917. I'm tired
"Well, good. ”
"Ah Feng" finally nodded.
"Ah Feng" was accompanied back to the room by Hack, and when she closed the door, she touched Hack's reluctant gaze, and she once again crossed a trace of unbearability in her heart.
If he was just her friend, she would definitely be kind to him, but thinking that her current identity was fake, everything was a lie to him, and if he was kinder, the more he expected of her, she finally relented and closed the door.
"Ah Cheng" witnessed all this, and the easy-going smile on his face never subsided, but there was a trace of unpredictable emotions hidden in his deep pupils.
"Ah Feng" and "Ah Cheng" shared a bedroom, and she waited in the room for a long time before she heard the familiar footsteps coming from outside the door.
Strangely, she could easily tell the difference between his footsteps and someone else's.
His steps were a little more steady and powerful, just like he was.
Thinking of this, "Ah Feng" suddenly felt that she shouldn't doubt him.
"Ah Cheng" pushed open the door and walked in.
"Ah Feng" sat on the edge of the bed and waited for him, which was something he expected.
"Waited a long time?"
He asked in a relaxed tone.
"It didn't take long, and it was fine. ”
She replied lightly.
"What are you waiting for me for?"
He asked knowingly.
She was a little anxious - she was still young and couldn't hold her breath.
"You know that. Yes...... Brother, what the hell do you think about me and Hack?"
He didn't answer her, but turned on the light and smiled at her, "It's so dark, why don't you turn on the light?"
She looked at the familiar and handsome smile on his face, and her heart settled again.
"I ...... I just wanted to sit for a while and think about something, but I didn't turn on the lights. ”
She explained quietly.
In fact, I was so confused just now, and before I knew it, time had passed, and I didn't think of turning on the lights at all.
"That's right. ”
As he spoke, he walked over to her and walked down.
She stared at him with wide eyes in astonishment, like a frightened fawn.
Then, he made a move that she didn't expect even more.
He sat down next to her, stretched out one of his hands, and took the hand she had placed on his knee.
"Ah Feng" - or should I say Shen Sa, she was so startled that she almost jumped out of bed.
Cheng Yeol pressed the back of her hand.
With a faint smile in his deep eyes, he shook his head gently at her.
She controlled her heartbeat and breathing, and nodded at him.
It's not like he didn't hold her hand in the rainforest, but it was a special situation, and she couldn't move forward without him pulling her, but now...... Now why?
She was only flustered for a few seconds, and immediately thought that the growth officer would not do such a thing for no reason, and he must have his purpose in doing so.
She wasn't so sentimental as to think that the growth officer had anything to think of her.
"Are you thinking about hacking? ”
He said teasingly, as he quickly wrote with his fingers in the palm of her hand, "The wall has ears." ”
He wrote quickly, tickling her palms, but she understood what he meant at once.
"You...... How do you know. ”
She said a little shyly as she wrote on the back of his hand, "Hmm. ”
"I don't know you yet?"
He quipped: "A mother, how can I not know what you girl is thinking." ”
At the same time, he wrote in the palm of her hand: "Rest easy. ”
Shen Sa glanced at him puzzled, and he wrote in the palm of her hand: "Wait for my father to return." ”
Shen Sa blinked, and made a lip shape as if he didn't understand: "Hack's father?"
He nodded.
Shen Sa didn't continue to ask, but he understood it all at once.
Cheng Lie smiled, patted her on the top of the head, and said, "Good." ”
Shen Sa's cheeks flushed, knowing in his heart that he was just handy, and it was likely that he would treat his sister like this at home, but he still couldn't help blushing and heartbeating.
Regarding Shen Sa's reaction, Cheng Lie only thought he didn't see it.
This night, the two gossiped for a while, and then went to sleep.
But in fact, it took a long time for Cheng Lie to fall asleep.
For no other reason, he misses his wife.
Leaning sideways on the pillow, he looked out the window at the dark night, and couldn't help but wonder, when will he be able to return to the little woman's side?
For the first time, he actually had the idea of disarming and returning to the field.
If only in the future, I could really find a place with beautiful mountains and rivers and live with Tang Xiao.
Maybe it's because he's getting older and has experienced more things, and now in his heart, he is more and more eager for a peaceful and leisurely life.
But thinking about it, he knows very well that there are some things that have not been done yet, and he can't leave yet.
Smile and wait for me.
He said to her silently in his heart.
Tang Xiao thought that Pei Yuansheng and Ji Xiaoru were just ordinary troubles, but who knows, at noon one day, Pei Yuansheng suddenly came over.
Tang Xiao went back to the dormitory to take a nap, just woke up, and walked towards the office building in a bit of a daze, and suddenly saw a man wearing a black cashmere coat standing not far in front of him, the man was wearing a mask, only revealing a pair of cold star-like eyes, but it made people feel that he must be a beautiful man for no reason.
She was still thinking to herself, who was this, why didn't she remember that there was a young man who looked like a movie star in the nursing home?
saw the star-like man slowly walking towards her.
Tang Xiao paused and looked at the other party dumbfoundedly, suspecting that he hadn't woken up yet and was still dreaming.
The man walked half a meter in front of her, stopped, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he smiled.
Then a very nice voice came out of the mask: "Xiaoxiao, you don't know me anymore?"
Tang Xiao just flashed the thought of "Should I know you" in his mind, and the other party tore off his mask in his sight, revealing the lower half of his face.
The man has a fair complexion, not only picturesque eyebrows, but also a nose and mouth that are delicate and moving, like works of art.
This is a handsome face that no matter who sees it, you can't help but look at it a few more times.
Tang Xiao was stunned for a few seconds, relieved himself, and asked in surprise, "Pei Yuansheng, why did you come suddenly?"
looked around, didn't see Xiaoru, and couldn't help but be even more strange: "What about Xiaoru, didn't I go with you?"
Pei Yuansheng shook his head and said, "No." I went to play tennis with her today, and I was the only one who came to you. ”
"Huh?"
Tang Xiao blinked and felt very strange: "Is there something wrong?"
"Can't I come to talk to you about nothing?" Or is Dr. Tang too busy to take care of me?"
"Not really. Tang Xiao shook his head and said, "You must have heard Xiaoru say that I have nothing to do here all day long, and I am very idle." If you want to chat, I'll talk to you. But what is it about?"
"Let's find a place to sit down. ”
Pei Yuansheng said lightly.
"Okay, then please come to my office. ”
Tang Xiao stretched out his hand and made a "please" gesture.
Pei Yuansheng pursed his lips and smiled, and said, "Okay." ”
The two walked into Tang Xiao's office side by side, the office environment here is very good, Tang Xiao has also arranged it a little during this time, there are a lot of green plants in the room, and a small bookshelf is placed in the corner, most of which are medical-related books, and there are also a few reasoning books in the middle.
The sofa was covered by a set of Nordic-style universal sofa covers purchased by Tang Xiao online, and a simple gray carpet was spread on the floor, which looked very comfortable as a whole.
Pei Yuansheng sat down on the sofa, looked at the layout of the office, and said, "It's pretty good here." ”
"Compared with Mr. Pei's office, it is far worse. ”
Tang Xiao teased while making tea for Pei Yuansheng.
Pei Yuansheng smiled and said, "No, I prefer it here." ”
"Why?" Tang Xiao asked.
"There's a sense of peace of mind here. ”
Pei Yuansheng replied.
"Reassuring feeling?"
"You don't understand. ”
Pei Yuansheng said mysteriously.
I thought to myself, because I have you here, it's extra reassuring.
If he had a choice, he would prefer to stay where she was.
Tang Xiao didn't ask, sat down on the chair opposite Pei Yuansheng, and asked, "Talking about business, why are you coming to me?"
"I want to talk to you. ”
Pei Yuansheng said calmly.
"Chat?"
Tang Xiaoxiao smiled and said, "You can also talk on the phone." ”
Pei Yuansheng smiled bitterly in his heart, most of his time now has been occupied by Ji Xiaoru, and he must be by Ji Xiaoru's side for the rest of the time except for dealing with necessary work.
When he was with Ji Xiaoru, how could he talk to Tang Xiao on the phone?
"Xiaoxiao, we should be the kind of relationship where we can meet and chat if we have nothing to do, right?"
Pei Yuansheng looked at her and asked.
Tang Xiao nodded: "Of course." ”
"That's good, I thought I was no longer qualified to chat with you face-to-face. ”
"Poof......
Tang Xiao laughed out loud: "Didn't you say a good friend?"
"yes. ”
Pei Yuansheng nodded with satisfaction: "I am very happy that you can still treat me as a friend." ”
"Pei Yuansheng, do you have something on your mind?"
Tang Xiao felt that there seemed to be something wrong with Pei Yuansheng.
Pei Yuansheng lowered his head, looked at the tea leaves in the cup, and wanted to sigh, but he felt that he shouldn't sigh in front of Tang Xiao.
"What the hell is going on?"
Tang Xiao's eyes showed concern.
"Smile...... I'm a little tired. ”
Pei Yuansheng finally said.
"Tired?"
Tang Xiao seemed to realize something, but he couldn't say it directly.
She secretly hoped it wasn't what she thought it would.
However, it backfired -
"I'm tired of playing someone else, with someone I can't fall in love with all my heart. ”
He finally whispered.
On that handsome face, there was a trace of hesitation and frustration, as well as a kind of self-loathing.
He remembered that he wasn't such a half-person before.
In fact, he didn't plan to give up.
It's just that there is no one to talk about the tiredness in his heart, and he needs an outlet.
And Xiaoxiao is the only one who can listen to him say this.
"Pei Yuansheng ......"
Tang Xiao wanted to say something, but any language came to his lips, and it made people feel powerless.
She is not him, she can't know how much he needs to pay in order to play Lu Chenxi in front of Xiaoru.
She knew he was going to be tired, it was going to be hard, but she didn't know what to do to comfort him.
Or, simply let him stop everything?
But in that case, what should Xiaoru do?