When he arrived at the cemetery, Su Qin accompanied Chen Siyan to bury Chen's father and Chen's mother, Chen Siyi rushed to see Su Qin holding the urn, he was very unhappy, and just about to speak, Fang Yao tugged at his sleeve and asked him not to speak.

Chen Siyi finally looked at them silently, since Chen Siyan didn't blame Su Qin, he was even less qualified as an outsider.

Chen Siyan buried the urn in the tomb with his own hands, and then Su Qin helped kneel on the ground and kowtow, he looked up at the photo on the tombstone and said, "Mom, Dad, I'm sorry, it took so long to bring you back." It's the son who is not filial, he didn't honor you well, so that you haven't had a good day in your life, I'm sorry. ”

Su Qin also knelt on the ground, he kowtowed, and then said: "Uncle and aunt, it's all my fault, I caused you to be like this, if you want to blame me, don't blame Ah Yan." If you have a spirit in heaven, please bless Ah Yan's leg to recover as soon as possible, and bless him with a safe life. ”

Chen Siyan didn't speak, he turned his head to look not far away, Zheng Yu was standing there looking at them.

Su Qin looked at Chen Siyan and said worriedly: "Ah Yan, get up, your leg should hurt later." ”

"Hmm. ”

Su Qin helped him stand up and stood aside, and after Chen Siyi and the others worshipped one after another, they left together.

Back at Chen's house, Chen Siyi and Fang Yao comforted Chen Siyan and left, Su Qin was worried that it would be inconvenient for him to be alone, so he stayed with him.

Su Qin saw that Chen Siyan had been staring at his parents' widows, frowned and asked, "Ah Yan, tell me honestly, have you had a bad time all these years?"

Chen Siyan turned his head to look at him, and said with a wry smile: "How can it be good? We are not familiar with each other, everything has to start again, and I am a cripple, so I can't do anything." He didn't want to continue pretending, and Su Qin was so smart, he couldn't fool him.

"Why don't you contact me?" Su Qin looked at him distressedly and said, "I've been looking for you in Tohuko, and I finally found you, but why didn't you hear back to me?"

Chen Siyan shook his head and said, "I don't know." I don't remember what I was thinking about anymore, I just don't want to be in touch with the people I used to be. ”

Su Qin bowed his head in annoyance and said, "I'm sorry." ”

Chen Siyan shook his head with a smile and said, "It's all over, let's not mention it again, and you don't say I'm sorry anymore." ”

"Ah Yan, I ......"

"By the way, thank your mother for me. Chen Siyan interrupted Su Qin's words, saw that he looked puzzled, and hurriedly explained: "After we went abroad, your mother sent us a sum of money, although we didn't use that money at first, but later that money helped us a lot. Please tell your mother, I will pay her back the money later. ”

Su Qin didn't know about what Chen Siyan said, he didn't know that Qin Yi would send money to them, was it because of guilt, or was it because of ......

Su Qin didn't speak again, Chen Siyan was also silent, and after a long time, Chen Siyan suddenly said: "Su Qin, I'm suddenly so tired, can you hug me?"

Su Qin got up and walked in front of him, bent down and hugged him, his heart was full of distress and guilt. For Chen Siyan to say such a request, he must be very sad and sad in his heart.

Later, Su Qin stayed with Chen Siyan for a while, and was finally urged to leave by him.

As soon as Su Qin went out, he turned around and saw Zheng Yu leaning against the wall smoking, there were a lot of cigarette butts on the ground, presumably he had been standing here for a long time. When Zheng Yu saw him, he extinguished his cigarette butt, straightened up and said, "Find a place to sit." ”

Su Qin glanced back at Chen Siyan, who was still sitting in place, and then nodded. He knew that Zheng Yu must have something to do with Chen Siyan looking for him, he was sorry for Chen Siyan too much, and if he really had any difficulties now, he would definitely help him.

Chen Siyan's house was a little remote, they chose a café closer to his house, and after Su Qin and Zheng Yu ordered coffee, they were silent and did not speak.

"What do you want to tell me?" In the end, Su Qin opened his mouth first, he wanted to know what he was going to say to him.

Zheng Yu looked at him with a smile and asked rhetorically, "What do you want to ask me?"

Su Qin frowned slightly, he didn't like Zheng Yu very much, if it weren't for the fact that he was Chen Siyan's attending doctor, he wouldn't even talk to him, this person, the city is too deep.

Zheng Yu shook his head with a smile, and then said with a straight face: "Let me introduce myself again, my name is Zheng Yu, I am Chen Siyan's attending doctor, and I am also his boyfriend." ”

Su Qin was still a little surprised by Zheng Yu's words, although he felt that the relationship between Chen Siyan and Zheng Yu was not ordinary, but he didn't expect it to be such a relationship, after all, judging from Chen Siyan's every move towards Zheng Yu, he hated and even hated him.

"When I met him, he had just been in country G for two years, and his father took him to the hospital for a check-up. He sat in a wheelchair with a smile on his face, comforting his elderly father, but when his father turned around, he beat his leg in frustration. At that time, he exuded a kind of lonely stubbornness, obviously thinking that there was no hope in his heart, but he still insisted on finding a way. ”

Su Qin's thoughts were a little flustered, as if he remembered something, and said: "He is such a person, even though he was injured, he still smiled and said that it was okay, and he knew that he would fail, but he still stubbornly moved forward." ”

Zheng Yu looked at Su Qin, nodded approvingly, and continued: "Their family is living a very poor life, my father relies on odd jobs, my mother does some work at hand, and he tutors the students. All the money earned by the family of three was used to treat him, and then his parents' health began to deteriorate, so he stopped treatment and earned money to treat his parents. I secretly observed him for a long time, and gradually became very interested in him, knowing that he gave up treatment, I also persuaded him many times, and tried to help him many times, but he refused. Later, his parents' physical condition deteriorated, and their only wish was to see him get back on his feet. Ever since I met him, I had been studying his condition and had consulted many medical experts I knew, and I later told him that I could get him back on his feet. It's just that I have the conditions. ”

Speaking of this, Zheng Yu stopped, and Su Qin looked at his changing expression, knowing that something must have happened behind him.

Zheng Yu took a sip of coffee and said, "My condition is to let him sleep with me." ”

Su Qin was shocked at first, and then roared angrily, "How can you do this to him?!"

Zheng Yu lowered his eyes, chuckled, and said, "I also know that I shouldn't treat him like this, but ......" Zheng Yu raised his head and looked at Su Qin, his eyes burning, "I want him so much." ”

Su Qin looked at his eyes, tried to suppress the anger in his heart, and asked, "And then, what happened?" In this way, it is reasonable for Chen Siyan to hate Zheng Yu, but there must be something else going on in the future, otherwise he would not be so disgusted with him.

"In order to reassure my parents and to be able to stand up again, he agreed to my conditions. After that, I operated on him, and the operation went well, and after half a year, he began to rehabilitate, although the effect was not great, but as long as he persisted, he would definitely be like a normal person. He insisted on rehabilitation every day, and I ......" Speaking of this, Zheng Yu stopped again, his expression became a little painful, as if he remembered something unpleasant.

Su Qin looked at him, not knowing what to do? What happened after that must have been very bad, perhaps, it was also this incident that caused the current situation between him and Chen Siyan.

Zheng Yu was silent for a while, reorganized his emotions, raised his head and continued: "I look at him in front of my eyes every day, but he is so indifferent to me that he is not even as good as a stranger, I am very angry, I want to have him so much, but I used the wrong way. I threatened him with a video of him sleeping with me, saying that if he didn't agree to continue sleeping with me, he would show the video to his parents. ”

When Su Qin heard this, he immediately got up and punched Zheng Yu in the face, the most beautiful person in his heart was actually treated like this by him. When he was with Chen Siyan, he held him like a baby, reluctant to touch him, but he didn't expect him to encounter this.

"Bastard! How dare you do this to him!"

Zheng Yu wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth casually, and continued: "In order to prevent his parents from knowing my relationship with him, he agreed to my requests again and again, and later, I don't know what went wrong, his parents saw the video I recorded, and his body died on the spot, and he only had time to call his parents in the end. ”

Su Qin looked at him with a gloomy face and asked, "What do you mean by telling me this now?"

Zheng Yu looked at Su Qin, was silent for a while, and said, "After his parents died, he once committed suicide, although he was okay in the end, he always had thoughts of suicide. It was I who lied to him that his parents had told me that he would go home and be buried when he died, and he insisted on it until now. Now that he has fulfilled his parents' last wishes, I am afraid of him...... In the past few days, I have come to realize that he has different feelings for you, and I thought maybe you could help him out of this predicament. ”

Su Qin was silent, he could also see that Chen Siyan's state was wrong, but he didn't expect him to suffer this. Chen Siyan has always been a very self-respecting person, being treated like this, and there are no relatives around him, if he is left alone, he will definitely have an accident.

"Do you regret treating him like this?" Su Qin looked at Zheng Yu's eyes, he needed to confirm Zheng Yu's attitude.

Zheng Yu looked at him and shook his head, and said, "No regrets." It's just that if I could do it again, I'd do it another way. ”

Su Qin looked at him silently, he didn't know how to criticize him, maybe he was just carried away by love, but he shouldn't hurt Chen Siyan.

"I know, I'll take good care of Ah Yan. Su Qin got up and said, he looked at Zheng Yu, "It's just that I don't want you to appear in front of him again." ”

Zheng Yu shook his head and said, "I just asked you to take care of him for a while, so that he has the belief to live, not to hand him over to you." Zheng Yu stood up, faced Su Qin, and said with a firm look in his eyes: "Chen Siyan, it's mine." ”

Not to be outdone, Su Qin looked at him and said, "I don't interfere with the relationship between you, but if Ah Yan needs anything, I will definitely help him, no matter what." ”

Zheng Yu looked at the back of Su Qin leaving, with a self-deprecating smile on his face, look, even his ex-boyfriend was so affectionate to him, such a good person, how could he hurt him like that in the first place?