140 Help me, I beseech thee
After returning from Kyoto, Qi Jun applied for Weibo and quietly followed the official Weibo of Lin Xi and Xu Han's combination: XL.
Qi Jun's life has become regular and fixed.
I get up at six o'clock every day, except for professional classes, I spend the rest of my time going back and forth between the laboratory and the library, and when I am tired, I lie in the laboratory for a while, wake up and continue to write code, compile programs, and realize the function of artificial intelligence.
Lu Xiujie persuaded her to take good care of her body several times, but she replied with a smile: "Senior, it's okay, I can bear it." ”
After persuasion failed, Lu Xiujie had no choice but to accompany her to write code and compile programs all night with Qi Jun. Seeing the captain and vice-captain working so hard, the others were embarrassed to slack off and exerted their explosive power.
Two months have passed in the blink of an eye, and the first phase of AI research and development has been completed, one month ahead of the original plan.
Professor Yang praised the whole team from the bottom of his heart, focusing on Qi Jun, saying that she has excellent professional ability, rigorous and serious work, and has played a key role in the research and development achievements of the whole team.
On the day of Qi Jun's rest, the entire Puyang Normal School was discussing the style of Jiang Yan of the Law Department who led the team to participate in the national judicial debate this time, not only won the national individual championship, but also won the national team championship with the Puyang team.
It is said that when they came back from Kyoto, Fang Dingguo, secretary of the Puyang Municipal Party Committee, personally went to the airport to pick them up. On behalf of the city, he presented the "Model Teacher" award to Puyang Normal School, and the plaque was brought back to the school by Jiang Yan.
Lin Xi and Xu Han have squeezed from MX's rising stars into the ranks of third-tier singers, among which in addition to their own excellent conditions and excellent abilities, there is naturally no lack of MX's covert operations and fueling the trouble.
In just two months, XL has won a total of 15 awards, large and small, and the number of Weibo fans has exceeded 5 million.
Qi Jun was still sad when she saw the photos and videos about Xu Han from the phone screen again, but she didn't cry anymore, she even felt that just looking at him from a distance was enough.
She sat on the lawn next to Struggle Square, raised her hand over her head, looked at the dazzling sun through the gap between her fingers, squinted her eyes, and whispered: "Your dazzling sun is as dazzling as the clouds, dazzling." I am as humble as grass on the mud, insignificant. When I bloom from the soil, I hope I can share a lifetime with you. ”
Wu Sha came over from the teaching building and walked to Qi Jun and sat down beside her, Qi Jun put down his hand and looked at Wu Sha with a smile, and asked, "How do you know I'm here?"
"I just went to Venna's office and came to sit with you when I saw you here alone. Wu Sha smiled sweetly at Qi Jun, "Eh, do you know? Guo Zhen and Lu Xiujie confessed just now, but they were rejected. ”
"Oh. Qi Jun's eyes fell to the lake in front of him, and he replied lightly as he looked at the goldfish grabbing food.
"You have to pay more attention, it is estimated that Guo Zhen will hold a grudge against you. Wu Sha looked at Qi Jun with a worried face, and when she saw Qi Jun looking at her blankly, she continued: "The reason why Lu Xiujie rejected her was that Lu Xiujie said that the person he liked was you. ”
Qi Jun chuckled, stood up and walked away. Wu Sha also stood up and left behind Qi Jun.
"Guo Zhen has hated me for a day or two, I have long been used to it. Qi Jun suddenly thought of the last time Wu Sha's grades were changed, he used to think that there was no need to meddle in things, but now he suddenly wanted to find out who changed it.
Listening to Qi Junyun's light tone, Wu Sha no longer dwelled on this question, and asked others: "Junjun, have you really broken up with Xu Han?"
"Hmm. ”
"Why?" Wu Sha asked.
"There is no reason, it is time to break up. ”
If Wu Sha asked her this two months ago, she would definitely complain to her that she didn't know that it was a trivial problem in her opinion, why did Xu Han break up with her?
But now, she knows very well why Xu Han broke up with her, she also knows very well what she wants, and she also knows very well that she doesn't know how to love someone.
At nine o'clock that night, Yang Jiebai called her, and when she received Yang Jiebai's call, she wanted to hang up directly, but she felt that it seemed that she was empty-hearted, so when Yang Jiebai said that she wanted to talk to her, she still chose to go downstairs.
Today's Yang Jiebai is a little embarrassed, the big/wavy curls are loosely tied behind his head, his smiling and charming face is tired at the moment, his eyes are also dull, and there are bruises at the corners of his mouth and eyes.
"The dorm is lights out and the door is closed in two hours, so let's make a long story short. Qi Jun walked to the bench not far away and sat down, and Yang Jiebai paced over.
When Yang Jiebai knelt in front of Qi Jun, Qi Jun raised his eyebrows impatiently, and his tone became heavier: "Get up!"
She saw that Yang Jiebai kept shaking her head, two lines of tears flowed out, and she wanted to stop talking, waved the hand on her knee and stood up suddenly, and said sharply: "If you are like this, we can't talk!"
Yang Jiebai saw Qi Jun opening by himself, and hurriedly stood up and shouted at Qi Jun's back: "Qi Jun." Seeing Qi Jun stop not far away, she walked behind Qi Jun and said in a voice that was almost pleading, "I hope you can save me." ”
Hearing this, Qi Jun turned around and looked at Yang Jiebai funny, and then said with a straight face: "I, Qi Jun, am not so capable, I can't save you." ”
Yang Jiebai took two steps forward and grabbed Qi Jun's hand hanging by his side, and said eagerly, "You can." You tell Xu Han to let him let me go. She said as if she saw hope, and shook Qi Jun's hands vigorously, "He likes you so much, you must be useful if you ask him, ah?"
Qi Jun twisted his eyebrows and looked at Yang Jiebai, not understanding why she was so sure that it would be useful for her to beg Han to let her go?
"What happened to Xu Han?"
When Yang Jiebai heard Qi Jun's words, he let go of Qi Jun's hand and lowered his head, not planning to speak.
"You don't say anything, how can I help you beg him?" Seeing Yang Jiebai's embarrassed look, Qi Jun smiled angrily, mocked, turned around and left, and said as he walked: "It seems that you don't want me to intercede for you." ”
Yang Jiebai rushed up in two steps and grabbed Qi Jun's wrist, "Only you can help me." For the sake of me blocking you for most of the trouble, you have to help me intercede with him!"
Qi Jun shook off Yang Jiebai's hand suddenly, and scolded with gloomy eyebrows and eyes: "Don't mention the word 'must' to me, I never owe you! I have known you since I was twelve years old, how many times have you calculated me, do you remember clearly?!"
She looked at Yang Jiebai's face, and suddenly felt that some words were held in her heart and not vomited, "You broke my pen, tore my homework book, robbed my clothes, hid my letters, drugged me, and accidentally burned me with cigarette butts...... Do you need me to count them with you?!ah?!"
When she talked about these grievances, her eyes instantly turned red, her eyes widened and she looked up to force back her tears, and she choked up and said fiercely: "Yang Jiebai, I don't owe you! You ask yourself, have I ever been sorry for you? My mother treats you as a daughter, and I treat you as a sister, what about you?!"
As she spoke, she took a breath, spit it out, and said softly: "You have come to this day, you deserve it." ”
"Do you deserve it?" Yang Jiebai asked with a smile, tears streaming down her face, looking at Qi Jun's impatient ridicule, she took off her windbreaker and threw it on the ground, lifted her sweater sleeves and handed her arms to Qi Jun.
Qi Jun's pupils dilated violently, and he looked at the crooked and hideous scars on Yang Jiebai's arms and the ugly scars left by cigarette butt burns.
Some are old wounds that have scabbed, and some are new wounds, which are disgusting and scary to look at when they are filled with thick water.
Seeing the disbelief and slightly trembling lips on Qi Jun's face, Yang Jiebai pulled the neckline of the crewneck sweater down to her heart, and Qi Jun saw the black scar left by the dense cigarette butt burn on her chest, hideous and ugly.
The dense scars made Qi Jun's scalp tingle for a moment, and he had goosebumps all over his body.
"Is my harm to you, enough to pay it back?" Yang Jiebai looked at Qi Jun resentfully and asked.
"What do these injuries of yours have to do with Xu Han?" Qi Jun tried to stabilize his emotions before his words were bland.
"I owe all these wounds to him. Yang Jiebai looked sad and laughed at himself: "He has gone crazy, and he will do everything to achieve his goal." ”
Speaking of this, she lowered her voice and said unwillingly: "If it weren't for him, his enemies wouldn't have found me, wouldn't have forced me to serve them like a 'prostitute/girl', Chen Biao wouldn't sexually abuse/treat me, and I wouldn't have lived like this!"
"Qi Jun, I just like him, why did he treat me like this?!" Yang Jiebai suddenly yelled at Qi Jun with a hoarse voice, she lifted the hem of her sweater, Qi Jun saw a ten-centimeter scar on her lower abdomen, I don't know why.
"Did you see it?!" Yang Jiebai pointed to the wound, gritted his teeth and said: "Xu Han and Lin Xi took Chen Biao's nest, Chen Biao was angry with me, knocked me unconscious, and made people cut off my son/palace!"
"You say, what?" Qi Jun trembled, his face turned white instantly, and he asked in a trembling voice.
Yang Jiebai suddenly grabbed Qi Jun's shoulders and shook her crying, "It's all because of you and Han Yao! I have hurt you, I have hurt Han Yao, Xu Han and he have returned it to me tenfold!"
Saying that, her voice suddenly weakened, those injuries and scenes made her panic all the time, and she didn't want to experience it anymore, she knelt in front of Qi Jun and grabbed Qi Jun's hand and prayed: "Qi Jun, I beg you, you let Xu Han let me go, I'm really fed up." I beg you, I don't want to live like this. ”
Although Qi Jun hated Yang Jiebai, and was even annoyed by her various actions towards her, she still felt sorry for Yang Jiebai in her heart when she saw that the people she was tortured were not ghosts, she was covered in injuries, and she was fragile and pitiful and pleaded for herself.
In particular, she was forcibly cut off her child/palace and lost the opportunity to be a mother in this life, which made her grief spread to her internal organs and made it difficult to breathe.
"Xu Han and I broke up. We haven't been in touch for more than three months. Qi Jun looked down at Yang Jiebai and spoke softly, seeing that Yang Jiebai's face was like ashes, she let go of her hand and slumped on the ground, looking at herself with despair in her eyes.
"How ruthless Xu Han's heart is, I think you know better than me. Qi Jun sighed and looked away helplessly, "Yang Jiebai, I really can't help you." ”