369. I can't control myself at all!
"Sasa, don't think about it, I really don't have any thoughts about that stupid big man. Lu Yan pursed his lips and said, "I, Lu Yan, will never like that stupid big man!" As if trying to convince himself, Lu Yan repeated loudly.
Shen Sa was worried that Lu Yan's voice would attract people in the dormitory, so he couldn't help but look back, Lu Yan also realized his gaffe, and stuck out his tongue in fear.
Shen Sa pulled Lu Yan forward, the footsteps of the two echoed in the quiet corridor aisle, and the figure was dragged by the dim corridor light. Lu Yan's heart was in a mess, like fireworks, an inexplicable excitement and anxiety, so that she couldn't calm down at all.
She suddenly missed Brother Wei Xu very much, it's been so long, why hasn't Brother Wei Xu heard from him at all?
Could it be that Brother Wei Xu already likes to be someone else?
In Lu Yan's imagination, Wei Xu, like those handsome male protagonists in the TV series, fell in love with a mysterious beautiful woman while on a mission, and the two went through hardships and finally tied the knot......
Lu Yan was sad about this terrible imagination, she shook her head suddenly, so that she no longer had such strange thoughts, but as long as she didn't want Wei Xu, the figure of that stupid big man would involuntarily appear in her mind.
Lu Yan felt that he was going crazy.
At this time, Shen Sa stopped, and the two came to the balcony near the staircase, lying on the guardrail of the balcony, they could see the twinkling stars on the dark sky in the distance, and the lights on the playground that were not extinguished all night.
Shen Sa and Lu Yan lay side by side on the guardrail as the two of them used to do, looking into the distance together.
But what's worse is that Lu Yan saw the iconic headlights of the playground, and the scenes that happened there kept reappearing in his mind like a movie.
Shen Sa saw the strange expression on Lu Yan's face, and asked worriedly, "Yanyan, what's wrong with you?"
Lu Yan covered his forehead with a painful face and said, "Sasa, I suspect that I have fallen into evil......
Shen Sa was startled, and quickly reached out to touch Lu Yan's forehead: "It's not hot...... Yan Yan, what the hell is going on with you? What is evil and not evil...... We're staunch atheists. ”
Lu Yan silently said in his heart, I think I have fallen for the evil of Li Su's guy, but he didn't dare to say this, and laughed dryly and said: "Okay, okay, Sasa, I'm joking, don't make a fuss, I'm fine, haha, really." ”
Shen Sa looked at Lu Yan, who had become very different from usual, and the worry in his heart became even worse.
She has no experience in love, but she can roughly guess that the reason why Lu Yan has become so strange must be inseparable from Li Su.
A thought crossed her mind
If she went to tell Li Su that Lu Yan already had someone she liked, and asked him not to find Lu Yan's "trouble" in the future, would Li Su stop from now on?
She really didn't want to watch her only good friend Lu Yan be so entangled and miserable, and she really didn't want the relationship between Lu Yan and Wei Xu, the ideal pair in her mind, to be destroyed.
However, if she really did this, she would inevitably be suspected of meddling in other people's feelings for no reason, and in retrospect, she seemed to feel that Cheng Lie was more supportive of Li Su's pursuit of Lu Yan.
What the hell should she do?
Shen Sa was in a dilemma.
And Lu Yan on the side didn't know anything about Shen Sa's thoughts, the little sister Shen Sa in her eyes was a fairy-like existence who didn't care about the world, she would never have thought that Shen Sa would care so much about her relationship with Wei Xu.
What she is most worried about now is how to face Li Su tomorrow and even in the future.
Chengbei Special Forces Training Base is neither big nor small, she always has to run into Li Su every day, when the time comes, what kind of attitude should she use to face this person who touched her chest and kissed her mouth?
Lu Yan subconsciously touched his lips with his fingers, and the fleeting soft touch seemed to be still on his lips, it turned out to be ...... The man's lips are so soft......
Li Su's handsome face inevitably appeared in front of her eyes again, and when she thought of him, she automatically added a close-up to his face in her mind, and now what appeared in front of her eyes was Li Su's smiling lips, she thought to herself, this person's lips are still quite good-looking......
"Rock Rock, Rock Rock ......"
Shen Sa's call pulled her thoughts back, and Shen Sa looked helplessly at Lu Yan with a hint of a smirk on his face, "Yanyan, you're distracted again." ”
Lu Yan let out an "ah" and said curtly, "Sasa, I'm sorry." I didn't mean to...... I ......"
She didn't know how to explain to Shen Sa, did Shen Sa know what it was like to be lip to lip to lip to lip with someone else? Shen Sa must not know...... If she knew, she would probably be like herself......
"Yan Yan, who were you thinking about just now?" Shen Sa's bright and dark eyes looked at her without blinking, as if he was looking at her, and looked at her for a while, but Shen Sa didn't intend to let her go, she asked seriously: "Is the person you are thinking about is Brother Wei Xu?"
Lu Yan didn't speak, although she really hoped that the person she was thinking about was Wei Xu, and she also wanted to deceive herself and Shen Sa, but she was really like she had fallen into an evil spirit, constantly thinking of Li Sulai, she had no way to deceive her heart, let alone escape Shen Sa's eyes.
She is sorry for Brother Wei Xu.
Here's how she ...... Is it considered to have betrayed Brother Wei Xu?
Lu Yan's young heart was at a loss.
Seeing that Lu Yan had been refusing to speak, and his two lips seemed to be stuck for a long time, Shen Sa's heart gradually sank......
It was as if she already knew the answer. It's just that Lu Yan still needs to confirm it personally.
"Yan Yan, then tell me that the person you just thought about is Chief Li Su Li, right?" Shen Sa asked in a serious tone.
Lu Yan, who fell into self-blame and guilt, her whole shoulders collapsed, her face was wrinkled, and dots of water appeared in her two eyes unconsciously.
"Sasa, I'm sorry, I'm ...... I was wrong. Lu Yan sniffed and said, "What should I do?" Sasa, I know I shouldn't, but I can't control myself at all!"
Seeing that Lu Yan was about to cry anxiously, Shen Sa also softened, she and Lu Yan have known each other for so many years, and she knows that the tomboy Lu Yan has always been not afraid of heaven and earth, and would rather shed blood than tears, this is the first time she has shown such a weak appearance in front of her.
Shen Sa was born with a strong desire to protect weak people and animals, so he no longer kept a straight face, gently put his hand on Lu Yan's shoulder, and soothed: "Yanyan, it's not your fault...... Chief Li pesters you every day, and Brother Wei Xu hasn't heard from you for so long, it's normal for you to have a good impression of Chief Li...... It's human nature. ”
When she said this, Shen Sa kept convincing herself that if it weren't for making Lu Yan feel better, she would definitely not have said this. In her heart, love is one thing that Qi Kuo and Zicheng said about life and death, how can they be shaken in the slightest because they haven't seen each other for a long time?
"Sasa, you don't need to comfort me like that. Lu Yan's eyes were red, looking at Shen Sa pitifully like a rabbit, how could she not understand the rigid character of her good sister, for the fact that she was easily shaken, Sa Sa must have been angry to death.
"It's all my fault, Sasa, I will never talk to that stupid big man Li Su in the future, and I will resolutely stop looking at him again. Lu Yan clenched his fists tightly and said with an oath.
Shen Sa shook his head and said, "Yanyan, it's useless. ”
If Lu Yan had Li Su in his heart, even if he didn't talk or meet, how could he suppress the feelings in his heart?
What's more, even if Lu Yan didn't go to Li Su, wouldn't Li Su continue to pester Lu Yan?
According to what Lu Yan said, Li Su has that kind of physical contact with her, plus he likes Lu Yan himself, Lu Yan's can escape, but it will arouse Li Su's competitiveness even more, right?
Shen Sa thought about it and felt that the fundamental solution to this problem was Wei Xu.
As long as there is news of Brother Wei Xu, Lu Yan's heart will definitely return to Brother Wei Xu.
If Brother Wei Xu could come back soon and take them out to eat and watch movies as before, Lu Yan would definitely not think about Li Su anymore.
She quickly made up her mind in her heart, she must find a way to know the news of Brother Wei Xu.
On Lu Yan's side, she comforted a few words, and then pulled Lu Yan back to the bedroom.
Soon, when it was time to turn off the lights, several girls in the dormitory said goodnight to each other and then lay down.
After a while, according to the breathing rhythm of the three people in the dormitory, Shen Sa judged that everyone was asleep, so he changed into camouflage uniforms and walked into the bathroom.
In the night, the stars twinkled, and a nimble figure slid down the fifth-floor window of the women's dormitory along the water pipe that covered the wall.
The figure landed steadily on the concrete floor, not even making a sound.
Then, she looked left and right, sideways away from the surveillance cameras, and ran lightly along the wall.
Her destination is the office of the growth officer, because she knows that the growth officer has the archives of all the special forces in Chengbei, as long as she finds the file of Brother Wei Xu, she will definitely be able to know where Brother Wei Xu went to carry out the mission and when he will be able to return to Chengbei.
Even if it is not in the file, there must be a relevant record in the growth officer's computer.
And to crack the computer password of the growth officer, Shen Sa believes that as long as she is given a little time, she will definitely be able to do it.
In the darkness of the night, the slender figure moved rapidly, nimbly avoiding the cameras.
And in those star-like eyes, there is an incomparable self-confidence.