A lover's dying throes someday in 2013

To: Is it true that Lin Xi'er has some things that she can't get in touch with, and she can forget them after a long time?

Don't talk about me, just talk about you, when you open the address book and want to find someone to call, of course, this person is definitely no longer me, don't you remember how many people used to talk for an hour or two at night?

When you open the tablet, don't you think of the person who doesn't care if it's four thousand or five thousand, who knows you can say it, but insists on sending you to pass the time because you say it's going to be boring at night?

When the people around you BJ in advance, don't you think of the people who climb the Great Wall and visit the Forbidden City with you?

…… So much, so much, it can be said that there have been countless bits and pieces that have been unconsciously integrated into each other's lives over the years, how can you make me say forget and forget...... I've read your letter carefully

"I saw you add me, I didn't... Don't get in touch, we can't get results...... I don't want to delay you any longer...... In the past few years, I have sometimes wavered, this is my irresponsibility for my feelings, I am not serious, I will not be in the future...... I've been wrong for so many years, you're right, I've given you a chance more or less, but the result is that I can't accept you, I really can't accept it, it's a kind of resistance from the heart... I was wrong from the beginning, I didn't like you from the beginning, I couldn't accept it, it shouldn't have dragged on for so many years, I shouldn't have given you hope from the beginning, so that it wouldn't hurt you more...... It's false that you're kind to me and say that you're not moved, so I don't want to owe you more...... Actually, I'm not as good as you think at all, but I can't get it and I won't forget it, just like the guy I liked in my senior year of high school, but I thank him for not giving me hope from the beginning, so I was wrong from the beginning, and I occasionally think about it, but his status is not very important at all. I also hope that you can live better, we are not children anymore, I said that this time if you don't contact you, you really don't contact anymore, don't contact anymore, it will slowly be pressed in the bottom of your heart, and it will fade slowly, and one day when you find your happiness, I will be very happy...... Goodbye, friend, "Goodbye?"

No! I don't, I know exactly what I like, and I also know that I can't do it, I try to forget about you, but at least I can't do this now, of course, this may not be fair to you, but I need to have a little bit of your message once in a while, I can promise not to chat, not to comment, not to leave a message, and even to go to your space to delete the visit record, but I really can't suddenly lose any of your messages, I know what you said is right, and it makes sense, but I can't be rational in this matter, you just think of this as a dying struggle of someone who loves you!