"I don't know how to judge a man's success or not, but I think that as a man, I'm not too successful, but I'm not too bad either. But as a father, I seem to be missing something, and I don't know what I'm missing, but I know that I'm afraid that my ignorance at this moment must be accompanied by serious consequences in the future. ”

This passage was seen by Bai Qi in his father's diary many years later, and when Bai Qi saw this short sentence that day, he almost never shed tears and couldn't cry in an instant, that strong and resolute father, that majestic man, actually dedicated the rest of his life to his children.

It's just that this man is not good at expressing his feelings, and he doesn't know how to show his emotions in front of his children, but that tidal wave of love is really there.

People always say that "being in the midst of happiness does not know blessings", in fact, most people have such an experience, and it can even be said that this is a common problem of all people, they will only look at what they can't get, and then ignore what they get more than others.

After Bai Lin yelled at his father, he cried even more, a young man who was almost twenty years old, crying like a seven or eight-year-old child, even Bai Lin's father had never seen his little son cry so sadly, so grief-stricken, at that moment all the defensive barriers in his heart collapsed in an instant, and the man stepped forward and gently hugged his son into his arms.

Bai Lin struggled a few times, but he was taken into his arms again by his father's strong arms, and the man's eyes were red, but Bai Lin didn't see it, and no one would see it.

Bai Lin shrank in his father's arms and cried loudly, he didn't seem to have cried so happily for a long time, so hearty, his father's embrace made him feel a long-lost sense of security.

"Lin'er, go back and rest, okay?" The man's voice was very gentle, as if he had been talking to the six or seven-year-old child many years ago, and even with a hint of pleading.

Bai Lin nodded, and when he walked to the door, he paused, as if he wanted to turn back and say something to his father, he turned his head slightly, saw his father who was facing away from him, swallowed his saliva, and finally turned back and left.

And what Bai Lin didn't know was that the father, who had his back to him, also wanted to stop him several times and ask something, but in the end he didn't say anything, the father and son seemed to say yes, one didn't ask anything, and the other didn't say anything.

......

When Zhang Shaoyu woke up, he only felt a hot pain in his chest, and then he opened his eyes vigorously, it was already the middle of the night, Zhang Shaoyu felt that it was a feeling of being completely asleep, he got up and walked out of the door, and saw a figure standing on the balcony, the person was holding a goblet in his hand, and when Zhang Shaoyu came out, he just drank a sip of red wine in the cup.

Zhang Shaoyu looked at his phone, it was already more than twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, he walked to the balcony, and a very refreshing cool breeze blew on Zhang Shaoyu's face, making Zhang Shaoyu, who had just come out of the bed, shiver.

"Are you waiting for me here?" Zhang Shaoyu saw that in addition to a bottle of red wine on the table, there was also a bottle of orange juice and an empty glass, he smiled, knowing that Chen Feng must have known that he would wake up at this time.

"I'm not waiting for you, I'm waiting for a result, if you don't get up in another half an hour, I'll pull you directly to the cemetery in a while. Chen Feng said slowly.

Zhang Shaoyu took a sip of orange juice, and when he drank it, he felt the smell of blood in his mouth: "The cemetery has been bought? It's okay, anyway, it can be used sooner or later, and it can be regarded as a real estate." ”

Chen Feng smiled, he rarely smiled before, most of the time he was with Yu'er, he was the kind of doting smile, or the smile he pretended to be unwilling to worry his lover, but when he was with Zhang Shaoyu, it was a real smile, he felt that Zhang Shaoyu was the kind of person who easily understood his heart.

"Where's the white unicorn?"

"Lost. Wang Zhe and Wang Yuehan went to find him, but they were also lost. Chen Feng said. When he said this, Chen Feng seemed unhurried, not at all like his friend was lost and uncertain about his life.

"What about Fei Fei and Yu'er?"

"Sleeping in the room on the ground floor. You scared your sister this time. ”

"She's still a kid and shouldn't have been put through this. Zhang Shaoyu said, and drank a big sip of orange juice, he wanted to wash away the bloody taste in his mouth: "After a while, I will send her abroad to study." ”

"Abroad?"

"Well, she's always wanted to go. ”

"Is it safer to be away from you, or is it more dangerous?"

"I don't know, I just want to follow her heart. Just because her brother is a bastard doesn't mean she can't live as she wants. After Zhang Shaoyu finished speaking, he drank the orange juice in the bottle, and then wanted to pour a little red wine into the cup.

"Well, you're doing the right thing. After Chen Feng finished speaking, he finished drinking the wine in his cup. Then he put the quilt on the table.

Zhang Shaoyu picked up the wine bottle and felt that something was wrong, and sure enough, there was not a drop of wine in the bottle, Zhang Shaoyu laughed strangely, and then said, "You must already have an idea, right?"

"Hmm. Chen Feng replied.

"What kind of idea?"

"An idea you may not be able to accept. ”

Zhang Shaoyu smiled and said, "I just had a dream, do you want to hear it?"

"Okay. ”

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