Chapter 107
"Why? I really don't understand why?", You Yi seemed to have found a life-saving straw, he finally collapsed a little in Xiao Yang's arms, this person has always been his savior, but now it seems that no one can save himself.
"I thought I could be happier, I had my parents by my side, and then I finally had someone I liked, shouldn't it be happier? But why did it end up like this? I thought that a person could have a lot of things, but it turns out that life is a matter of choice, why do you have to force me to choose and refuse to accept it?"
You Yi didn't know what he was talking about, he just talked about his feelings intermittently.
"Brother, I'm so sad, I've never been so uncomfortable", You Yi's pretended insistence couldn't hold on, he suddenly cried out like a child, regardless of his image, and Xiao Yang's heart trembled.
You Yi grew up, You Yi used to be stubborn and not crying, thinking that he would prove that he had grown up, but that just made him look more naïve, and at this moment, when You Yi broke down and cried like a child, Xiao Yang suddenly felt that You Yi had really grown up, and You Yi grew up the moment he fell in love with Qi Sheng.
It took Xiao Yang a lot of effort to coax You Yi to be quiet, he hadn't coaxed this kid for many years.
After Xiao Yang greeted You's mother, You Yi stayed at Xiao's house, and in this situation, You Yi is really not suitable for staring at his parents at home, although he knows that his parents are for his good, but he can't really not be angry at all.
But what about anger? After all, it was his parents, and he had no way to repay them for the kindness they had given him his life, so he had no right to blame them for ruining his love, and besides, was that love?
When a relationship is not recognized by parents, or even most people, it may not be called love at all.
But love is never defined by others, love is something in one's own heart, and it should be determined by one's own heartbeat.
He knew that maybe his evasion would make his parents feel sad, but he couldn't help it, he couldn't take care of it so much, he had to relieve his mood first, otherwise he felt that he would be suffocated to death.
He didn't know what his final outcome would be if he had to make his own choice, but he couldn't accept someone else deciding for him.
Maybe, maybe one day You Yi will still compromise, there is only one parent, and his lover, maybe one day he will finally let go, but even if the final result is the same, he doesn't want others to decide it for him, and he doesn't want this result to come early, his life should not be decided by others.
He worked very hard to suppress his desire to see Qi Sheng, and he was full of hatred and longing for Qi Sheng.
Is Qi Sheng a fool? I love you so I leave you? Qi Sheng's choice makes him love and hate it.
Qi Sheng brought him to such a road, and then let him go, leaving him alone struggling, he didn't know how Qi Sheng's life was, was he also like himself, and he was able to be more quiet.
You Yi tried his best to enrich himself, but he still couldn't control the loss, love is such a thing, it can make people more complete, it can also make people incomplete, he doesn't know what the missing part of himself is? He only knows that he is incomplete.
This feeling of incompleteness prevented him from really laughing, and many times he wanted to laugh, but he was always grabbed by a hand on his heart, so that he couldn't laugh and cry without tears.
After You Yi settled in the Xiao family, Qi Zhixuan also spent as much time as possible with him.
Although You Yi still looks giggling, everyone understands in their hearts that he is pretending, but they feel more sorry for him.
Pulling a relationship out of the heart and erasing a person from the heart is not an easy thing for anyone.
There was no way but to hold on, no one could get him back on his feet again.
Usually Xiao Yang and Qi Zhixuan go out together, Xiao Yang will send Qi Zhixuan to the villa before going to work, and occasionally Qi Zhixuan will follow Xiao Yang to the company when he is in a good mood, Qi Zhixuan's existence is not a secret in the company.
Xiao Yang felt that it was good for employees to know about Qi Zhixuan's existence, which saved him a lot of trouble, how many people in the company wanted to pounce on him, Qi Zhixuan's existence made many people consciously retreat, saving him from facing messy things.
After Xiao Yang and Qi Zhixuan left, You Yi tossed around at home every day, and he couldn't be idle for a moment.
This can suffocate the housekeeper, although the housekeeper doesn't know what happened to You Yi, but You Yi is unhappy, but the bad mood can be clearly felt, so that he and You Yi stay in the same space and dare not breathe and talk loudly.
The atmosphere is really depressing, You Yi's appearance, laughing and laughing for a while, and not entering for a while.
But today the housekeeper finally breathed a sigh of relief, today You Yi went out, dressed quite energetically, with his hands in his pockets, while turning the car keys in his hands, and blowing unknown whistles, it seemed that his mood had calmed down.
When I arrived at the agreed place, it was a very quiet place, quite suitable for talking about my heart, Tianming was about to be in such a place, which made him unexpected but expected, Tianming was probably entrusted to care about him, after all, he was more willing to talk more to Tianming.
In fact, You Yi felt that these explanations were inconsequential at all, and they were useless to him at all.
"Yo, young master, here", Tianming squeezed his eyes when he saw You Yi.
You Yi sat across from him with a pouting face, with a not very easy expression on his face, "Why are you looking for me?" This tone was a little scary.
Tianming was unexpectedly angry, "I'll go, can't I look for you if it's okay?" Young Master, I'm afraid you're not stupid to fall in love, right?" Tianming took out a few tickets from his pocket, "Concert tickets, didn't you say you wanted to see it last time?"
Tianming felt that You Yi's performance today could be described as neurotic, and sure enough, people in love were unpredictable and unpredictable.
You Yi squinted his eyes and flipped through the tickets on the table casually, his expression was still impatient, "Why do you give me so much? no one has the leisure time to go to your concert", You Yi really didn't want to mess with Tianming, but he couldn't control it, he was too aggrieved in his heart, he had endured too much in his heart, he needed a place to vent, who let Tianming find him at this time.
"Why didn't anyone go, you don't have a lot of students, let me tell you, my ticket is very valuable, or take your family with you, you haven't given me a serious introduction", it seems that Tianming doesn't know what happened to him.
You Yi heard him talk about Qi Sheng, his whole face pulled down again, it looked quite terrifying, if it wasn't for Tianming who was familiar with him, maybe he would have been scared away by him, Tianming squinted his eyes and looked at the change in his whole expression, very puzzled.
"What are you doing, won't you be dumped by others?" After speaking, Tianming laughed, regardless of men and women, to tell the truth, there are really few people who can stand You Yi's temper, it is only a matter of time before he is dumped, who makes this young master not know how to restrain his temper.
Tianming said that, who knew that You Yi was staring at him, and his expression was quite intriguing.
Tianming tilted his head sideways and looked at him carefully, "I'll go, isn't it?
Although Tianming said so, it was a joke after all, no matter what You Yi's temper was, only You Yi had to dump others here, if You Yi really let people hurt, he would be more anxious than anyone else, his brother was not hurt.
You Yi looked away, didn't speak for a long time, didn't know what to say, in fact, what Tianming said was not wrong, he was dumped by Qi Sheng, no matter what the reason, this is a fact, it doesn't make a difference between losing to reality or parents, in the final analysis, Qi Sheng doesn't love him enough, how can he give up easily if he loves someone.
He himself didn't give up on anything like this, why did he Qi Sheng give up, why did he make a decision for him?
"When?" Tianming's face darkened a little, no wonder You Yi's whole person looked thin.
"It's okay, I can solve it myself", You Yi really didn't want to talk about these things, he didn't want to reveal the scar again.
"Tianming, even the company has been opened for a man, what is your uncle's attitude?" I never thought about these things before, but now You Yi is very curious, curious about the same parents, what is the attitude of the Zhuo family?
Tianming frowned, thought for a while, and then said, "There is no special attitude, this should be known, my uncle didn't talk to me about it, my brother has been sneaking assists, and he didn't say anything, but, my uncle said that he had to get a child out anyway, but in this era, it's too simple to have a child." ”
The Zhuo family has tolerated him infinitely, he can be happy, Old Man Zhuo really doesn't particularly object to this, what kind of person does he love, whether it is a man or a woman, this kind of thing needs to depend on fate, as long as he gets a child in the end, there is nothing that can't be done, besides, women are not necessarily happier, this divorced person is not uncommon.
In the end, it will be more painful to get married and leave, as long as it is a person who can be with each other for a lifetime, what is the relationship between men and women, anyway, in the end, they can't see it, they have to leave first, so let them choose who accompanies them.
You Yi looked at him, his eyes were a little envious, he also knew that he couldn't force it, and he couldn't compare, after all, everyone's thoughts and concepts are different, he was born in such a family, besides, he can understand the hard work of his parents.
If he jumped out to look at it, he understood, but when it came to him, it would feel very different.
It's too difficult to master your love, You Yi sighed and silently put the ticket away.
He has to go to the concert, why don't he go? Why does he have to live so depressed and have such a hard time.
Obviously, he is the one who insists, the one who has a clear conscience, and the one who has done his best is himself, why?