Chapter Seventy-Five: Old Child
Ge Sheng looked at Sister Hong in front of her, her expression returned to her previous lazy demeanor, but she finally spoke: "I know, you must have a lot of questions in your heart, a lot of dissatisfaction and even resentment, this is normal, but many things, from your point of view, are unacceptable to you, whether it is the seventeen-year-old street hooligan back then, or the underworld brother in front of me today." You can't accept it. Sister Hong's tone was as calm and indifferent as ever.
A feeling of weakness and powerlessness surged into Ge Sheng's heart, he felt this feeling again for more than ten years, the woman in front of him who seemed to be powerless was the real powerhouse, no matter when, Ge Sheng firmly believed that she was the kind of person who held real power, until today, until this moment, Ge Sheng didn't know where his fear of Sister Hong came from, that is, no matter when, he couldn't see the slightest emotional fluctuation from Sister Hong's expression and her words!
That's right, that woman seems to have no feelings, all the judgments she makes, every word she says, is rational. Like a cold machine, it will only know what to do, and will not be bound by anyone or any emotion, Ge Sheng once again experienced the feeling of hair standing on end, but at the same time, a grievance also surged in his heart.
That's right, that kind of emotion is indeed a grievance, although Sister Hong at this time looks like Ge Sheng's daughter, but Ge Sheng will always be in front of her The dying teenager who was beaten on the street more than ten years ago, the boy who didn't know what the rivers and lakes were, but was already in the rivers and lakes, he didn't know what this woman regarded as her, once he thought he was her family, and then felt that he should be her lover, until Sister Hong's farewell, until Ge Sheng found that there was no trace of that woman in his world, Ge Sheng had sat in front of Sister Hong again, and in between, nearly twenty years laterγ
"There is a man named Zhang Shaoyu who has found me, and he is looking for you. Ge Sheng eased his mood for a while and said to Sister Hong, his tone a little stiff.
Sister Hong looked at Ge Sheng, then smiled and said, "Yes, they have all found you, it seems that they have been forced to be anxious." Sister Hong's words seemed to be talking to herself, and then she asked Ge Sheng with great interest: "You tell me this, are you afraid that something will happen to me, or do you want to see me again because of this coincidence?"
Ge Sheng opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but after thinking about it for a long time, he still didn't say anything, he saw Sister Hong's expression that seemed to be mocking, Ge Sheng felt that he was a little ridiculous, and a little funny, he slowly stood up, walked to the door, put his hand on the doorknob, and said without looking back:" Before I came, in the period after you left, I did have a lot of questions, but now those are no longer problems, maybe in your eyes I am a small person, whether it is me twenty years ago or I am today, I am just a small person, even I have never felt that I am a big deal, but although I am such a small person, I will still do my best to protect you, just like you once brought home that little kid who was dying on the side of the street......" Ge Sheng paused, and sneered again, the laughter was mixed with a little sadness: "Maybe you never think I'm a family."
After speaking, Ge Sheng's hand was forced, and the sound of the doorknob being turned sounded softly, he pushed the door open, one foot had already stepped out, Ge Sheng wanted to look back at Sister Hong's expression at this moment, but he knew that it must be an expression that made his heart that was already cold at the moment even more sad, that expression as always......
Ge Sheng didn't look back, he continued to walk forward, his steps were very slow, it was not that he deliberately wanted to stay for a while, but every step he took, he felt that there was a thousand catties under his feet.
"It's late, why don't you go to your room to sleep?" Sister Hong's voice came from behind him, and Ge Sheng was stunned.
Ge Shengmu turned his head and looked at Sister Hong's face, she was looking at herself, her face was unexpectedly a little tender, a smile appeared on Ge Sheng's face, he understood what Sister Hong meant.
Once in Sister Hong's villa, Ge Sheng had his own room, although the room was not big, but it was very tidy, until today, Ge Sheng is still a very neat person, he walked to the corridor and pushed open the door that was both familiar and unfamiliar, inside the door, there was a room exactly the same as the room he lived in, the degree of restoration was so high that Ge Sheng was dumbfounded, even the brand of the notebook on the table was the same!
Ge Sheng walked in, Sister Hong did not come out of the room, Ge Sheng sat on the bed of "himself", a familiar and warm feeling welled up in his heart, his eyes were full of tears, it turned out that Sister Hong had always kept his room, there has always been a place of his own, it turned out that he was really her family......
"You shouldn't do that. At this moment, in Sister Hong's room just now, a little girl appeared beside Sister Hong, and she said slowly to Sister Hong. If Ge Sheng was here, he would definitely be able to recognize it, this was Sister Hong's sister back then.
Sister Hong took a deep breath and said, "He's here to provide us with information." This reason is indeed a bit far-fetched, after Sister Hong finished speaking, she also smiled, she turned her head to look at the little girl sitting next to her.
There was no smile on the little girl's face at the moment, and she asked, "Sister, are you in love with him?"
Sister Hong was stunned, she didn't expect the little girl to ask herself this, she didn't speak, as if she was thinking about how to answer this question.
Without waiting for her to speak, the little girl continued: "Love is not a reliable thing, you have forgotten that you were so good to him back then, but he felt that he was a puppet. β
"But back then, he was indeed a puppet. Sister Hong muttered, she was complaining about Ge Sheng.
"How can you say that! When you get what you want, you must pay the price! No one can get it for nothing!" the little girl's voice rose noticeably, and she seemed to be a little angry.
Sister Hong turned her head to look at her, Sister Hong hadn't seen a little girl get angry for many years, she said dotingly: "Okay, don't be angry, you know that Ge Sheng won't do anything bad for us." β
"Of course he is not worth mentioning, what I care about is, sister, are you in love with him?" The little girl calmed down a little, but asked this question again, the last time she asked this question, Sister Hong could still divert the topic, but this time, it was Sister Hong's must-answer question!
Sister Hong took a deep breath, the doting expression on her face gradually disappeared, and she said, "Maybe." β
The little girl didn't lose her temper, but was silent for a long time, and Sister Hong was silent for a long time, neither of them spoke, and they seemed to be thinking about how to continue the conversation.
"But love is a dangerous thing, sister, I don't want you to touch love. After a long silence, the little girl finally spoke.
"Do you love Chen Feng?" Sister Hong asked suddenly, the little girl turned her head sharply as if she was angered by her words and wanted to refute her, but Sister Hong didn't give the little girl a chance, she continued: "Although you have always said that you hate him, I know that you love him, even if this love is mixed with hatred, but it is also born of love. β
The distorted expression on the little girl's face gradually dissipated and turned to a pain.
Sister Hong continued: "My sister, I know you too well, just like you know me too, we are like a part of each other's bodies, in the past thousands of years we have embraced together in the deepest abyss in the world for warmth, we have also enjoyed the light and glory together in the middle of the scorching sun, no matter what has not separated us for thousands of years, wars, plagues, turmoil, and even heavenly punishment, we have all borne together, and the only time we quarreled in thousands of years was because of Chen Feng. β
Sister Hong paused, turned her head to look at the little girl beside her, the pain on her face became even stronger, and there seemed to be some tears in her eyes, Sister Hong continued: " So you don't need to say, of course I know what love is, for thousands of years we seem to only have each other, when an ordinary person appears in front of you, you laugh at his ordinary weakness, you think he is as useless as an ant, but he still does everything for you without hesitation, even if these things may be insignificant, but he is the only one who has done this for thousands of years, how can it make your heart not moved?"
"Don't say it. The little girl said to Sister Hong, "You can do whatever you want." After speaking, she left the room, lowered her head, no longer bouncing like before, looking at her weak back, Sister Hong suddenly felt a little distressed, that was once a proud existence standing on this land like a statement, that was once a powerful existence that could be compared with a god, maybe she was a god, but that was also the past, now she is like a child, a child who jumps every day, but her heart is already drooping......