"In fact, the biggest problem with mental illness is that it is difficult for patients to get rid of the impact of something or certain experiences on them. ”

That's what I have to say...... I've been studying and summarizing it carefully in the past few days, and I found that there are really a lot of problems hidden in my past. ”

"It's hard to solve these problems together, because different people have different situations, and the biggest difficulty is that I can't tell a stranger about my past in so much detail. ”

"So, I considered this treatment option. ”

"Hypnotherapy has always been the ultimate means of psychotherapy. I wondered if I could use hypnosis to treat the problems I encountered at different stages of my life. ”

"It's just that the feasibility of this matter is not yet known, and there are two big problems, the first point is that it is difficult for me to be hypnotized by others, which is probably the disadvantage of studying psychology, and the psychological defense is too strong, and the second point, it is the same as the previous problem, I can't find someone I can trust to implement this treatment plan. ”

"Even I was hesitant to do this treatment. ”

"Because if you're not careful, it might just blow out my psychological problems...... Hehe, I feel like I'm talking about a simple cause and effect relationship when I'm talking about it, and I look very sane now, but if the worst happens, then I won't be the person sitting in front of the camera anymore. ”

"It seems that it was the right decision to make a video recording in advance. ”

"It's kind of an insurance policy. ”

"Hopefully, if I become crazy in the future, I or others will still be able to see these videos, at least not let the truth be completely buried in my brain. ”

After talking to himself in front of the camera for a while, Han Yu in the video reached out again and seemed to easily turn off the switch of the video equipment.

However, Han Yu, who was watching these videos in front of him, sat on the sofa at home, his face looked surprisingly solemn.

His mind seemed to catch something, but it wasn't quite clear.

Looking at the TV screen under the black screen, he fell into a brief and chaotic thought.

Although he didn't say in the end whether he planned to implement the treatment plan that sounded really whimsical, Han Yu, who was familiar with his personality, clearly felt his determination from the video.

In fact, at the time of recording that video, he must have already decided to implement that rather dangerous treatment plan.

The reason is also very simple, Han Yu at that time looked quite normal on the surface, but after watching a few videos, Han Yu could still see that he should have fallen into some kind of paranoid state at that time.

It seems normal, but it is actually not normal.

At that time, he was paranoid that he was a filthy existence and should not bring the so-called darkness back to Yuna and the others, so before going back, he had to "clean up" himself.

In Han Yu's opinion, this kind of paranoia is more likely to exceed the crisis awareness of normal people, even if he knows that it is extremely dangerous, he feels that he should have finally implemented that treatment plan at that time.

If you look at it from this point, could it be that his experiment failed, so he was already in a very unstable mental state before returning to China.

In this way, it would also explain why he later split up with Richard.

It's just that this doesn't conform to Han Yu's previous judgment.

To say that Richard is really a sub-personality, there is a subtle difference in this, and obviously there is something else in the whole thing that he doesn't know.

After roughly sorting out the thoughts in his head, Han Yu took a deep breath and solemnly clicked on the last video file.

It stands to reason that this should be the last video he recorded before returning home.

I wonder what this video will tell him?

"Bang, click, click......"

The video begins to play, and the beginning is another shaky image.

When the picture stabilized, he also saw his face appear in front of the camera again.

Han Yu took a closer look at himself in the video, and he found that his expression didn't seem to have changed much from the previous video, he didn't become crazy, and he didn't become depressed.

Could it be that in the interval between the two recordings, he hadn't tried to implement that treatment plan?

So, what is the purpose of him filming himself with the lens again?

"I thought about it, and I realized that the person who would end up seeing the footage wasn't me. Maybe Robin, or Zoe?"

"Hehe, I don't know why, I always felt that one of the two was more likely to be Zoe. ”

"If it's Zoe or Robin who's watching the video right now, I'd like you to give her a word of apologies for me. ”

"Not only because of all the things I've done that hurt her before, but also because I had a dream yesterday that I actually dreamed that she betrayed me, and I was angry about it, is it because I got the news yesterday that she was secretly buying up the shares that LJ had given away? I felt that I was not like me at all, he was more like a side of me, like a split personality. ”

"Whatever...... I began to feel that my mental state was really getting out of control, and before that, I felt that I had to say what I had to say first, lest I never have the opportunity to say it later. ”

Having said this, Han Yu in the video suddenly sat up slightly, stared at the camera and was silent for a long time, and finally reopened his mouth and said in a low voice:

"Probably because of that dream yesterday, I suddenly thought of a bolder idea...... It might be able to solve all the pain points in my treatment plan. ”

Hmm? Han Yu suddenly perked up and quickly looked at it intently.

"I'm thinking...... Can I put myself in a pseudo-split personality state through self-hypnosis?"

In an instant, Han Yu, who was sitting on the sofa, was stunned for a moment.

And in the video, he is still saying:

"I know it's just a whimsical approach. But I have to say that if this method can be successful, it will solve my problem perfectly. ”

"I am going to make a series of psychological hints in advance, which can also be said to pave the way for the formation of personality. First of all, I want to split into a teenager personality, I will name him 'Lim Yoon-woo', he will represent my life stage from 6 to 17 years old, I have encountered a lot of things in those years, I am very happy and happy, but I also have a lot of unpleasant quarrels with Yuna and them, I hope he can help me solve these problems......"

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