Chapter 62: Sixty-Two: Memory and Nothingness
The outside world is in chaos because of Yuan Quan, whether it is the people around him, the company or his fans, some are worried, some are gloating, and he is watching a black and white movie like an audience sitting in a movie theater at this time.
The protagonist in the movie is himself, starting from a newborn baby, Yuan Quan has re-experienced his life for more than 20 years, originally he thought that he and the children who had played together since childhood gradually had no contact, but simply because he didn't go to school in one place, he didn't have much time to stay together all day as before, which caused this result.
When a spectator outside the stadium saw clearly that the reason for the separation is purely because of the different worldviews, in the eyes of Xiao Yuan Quan, this world is very gentle, he has liked all kinds of small animals around him since he was a child, in a few days after he was born, Dad brought him a pet dog, and then a person and a dog grew up together, when Yuan Circle was 3 years old, he accidentally fell down when he was playing by the well in the backyard, it was this dog who saved his life, it pulled his mother over, and then jumped down the well to top his ass, so that his mother picked himself up。
Yuan Quan likes to run to the creek on summer nights to watch the fireflies dancing up and down, and in the yard during the day, to watch the butterflies dancing on the impatiens. As for the haircuts in Yuan Quan, they also went to see the fireflies at night, and then caught the fireflies into glass bottles as light bulbs, and the next morning they harvested a bottle of dead fireflies, and they also liked to watch the butterflies, and then cut off their wings after the butterflies caught them and let them crawl on the ground, faster than which one climbed.
The one who finally cut off contact with them should have been the one who stole their fish.
In the summer of his childhood, Yuan Quan basically spent time with his friends in the creek at the entrance of the village, either playing in the water or catching fish and crabs. After catching them, those small ones either roasted them, and after eating a small bite, they found that they were not delicious and threw them aside, and the little Yuan Circle at that time looked entangled and uncomfortable. Even now, after seeing this scene after being a spectator, they still frown, after they found that the grilled fish was not delicious, they brought back the fish, shrimp and crabs as their usual "toys", such as putting them under the sun to watch the poor little fish and shrimp and small crabs dehydrate and dry up little by little, or put a little water in a small basin, put a few crabs and fish, and watch the crabs take big tongs to clamp the fish and eat them, and then fall the crabs to death......
These trophies are placed in a small water tank in one of the small homes, Yuan Quan, who can't bear to look at it anymore, got up early one day, about 5 o'clock, and sneaked into the yard of someone else's house under the cover of a little night, he wanted to put these poor little guys back in the stream, but it turned out to be discovered, the man's parents came to the house to ask for an explanation, Yuan Quan was taken into the small black room by his father for a lesson, it was actually the father and son who acted in it, the father and son played a play in it, the father took a bamboo stick and hit the sofa cushion, Yuan Quan pretended to be beaten and beaten, crying very badly......
Since then, Yuan Circle has not played much with the children in the same village, and Yuan Circle once wanted to re-establish a good relationship with his friends, but now it seems that this is very good, after all, people with different worldviews will eventually part ways even if they are together at the beginning.
With the passage of time, Yuan Quan's three views began to gradually take shape and improve, and he found that everything he had experienced was closely related to the current Yuan Quan. Because Xiaobai, who was raised from childhood to adulthood, and also saved his own life, died, so he will meet the current Xiaoxiao; because he grew up in a very harmonious family when he was a child, Yuan Quan's temper is also very good......
As for why I want to study psychology in college, it is purely because of personality. Yuan Quan has not been a very extroverted person since he was a child, he likes to observe, observe what is happening around him and then think silently, especially like to observe people's language and behavior, when he was very young, he knew that the gap between people is very large, even if the two are twins of the same egg siblings, as he grows older, Yuan Quan has seen more and more people, he has found a lot of interesting things, such as: people are extremely fanatical about things they don't have, although they have better things of the same type。 Another example is that people generally hate lying, but they like to hear what they want to hear and don't think about the truth in the slightest. As the Internet enters people's lives, the different personalities that will be shown in the real and virtual worlds are also what Yuan Quan wants to explore. And it was psychology that could tell him the answer!
The movies she watched slowly changed from black and white to color, and Su Li began to enter Yuan Quan's life. Although this woman has a little problem, it does not prevent Yuan Quan from seeing her as the best woman he has ever met, she is beautiful and full of character, sometimes coquettish and sometimes willful, atmospheric and responsible, loving and at the same time has a bottom line. Yuan Quan also communicated with many friends before, but no one took the initiative to integrate into her life like her, although the things experienced by the two did not have strong winds and waves, but everything was very warm and happy. Because they have the same hobbies, they can also tolerate each other. And at the moment when he finally fell, the thought of staying behind was also reluctance to Su Li.
The movie ended the moment he fell to the ground, and Yuan Quan didn't know how to describe his current state, he was now like a ghost in a huge and empty space. After the end of the movie, it became extremely empty and silent, there was no light, no sound, just like wearing a sound-isolating headphones, you could only hear the sound coming from your own body, no, you couldn't even hear the heartbeat!
Yuan Quan muttered to himself: "Am I really dead? It is strange to say, why can I see a sword flying in the air and such a big lightning bolt in broad daylight? Is it really because I am too stressed and hallucinating...... If only I could see what was going on. Just when he flashed this thought, the whole dark world changed to the moment the original scene happened, Yuan Quan, like the air in that space, he was everywhere, he could hear the conversation between Xiaoberry and Xiao Yun before, but they didn't see Yuan Quan, who was standing in front of them, and it was useless to shout or gesture to them. Yuan Quan saw that he appeared in the elevator, and then that tragedy happened, but from an outsider's point of view, he clearly saw that when he shouted "stop", the whole space seemed to be frozen, and everything was still...... The rest of the space was pitch black again.
"Could it be that I have superpowers? Time stopped? So where am I now, could it be that I have been cremated and buried in the ground? I want to see where my body is, what happened to me after I died, those two little ones won't fight......"
Black Space once again screened a short film for him in real time, from the time he fell to the ground to the process of being sent to the operating room, Yuan Quan wanted to help Su Li who fell to the ground up, and also wanted to pull out the blood vessel in her hand, but he couldn't touch her at all...... endured the distress of this stupid woman and finally finished watching this movie.
After making sure that he was still saved, Yuan Quan swore that he would never let Su Li suffer such a hurt again after waking up, this woman was too touching, or just be with her like this, and go to Timo's unfair husband and wife relationship.