, Su Qin closed his eyes and wanted to sleep, but suddenly felt that his nose was a little sour, and after sucking his nose, he realized that he was sad to death.

For Qin Yu, Su Qin's impression is not very good, even if he has an impression, it is a bad impression. When Qin Yi was young, he was a typical model among young people, with a smart mind and a smart mind, who could carry a lot of major events of the company by himself. Especially after marrying Su Yuming, she is thriving in her career, and she and Su Yuming are known as the most capable and creative business people at the same time.

If she has a successful career, she naturally has shortcomings in her family, although Qin Yi will accompany Su Qin every time in her spare time, but she doesn't have much free time at all. Later, I finally had a long time to spare, but because of Qin Xinyin's arrival, it became even more unrecognizable.

How did Qin Xinyin come here, Qin Yu herself knew very well that she loved Su Yuming so much that she couldn't extricate herself, and of course she wouldn't accept this child. But Su Yuming also loved her so much that he couldn't extricate himself, in order to ensure her health, he accepted the child, not only did he accept it, but he also persuaded Qin Yu to accept it.

Later, because Qin Xinyin was born smoothly, Qin Yu finally stayed at home for most of the time, Su Qin thought this was a good start, but he didn't expect that greater bad luck was about to be born. Although Qin Yi listened to Su Yuming's words and gave birth to Qin Xinyin, she didn't like her, and even hated her and hated her. Qin Yi has changed from a noble and elegant lady to a 'shrew' who doesn't know what trivial things will get angry at any time. In Su Qin's memory, there were things about when he was a child, and Su Qin only remembered Qin Yu's cold eyes, or his expression when he occasionally beat and scolded.

Later, Su Qin met Chen Siyan, which was also a sharp sword that intensified the relationship between him and Qin Yan. Su Qin can still recall the look in Qin Yan's eyes when she scolded him at that time, and he still remembers what unbearable words she used to insult him. And Su Qin really hasn't been home since then, even if he is sometimes forced to stay by Su Yuming, there is no communication between him and Qin Yu.

Su Qin thinks about it now, the change in his relationship with Qin Yan should be that after meeting Fang Yan, Qin Yan suddenly changed his attitude towards the fact that he likes men. Maybe it's not because the object is Fang Yan, but Qin Yi has really realized that Su Qin likes men, and she doesn't want to fight with her son anymore.

Fang Yan came out of Qin Xinyin's room and was about to go back to Su Qin's bedroom, but was called to the study by Su Yuming. The two men were not good at words, Su Yuming knew Fang Yan's ability, he asked him to take good care of Su Qin, Fang Yan naturally had the responsibility. The two chatted for a long time before ending the conversation, and when Fang Yan was leaving, Su Yuming patted him on the shoulder, this was their first physical contact, and there was a sense of gratitude.

Fang Yan returned to the bedroom, Su Qin still had his eyes open, but because he didn't make a sound, Fang Yan thought he was asleep. After finding a nightgown in the closet, Fang Yan went to the bathroom to take a brief shower before going to bed and hugging Su Qin.

After a while, Fang Yan suddenly flipped Su Qin over and made him face him, Su Qin's eyes looked very bright in the dim light.

Fang Yan looked at him softly and asked softly, "Why don't you sleep yet?"

The reason why Fang Yan knew that Su Qin was still awake was because he knew that Su Qin was used to putting his hands on his chest when he slept, and he didn't hear Su Qin's breathing just now, and Su Qin's breathing would be very heavy when he slept.

Su Qin looked at him with his eyes open, his bright eyes were a little blank, Fang Yan sighed lightly and said, "This is their wish, don't let them worry." ”

Su Qin didn't speak, Fang Yan took him into his arms, his chin rested on the top of his head, his hand gently stroked his back, and comforted: "It's okay, and me, I will always be with you." ”

The night was long, and my heart was afraid.

Early the next morning, everyone in the Qin family stood in the living room to say goodbye to Su Yuming and Qin Yan, except for Qin Xinyin, Su Qin and Fang Yan, although the domestic maids at home knew that his wife was not in very good health, they didn't think deeply, they thought that Su Yuming and Qin Yi were just going out to travel.

Qin Yi lovingly stroked Qin Xinyin's head and said, "Xinyin, listen to your brother obediently at home, do you know?"

Qin Xinyin nodded obediently and said, "I know, Mom, I will definitely listen to my brother." You and Dad need to come back soon. ”

Qin Yan looked at Fang Yan and said, "Please take good care of Su Qin for us, although he looks strong, he is actually very sensitive and fragile in his heart. ”

Fang Yan nodded and said, "Auntie, don't worry, I will take good care of him, and Xinyin, I will love him as my own sister." ”

Su Yuming patted Su Qin's shoulder and said, "The family will be handed over to you." ”

Su Qin didn't speak, only nodded, in his opinion, this task was too heavy, but he couldn't accept it.

Qin Yi looked at Su Qin, smiled and hugged him into his arms, and said gently: "Xiao Qin, live well, as long as you live well, your mother will rest assured." ”

Su Qin still didn't speak, Qin Yu let go of him, and then said to the others: "We are about to leave, please take good care of their brothers and sisters for us before leaving, thank you." ”

The helper at home nodded and said in unison: "I wish Mr. and Mrs. a safe journey and a happy trip." ”

Su Yuming took Qin Yan's hand and went out, the driver followed behind him with the suitcase, Qin Xinyin took Fang Yan's hand and walked beside him, but Su Qin didn't move.

Qin Xinyin looked back at him and asked, "Brother, don't you send your parents away?"

Su Qin didn't seem to hear Qin Xinyin's words, his eyes were dull, Fang Yan looked at him, his eyes lowered slightly, and shouted, "Su Qin." ”

Su Qin came back to his senses, watched the group walk out, looked at the light in Qin Xinyin's eyes, looked at the worry in Fang Yan's eyes, and finally raised his feet and walked over.

The driver put the luggage in the trunk, then opened the door, Su Yuming and Qin Yi smiled and waved to them, and then got in the car and left, the parting words have already been said, so there is no need to add sadness.

Su Qin watched the car go away, in fact, he didn't want to come out to say goodbye at all just now, there was always a feeling that this goodbye would be forever.

The servants all went back to the house, not knowing what had happened, and went back to the house to do their own thing. Qin Xinyin knew that Su Qin was sad, so she obediently went back to the house, leaving Fang Yan standing next to Su Qin all the time.

"Let's go. After a long time, Fang Yan finally spoke.

Su Qin retracted his gaze, turned his head to look at Fang Yan, and said, "You should accompany Xinyin more these days." ”

Fang Yan nodded and said, "And you." ”

Su Qin shook his head and said, "I don't need you to accompany me, I still have a lot of work to do." ”

Fang Yan watched Su Qin go back to the house, then followed him, all the way to the door of the study, where Su Qin turned him away.

Su Qin leaned against the door and looked at the desk, which had always been his father's position, and now this position belonged to him. Su Qin walked over, and there were still documents prepared by Su Yuming on the table, as well as a family photo.

Su Qin pulled out a chair and sat down, opened the drawer and saw that Su Yuming was very steady, all kinds of information documents, even the books on the bookcase were neatly placed.

The last drawer was opened, Su Qin saw that there was a letter inside, took it out and looked at it, and the outside of the envelope read: To my son, Xiao Qin. Su Qin hesitated for a moment, took it apart and looked at it, the content inside was very long, and at the beginning of the letter, it should have been written by Su Yuming and Qin Yi.

Our son, Su Qin, we are mom and dad. Thank you so much for bringing you to us, you are a testament to our love and have always been our pride. Since you were a child, your father was very strict with you, and even beat and scolded you, but you have to believe that your father loves you the most. (Don't change this sentence, Su Qin guessed that the original text should be in addition to Mom, Dad's favorite thing is you.) Xiao Qin (This is Qin Yu's name for Su Qin.) Mom knows that Mom has done things that hurt you before and made you disappointed in Mom, but Mom wants you to know that whatever Mom does is for your good, maybe Mom is doing something wrong, but the original intention has never changed. In your childhood, your mother didn't give you enough love, your mother apologized to you, and now your mother just wants to protect you from being hurt. and Xinyin, don't tell her about her life experience for the time being, when she grows up and has the ability to understand independently, you can tell her again. I hope you can say sorry to her for your mother, and treat her with such a bad attitude when she was young. But every day after that, her mother loved her, maybe in an extreme way, but really...... I'm sorry.

Lin Ji is a good child, you can not see him before leaving, if you see him, tell him for your mother, your mother has never blamed him. On the contrary, my mother thanked him very much for saving Xinyin. By the way, if he wants to recognize Xinyin, you tell him that his mother has no objection.

There are so many things I want to say that my dad and mom don't know how to say them, so I won't say much. There is also a letter to Xinyin in the drawer, and you will give it to her when she grows up and you think it is appropriate.

Finally, Mom and Dad want to say to you that I hope you will be healthy, safe, happy and happy throughout your life. Mom and Dad will always love you.

Su Qin looked at the dense words on the letterhead, suddenly felt a little blurry, rubbed his eyes, and realized that it was tears covering his vision. Su Qin looked down at the drawer, and sure enough, there was a letter inside, he closed the letter and put it back in the envelope, then put it back in the drawer and closed the drawer.

Su Qin looked at the photos on the table, Su Yuming and Qin Yu were not just a simple journey, but more like a final parting with them.