May you live up to the past

In 1974, Baby Anne was born, and 20 years later, I was born.

Baby Anne started writing online in 1998 and became famous when she was 24 years old.

In 2017, when I was 24 years old, Baby Anne changed her name to Gyeongsan, she is still her, and I don't seem to be that me anymore.

When I was very young, I didn't like to play with children, and I always felt that they were too naïve, so I read a lot of world classics and philosophical books, such as Stendhal's "The Red and the Black", Hugo's "Les Miserables", Leo Tolstoy, Gorky, and a series of works by Goethe, etc., the more I read it, the more I began to think, how to live a wonderful life in this life?

When I was 4 years old, I began to look forward to my father's coming home every night, because he traveled a lot on business and brought a bunch of delicious food and fun with him every time he came home.

5 years old, going to preschool, I took the first exam and scored double hundred.

When I was 6 years old, I left my hometown and went to school in the city alone, boarding at my uncle's house. Once a week, my dad picked me up on his bicycle and took me back by bike. Then I secretly hid on the balcony and cried as he watched his departing back. My grandfather gave me two dollars and five cents a week, and told me to spend five cents a day, and after spending it, it was the day to go home.

When I was 7 years old, I stopped studying. insisted on going back to his hometown to go to school, and his parents agreed.

At the age of 8, my sister was born. I looked at her who had just been picked up from the hospital, holding her little hand, trying to protect her for the rest of my life.

When I was 10 years old, I got into a fight with a friend whose leg was bitten by a dog, and I won, and that was the only time I won him, and then I wanted to take advantage of his injury to find a chance to fight him.

When I was 13 years old, my parents took me to the city, rented a 15-square-meter house, and started junior high school. Although they were still reluctant, they could not defeat them after all. In the same year, I took my sister over and started kindergarten.

That year, I started winning prizes in various recitation contests and speech contests.

14 years old, my sister had a high fever, my parents were not at home, I first used a cool towel to put on her forehead, but it didn't work, I had no money on me, or took her to the clinic first, the doctor asked whether to inject or infusion, my sister suddenly took my hand and said to the doctor: "My brother didn't bring money, my mother will come back in a while, and she will give you money when she comes back." "I burst into tears when she was 5 years old.

When I was 16 years old, my parents saved up and borrowed money to buy a house, I went to high school, and my sister went to elementary school.

At the age of 19, he was admitted to university and studied broadcasting and hosting.

In 20 years, he entered the local provincial TV station as an intern, went abroad as a host, and was scolded by the director.

At the age of 21, he began to work as a broadcast host and teaching assistant.

At the age of 22, I went to work at the provincial radio station, and the next day I began to speak on the radio, and I bought a radio for this purpose.

Four months later, I resigned.

At the age of 23, I went to work at a friend's company, working from 9 to 5 every day, sometimes day and night.

At 24 years old, I plan to quit my job next year.

I told my friends about the idea, and they were unanimous in saying I was crazy. I now have a very stable job, I still have so much time, I do what I like, and the programs I record are very popular on the Internet, which is both famous and profitable, and I have to toss at this time, it's crazy.

However, now I really can't find the same person I used to be.

Is growing up a disease? Do you really have to pack so many things when you grow up?

I can live without money, but I can't lose myself.

I can live without stability, but I can't live without happiness.

I can live without a future, but I can't live without a present.

So, I began to give up the pursuit of life and began to look for life.

Then, those friends of mine went completely insane.

However, there was one more, and she was particularly supportive of me.

In the first half of '17, she quit her job and spent two months going where she wanted to go.

She first went to Xiamen, worked in a homestay to change accommodation, cut flowers and watered every day, and cleaned and cleaned, which was actually very hard. A month later, she flew non-stop from Xiamen to Kathmandu to Nepal, where all travelers wanted to go. In Nepal, she wanted to go to India, but because the visa fee had risen a lot, and because she was not feeling well, she didn't go, and then flew directly to XC.

This is her second visit to XC, but you can still see her love and admiration for that land.

From XC, take the most beautiful railway line in China, Lhasa to Xining, and enjoy the most beautiful scenery all the way. She said she loved the train, and I guess that's one of the reasons.

I also went to GS during this period.

Two months later, I returned home.

When she came back, she told me that the road was actually very hard, and there were not many unexpected things happening. But it is heartfelt joy and happiness, moved by the people on the road, and moved by the stories on the road.

I'm the same as her, but she has more stories than I do.

I suddenly remembered that one day, a teacher asked me, "What kind of person do you want to be in the future?"

I said, I don't want to be in the future, I just want to be happy and live freely every day.

I didn't think about the future, I felt like the word didn't seem to work for me, I just wanted to live the present. If I had to describe my future, I would like to be happier every day than the day before.

I have a wife who loves me, I have loving children, I have healthy parents, I have a cute and beautiful sister, and a bookstore that is open 24 hours a day.

A few days ago, my younger sister, who is in junior high school, called me and asked me what cram school should I apply for during the holidays?

I said, don't report anything. The holiday is the time to rest, and this time, you just need to play seriously, it is enough.

Sometimes, everyone has dreams, but not everyone has the present moment.

May you not carry the past time, be free, and live beautifully.

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