I ran up to the fourth floor in one go, my palms aching. Just as I was holding on to the handrail of the stairs to catch my breath, my body was grabbed and thrown against the door.

The body hit the door panel and made a loud noise, which frightened me into screaming and widening my eyes, thinking that Gao Qiang ran up again and continued to embarrass me.

"Sorry for ......" someone called out to me in my ear, gasps hitting my cheeks with a familiar temperature.

I was stunned by his shouting. This is Wu Tan's voice! It is a person who is haunted by my dreams and can occupy my whole life with a single word; it is a person who has been deceived by him and has no way to live, but still can't think about it.

I think I should hit him, scold him, or kill him......

Before I could continue to think about it, Wu Tan's lips leaned over and grabbed mine. He knew me so well that from behind my ears to my chest, I gave up my resistance in a few moments. I was so greedy that I forgot everything.

Wu Tan became more and more excited, and he shouted to me with the only remaining reason in his mind.

"Open the door quickly, let's go in......"

After saying that, Wu Tan reluctantly let go of me, wrapped one hand around my waist, and the other hand stroked my messy hair, urging me to hurry up and find the key.

My backpack had already been thrown on the ground by me, and I was gently wrapped around his arms, and I touched my shoulders with my left and right hands in confusion, only then did I realize that the bag was missing. Thinking of the two bundles of money in my bag, I was scared and immediately sobered up a lot.

I lowered my head to look for ......

When I saw the bag lying at my feet, I cheered and scooped it up from the ground. Wu Tan was surprised by my reaction, and when I stood up from the ground and looked up to see his face clearly, my memory also recovered, and I raised my hand and slapped him hard with a big ear scraper.

There was a crisp sound on the ground, and it sounded good.

Just now he was still confused, and in a blink of an eye, he gave him a big ear scraper, and Wu Tan covered his face and was stunned on the spot.

I took advantage of his stunned efforts to open the bag and rummage for the key, my hands couldn't stop shaking, the more anxious I was, the more I couldn't find it, and finally I overturned the bag.

The two bundles of money and keys in the bag rolled out of the bag at the same time, scattering along with the contents of the bag.

Wu Tan and I are both poor people, and when we see the red ticket, we will be fanatical from our bones. I picked it up in a hurry, scrambled it into my bag, grabbed the key, opened the door, went inside, and slammed the door shut.

There was no movement outside the door for a long time, I knew that he didn't leave, and when I reflexively just wanted to lock it again, Wu Tan outside the door suddenly went crazy. He slammed on the door, wailing cautiously like a wounded beast.

"Is it because of him, isn't it because of it? You bitch! Doesn't it mean that you say anything is not as important as me? Don't you say you want to be with me even if you ask for food......?

Wu Tan scolded and kicked loudly, except for glad that everyone went out to work at this time, and Wu Tan would not be complained about no matter how noisy he was, everything else was indifferent.

I wondered what I was in at this time because I had never experienced it before. I feel like I've changed, and I don't seem to have changed......

Wu Tan's scolding became more and more unbearable, and I admit that I was finally provoked by him.

"Why are you shameless people scolding me?" I yelled and let go of my hand, my backpack fell to the ground with a thud, and I turned and slammed the door open.

Wu Tanxu, who was outside the door, didn't expect me to open the door, and froze in place with one hand holding the gesture of slamming the door. I was so angry that I raised my foot and kicked Wu Tan's lower abdomen, I almost used all my strength on the right foot that kicked out, and Wu Tan was kicked by me defenselessly.

Wu Tan took a few steps backwards in a row and sat on the ground against the wall, holding his lower abdomen with a painful face, I ignored the door and closed the door, picked up the bag and went into the bedroom.

I don't want to delve into what got us to where we are today, anyway, he died, and now he can only live like a zombie if he wants to live, and if he wants to live like a person again, it's hard to ......

My kick in the door worked, and it finally fell silent.

It's better not to be too self-righteous. When I knelt in the door, I thought that I didn't hate him, that he was better alive than anything else. So, I'm not going to think about anything, anyway, sometimes the reality is that I like to work against your ideas.

I poured the contents of my bag on the bed, picked up one of the two bundles of money with the receipt in it, and pulled out the receipt to look at it......

It is indeed the IOU I gave to the creditors at the beginning.

I don't know much about who Gao Qiang is, but I'm starting to like his way of smashing tickets with a ticket, after all, it's real enough.

On the other hand, what is left between me and Wu Tan? I smiled wryly and shook my head......

Suddenly, the door was kicked fiercely, accompanied by Wu Tan's heart-to-death roar, and the world was completely quiet.

I picked up another item that had fallen out of my bag from my bed, a white envelope.

I found this anomaly when I was picking it up from the ground, but I didn't have time to look into it at the time, and now that it has appeared in front of my eyes again, I'm going to study it.

The white envelope was not tightly sealed, and I took out a neatly folded pile of stationery from the envelope, and when I opened it, it was Wu Tan's handwriting.

It's rare that you can write to me. I moved the corners of my mouth without irony.

Wu Tan is a person who has a headache when he picks up a pen.

People who refuse to study after graduating from elementary school are really difficult for him, and he has written no less than ten letters, and if I didn't recognize his handwriting, I would definitely think that he had someone write for him.

I hesitated to open it and look at it. At that moment, my phone rang.

It seemed that the call was my mother's phone, so I quickly answered it......

Mom was a very frugal person. Be sure to eat all the leftovers, keep the water for washing clothes to flush the toilet, and don't chat on the phone. In particular, my mother called me, either because there was something at home or because she hadn't talked to me on the phone for too long.

I picked up the phone and called out to Mom......

As I suspected, my mother hadn't spoken to her on the phone in a long time, so she called and asked how I was doing.

Naturally, I replied that I was doing well, and after a few more words, my mother picked up the phone before the call lasted more than a minute.

I used to buy something every once in a while to see my mother, and I had to buy a lot of snacks for my mother's stepfather's son. My mother was very happy with my gesture of buying snacks for my brother, and she always smiled very kindly as she watched him take big bites of what I bought.

I calculated the time, and it was true that I hadn't seen them for a few days, and it happened that Gao Qiang had sent me too many things, and I had already arranged a large bag to send to my mother. In that case, let's send it over while we have a day off tomorrow. However, I'm a little confused, do I want to talk to my mother about Wu Tan by the way? I really don't know if my mother can stand such an exciting thing.

Then I remembered Gao Qiang again, and I smacked at the scene at the door of the building just now.

When I was with Wu Tan, I naively thought that he was the only one in this life who was my husband, but I didn't expect that I would be grabbed by other men and pressed under his crotch so soon. It's so bleak...... Is this fate?

Shall I talk to my mother? I'm starting to struggle again.

I don't believe in fate, but my mother does......

My father used to have a violent temper when he was alive, and he was very kind to my mother and me. After my father died, my mother took me to remarry, and my stepfather was still an expert on domestic violence. Every time he punches and kicks his mother after getting drunk. I advised my mother to leave as soon as possible. To this day, I still remember my mother's reply to me at the time, she said, "If you don't leave, it's all fate, otherwise why is it like this before, and you still find one like this when you die......?"

I couldn't agree with what my mother said about 'life', and I never understood what my mother meant when she said 'it's good'. Is it because death ended her father's domestic violence, or is it because her stepfather has finally given her a home? But if it were me, I would never accept this kind of life and say things like 'it's good.'"

Now when I think of 'life', I think of my mother's 'very good' sentence, my heart is even colder, I am afraid, I am afraid that one day I will accept my fate in the face of the tribulations of life, and I am really afraid to say this sentence that is very good......

I put Wu Tan's letter back in an envelope and put it on the table, and I really didn't have the courage to open it. What will he say to me in his letter to this person who can only be a thing of the past, but who can touch my deepest affection? I dare not guess or read, because I want to hurt it any longer......

The IOU and the two bundles of money were also placed on the table, and the thick square bricks were faintly projected on the snow-white envelope, staining the envelope gray and cloudy, like a gradually overcast sky outside the window.