417. Do you like me?
In the Chengbei Special Forces Base, due to the leave of the growth officer, Shen Sa and the others temporarily replaced the new instructor.
The new instructor is also a very powerful officer, but for this group of special forces who have long been accustomed to Cheng Lie, they are still looking forward to Cheng Lie's return.
After a day's training, on the way to the dormitory, Lu Yan grabbed Shen Sa, who was speechless, and asked, "Sasa, do you have something on your mind?"
Shen Sa shook his head and said, "No." ”
Lu Yan looked at Shen Sa with an obvious disbelief look, frowned and said, "Sasa, don't lie to me, since you came back from the rescue of Tongue Mountain, you have been preoccupied." What the hell is going on? What have you been through over there? I heard that the elder officer's lover is also in distress in Tongue Mountain, do you know the specific situation?"
Everyone knows that the growth officer took a leave of absence for some reason, but they don't know what the specific reason is. Akari didn't dare to talk about this kind of thing, but there were a lot of speculations in private, and some people said that the chief officer himself was seriously injured during the rescue.
Lu Yan's words reminded Shen Sa of what she saw in the hospital, she suddenly stood on the boulevard where people came and went, and there was obviously an expression on her delicate face that knew the inside story, which made Lu Yan, who was quite curious about it, say excitedly: "Haha, Sasa, you really know - the expression on your face can't fool me!"
She spoke a little loudly, and the two male soldiers passing by heard it and smiled at Lu Yan, but they all showed a mysterious expression on their faces.
Lu Yan was suddenly a little annoyed - I don't know what's going on recently, everyone is rumoring that Li Su is in love with him, and I don't know where the rumors came from.
Lu Yan was unhappy about this, and there was an indescribable excitement - the excitement was pressed in her heart, and she herself didn't want to admit it at all, since this kind of unprovoked news came out, she and Li Su made a big red face with each other every time they met, and no one was awkward enough to talk to anyone, which was far less natural than the previous relationship.
Shen Sa didn't know anything about Lu Yan's thoughts, and what was hovering in her head recently was a person-Growth Officer.
She always remembered inexplicably the night when she sneaked into the growth officer's office to try to get the news of Wei Xu's eldest brother but was caught by the growth officer, those scenes were replayed over and over again in her mind like a movie, and she can now trace almost every expression of him on paper.
When a girl begins to have secrets about a certain person, her mind becomes unpredictable. A moment of sadness and a moment of joy - Shen Sa did not have sadness and joy, she just kept unconsciously recalling the contact with the growth officer in her mind.
What made her even more unforgettable was when the chief officer dug out his wife Tang Xiao from the rubble after the earthquake-
At that moment, there was an expression of distress on the face of the growth officer.
He opened his hand and wanted to hug her tightly, but he didn't dare to hug her, for fear of touching the wound on her body, and then, helplessly, knelt in the ruins, and a line of hot tears rolled down his pale face.
His hands trembled, his people trembled, and his heart trembled even more.
She had never seen such a growth officer.
Since finding his wife in the ruins, the growth officer has barely spoken. She knew that his whole heart was on his wife.
Later, in the hospital, she met an even more crazy growth officer, but it was such madness that he recalled his wife, who had already died.
Shen Sa couldn't describe the shock in her heart, she only knew that when she came back from the hospital, she couldn't clear the face of the growth officer from her mind.
She herself knows that this is not right, because she always has the face of the growth officer in her head, and when she was training recently, her performance was not as good as before, and even her reaction was slower than before, she was secretly glad that the growth officer was not there, otherwise, seeing herself like this, the growth officer would definitely be very disappointed in herself.
She doesn't seem to realize that when the growth officer is there, she will be more willing to show her excellence, and once the growth officer is not there, she has a feeling of losing motivation.
Shen Sa was silent for a long time before he said to Lu Yan: "Yanyan, I do know something, but, I'm sorry, I can't tell you. ”
Lu Yan was stunned, and said loudly dissatisfied: "Why? Sasa, the two of us have always talked about everything, you are too boring to do this." ”
Shen Sa still didn't speak, Lu Yan tilted his head and thought about it and said, "Sasa, are you worried about me telling others, right?" I said Sasa, how long have you known me Lu Yan, is it true that in your heart, I, Lu Yan, am this kind of big-mouthed person?"
Of course Lu Yan is not this kind of person, Shen Sa knows very well that even if she tells Lu Yan everything, she will not say anything to anyone else, even if she is tortured. Lu Yan is undoubtedly an absolutely trustworthy friend, but it is inconvenient for her to say about the growth officer, and she doesn't really want to say it.
She prefers to bury these secrets alone in her heart.
"I'm sorry, Lu Yan, it's about the privacy of the growth officer, I can't say it. Shen Sa said with a guilty face.
Seeing that Shen Sa said this, although Lu Yan was even more curious, he couldn't force Shen Sa anymore, so he had to give up.
"Okay, I know, Sasa, no matter what, let's go to dinner. Lu Yan didn't take this matter to heart, but remembered another thing, "Sasa, your training in the past two days doesn't seem to be as active as before, can't it be that you're not feeling well?"
Shen Sa didn't expect Lu Yan to be able to see it, she didn't know how to prevaricate in the past, she just walked silently, she didn't say anything, and Lu Yan didn't ask, but Lu Yan was a person with a big grin appearance and a delicate heart, according to Shen Sa's various performances, she roughly guessed that Shen Sa's abnormalities must be related to the growth officer.
It's just that the growth officer is such an unattainable person, and it would be good if Sassa just admired the growth officer - there are more people in the army who worship and love the growth officer, it is not an exaggeration to say that there are both men and women, but everyone is also very clear about the gap between themselves and the growth officer, and the difference can be described as light years.
No one really dared to think about the growth officer, and even the people in the dormitory discussed it privately and said that the growth officer was a model of coldness, even if he did not deliberately alienate anyone.
Looking at Shen Sa's silent silhouette, Lu Yan felt very worried. She's a good friend and best friend, but she didn't know what love was, and she only had training in her eyes, so what if she was really moved?
With her persistent character, I'm afraid it will be very troublesome.
Lu Yan thought too much, and almost bumped into a person without paying attention, a familiar smell came into Lu Yan's nose, and the alarm bell sounded in her mind, and she had a very bad premonition - when she looked up, it was terrible, it was really him.
Li Su touched his nose and looked at Lu Yan with an embarrassed expression, it was really strange, the more he didn't want to bump into it, the easier it was to bump into her, and he almost bumped into her - should he blame himself for accidentally wandering just now?
But if one person is distracted, can it be that both of them are distracted? If Lu Yan is also distracted, then who is she distracted for?
Li Su was not so narcissistic that he thought that he was thinking about Lu Yan Lu Yan must be thinking about himself, he bumped into Lu Yan, and he was not in a hurry to leave, nor was he in a hurry to apologize, he just looked at Lu Yan stupidly, and staggered in place like a half-broken wooden stake.
What's even more strange is that Lu Yan also inexplicably turned into a piece of wood.
The two wooden stakes grew on the ground in unison. You look at me, I look at you. It's just that the wooden stakes stare at each other and have nothing to say.
Shen Sa took two steps to himself before he realized that Lu Yan beside him was gone, and when he turned around, he saw such a scene.
I don't know whether to be happy or worried, she feels more and more that Lu Yan's heart is drifting towards Li Su, but when Brother Wei Xu comes back in the future, what should she do?
She believed that Brother Wei Xu would not blame Lu Yan, but Brother Wei Xu would definitely be sad about this, and she couldn't bear to see Brother Wei Xu sad.
Shen Sa sighed slowly, no one can control emotional matters, and people's hearts change when they say they change, but they can't blame anyone.
Is Yan Yan really at fault? She didn't know, after all, Brother Wei Xu had really disappeared for a long, long time.
She believed that if Brother Wei Xu contacted Yan Yan once during this period, even if it was just to say a word to her, Yan Yan would continue to wait with all his heart.
Two meters away, Lu Yan and Li Su, you look at me, I look at you, and after a while, Li Su said with difficulty: "I'm sorry, Lu Yan." ”
"Huh?" Lu Yan blinked and said, "I'm sorry what." Didn't I bump into you?"
Li Su scratched his brains and said, "Ah, is it?"
Lu Yan's eyes widened: "Isn't it?"
In an instant, the two of them had nothing to say, and Lu Yan looked at Li Su, who was scratching his ears and cheeks like a monkey, and suddenly felt very funny.
In my impression, Brother Wei Xu has never been so helpless in front of him.
Brother Wei Xu is always very calm and responsible, and takes care of himself and Sassa like a little sister.
Brother Wei Xu is always very thoughtful and considerate.
At this time, Lu Yan suddenly found that there seemed to be no difference between Brother Wei Xu's treatment of himself and his treatment of Sasa.
It was as if a flash of fire had flashed in my mind, illuminating something that had previously been indistinct.
Since Brother Wei Xu treats himself exactly the same as he treats Sasa, why are he so sure that the person that Brother Wei Xu likes is himself?
Is it because he and Brother Wei Xu knew each other earlier?
Lu Yan had mixed feelings in her heart, and she didn't know whether to be happy or sad about this new realization.
It turns out that Brother Wei Xu has never panicked in front of him.
So, being so flustered in front of a person that you don't know what expressions to make, what actions to make, or what to say, does that mean that the person is very, very important, so important that it seems that everything you do will go wrong?
Li Su ...... Do you like me?" Lu Yan suddenly asked.