Chapter 7: Disillusioned glass
"Flawless, wake up, wake up!"
"Don't touch meβ" A sharp sound of resistance echoed through the room, and Flawless struggled to smash whatever he could at the man beside him, and when he realized that his body was being held down and unable to move, he unwisely opened his mouth and bit the man's arm.
"Hmm!" Xu Zhengtang snorted in pain, but he didn't break away, just whispered the name of Flawless, brushed the messy hair on his cheek with his fingertips, and pressed his body tightly between the beds.
"Flawless, be quiet, it's all right, Flawlessβshhh, be quiet. Xu Zhengtang didn't know why Flawless suddenly behaved abnormally, judging from Flawless's state, it seemed that he had some terrible dream, but he was trapped in a dream and couldn't break free.
"Brother Zhengtang......" The lost mind woke up in the call of Zhengtang, opened his eyes flawlessly and sweated profusely, called Xu Zhengtang's name with tears, and curled up into his arms.
Trembling! Uncontrollable trembling! The scene in the dream is completely no longer remembered, but there is a chill that echoes in the bottom of my heart and cannot be dissipated.
Not knowing what you're afraid of makes you shudder even more.
"Flawless, don't be afraid, I'm here, don't be afraid!" What kind of dream could make him so scared? Such a fragile Flawless has never appeared, at least in front of people.
Xu Zhengtang's heart was full of uneasiness and doubts, he didn't know what he could do to make Wufang completely at ease, he could only softly soothe the trembling person in his arms until he stopped trembling and closed his eyes in exhaustion.
"I don't want to sleep ......" Perhaps afraid of falling into the same dream again, Flawless opened his eyes again after a moment, and sat up with his body propped up.
"Okay, don't sleep, just sit like this, I'll accompany you. Xu Zhengtang understood his worries, so he helped him lift the pillow and leaned against the head of the bed.
"The old curator said, let you have a good rest, he will arrange another manpower over the exhibition hall. β
"No! This exhibition is very important to me, Brother Zhengtang, for more than three years, I never thought that there would be such a complete and large-scale exhibition of cultural relics of the four countries, you know that I have been looking for an ancient scroll, and now that ancient scroll is in the exhibition hall, I can get so close to it, how can I just give up-"
"But your asthma hasn't had a major attack for more than two years, Xi Hao said, this disease can be big or small, if it's careless-"
"I'll be careful! He knew Flawless temper, and knew that once he decided something, it would be useless for him to persuade him, so he had to sigh and nodded, and said, "At least here today, when Dr. Shao is sure that you are okay, you will leave." β
"Good. β
"By the way, the boy who lived in your house suddenly fainted in the courtyard today and was taken to the hospital by me. β
"You say...... Who ......"
"It's the one Xi Hao took in, the tall, dark-skinned, and handsome one, you ...... Don't know?" Xu Zhengtang was a little puzzled by Flawless Attitude, Xi Hao made it clear when he called, that person was taken in by him, but Flawless's tone now, it seems that he didn't know that there was such a person.
"It's not. Flawless lowered his head a little uneasily and avoided Xu Zhengtang's probing gaze, he wanted to know Bai Yan's situation, but he didn't know how to ask, he paused for a long time before biting his lip and said lightly: "We only met yesterday, what's wrong with him?"
"The doctor said that one qiΔ is normal, but how can one qiΔ be normal and faint for two hours inexplicably, and then ......"
"What do you say again?" Flawless questioning made Xu Zhengtang fall into deep thought, he naturally couldn't tell what he saw when Bai Yan fell, because that kind of dazzling light would not appear on people's bodies for no reason, and the best way to do something that could not be deduced by common sense was to keep silent. So he snorted, covered the quilt flawlessly, and said: "Xi Hao's class today is full, and I can't find anyone to replace it temporarily, so today and one day, I will be here to take care of you two patients, you are obedient, sleep, and I will get you food later." β
"Good. Flawless knew that he had better not compete with him now, so he nodded, lay down, but did not close his eyes, and spontaneously froze for a while, before he said: "Brother Zhengtang, do you believe in the cycle of life and death?"
Xu Zhengtang was stunned when he heard this, and saw that he was lonely between his eyebrows, and his expression was depressed, so he sat at the head of the bed, leaned over and leaned his head against him, and said softly with a smile: "The third life is a reincarnation, the first way of heaven and earth is chaotic, or for the form of a god, or for the flowers, birds, insects and fish, because of the inextricable entanglement, turned into a human form, born through a thousand tribulations in the world, unwilling to end, and turned to the third life, the previous life could not break free from a qiΔ, staged again, or escaped to ascend to heaven, or fell into the abyss, what I asked for was just a result." β
"So what do you say...... My first life...... In the second life, what will it be......"
And what will be the final result of what I am asking for......
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Was he sick? What was it? that made his face so pale. He's not happy, why is he unhappy? His appearance makes people look ......
Good heartache!
Flawless......
You are flawless! A young man I have only met twice, what is it that can make a person I don't know engrave his surname in the bottom of my heart, and what is it that makes me meet you in the dark!
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It was a pair of eternal eyes full of affection, from the shackles and followers of the grace of dripping water on the top of Yaochi Mountain, to the life and death of the reincarnation of the troubled times that overturned the world, no matter how many hardships he went through, the little fairy who turned into grass at the beginning never gave up the promise he made. One life is two, three reincarnations, no matter how many light years have passed, he is trying his best to pursue his love, even if life and death are separated, he can't give up.
His eyes wandered, and Flawless seemed to sense something, and suddenly turned his head and looked out of the window, where people came and went, but there was no figure he expected.
"What's wrong with you?" Sensing his distraction, Xu Zhengtang followed his gaze and looked out the window, shook his head flawlessly and silently, withdrew his gaze, and lowered his eyes.
Silly, he's sick too, how can he stand there and look at himself.
On the other side of the wall, there was a man standing against the wall, silent in the surprised eyes of others.
Once upon a time, the passage of time took away the intimate dependence between you and me, in this rolling red dust, we became strangers who never knew each other; there was no unforgettable love, there was no unswerving oath to death, once in the bloody fight among thousands of troops, just to return to each other's side of the persistence was also buried unfathomable by the long river of memory, so you and I, in the vast sea of people, how can we still find the original heat.
The inexplicable pain in his heart made Bai Yan feel suffocated, and he looked at the crowd coming and going in a daze, but he didn't know where to go. He suddenly didn't know why he had insisted on finding Flawless in the first place, because Flawless was here now, and he didn't know what he could say to him.
Strangeness, alienation, indifference and indifference passed by, these sparse and ordinary things among strangers, he can't bear it!
The staggering footsteps went from the edge of the window to the edge, the blood oozing from the pinhole dripped down the fingertips, leaving a line of shocking marks, the whispers of others echoed in Bai Yan's ears, but he didn't care, he just walked down numbly, he didn't remember what floor his room was on, he just wanted to find a place to stop, until the nurse's panicked cry came, he looked up and saw the man standing behind the crowd.
It was a man he had never met, but he could clearly feel that he was watching him. The long figure, the eyes deliberately hidden under the translucent glasses, and the aura that exuded no kindness all over his body were clearly telling him that that person was a huge threat.
"We ...... Finally meet again. β
A strong air current burst out from the other end of the aisle, and before Bai Yan could react, his entire body had already flown out of the window along with the shattered glass, falling downward.
The howling wind tugged at his body as if it were about to tear him to pieces, and he knew what was happening, but there was nothing he could do. The force of the fall was so strong and fast that he wanted to grab something, but he reached out and couldn't reach anything.
Yun An stood at the window, looking at Bai Yan's rapidly disappearing figure, the corners of his lips raised, revealing a mocking smile.
The disillusionment of the glass will be the opening of a new chapter, Meng Baiyan, that bead has sealed all your strength and memory, and now, it will disappear with you, from now on, there will be no more you in a flawless life!