After his mother left, Tong Meng was alone and turned over his father's books one by one. The memories of her father are all from photos and videos, and she has never seen him since she can remember, and no one knows where he has gone, leaving their mother and daughter to disappear mysteriously.

Mom often said that he was very kind, but he was not realistic, he didn't know how to make money, and when he was young, all the expenses of the family depended on his mother, and his mother was always under a lot of pressure. When I was young, I heard my mother's abuse most often, calling him "a scumbag with no sense of responsibility", and gradually the title of "scumbag" became a "bastard", and then the words "irresponsible" were also removed and renamed "that old man". Until a few years ago, I won the Priktz Prize, and after the award ceremony, I talked to my mother from the United States on a video, in which my mother hugged herself excitedly and cried hysterically. "If your dad knew, he would be so happy, and he would definitely brag about it again and say, 'Look how good our Lan family's genes are'."

You see, for more than 20 years, in fact, her heart has always been full of him. This duplicitous, cuter big woman than anyone else, has always been a paper tiger, and she looks stronger than anyone else, but Tong Meng knows that she is still a little girl at heart, even if she is over sixty years old, Tong Meng often feels that the roles of mother and daughter have been reversed over the years, in fact, Tong Yumo is a daughter, and she is her mother.

Tong Meng found that his father wrote a sentence on each title page of his work, and the content was written to his mother at a glance, and it was the English abbreviation of his mother's name. To make sense of it, she sorted the books by publication date and re-read them together.

The first book was published in 2010 and has three rows on the title page.

With this book,

Dedicated to TYM.

You've always believed in me.

This sentence is easy to understand, Tong Meng heard her grandmother say when she was a child, her mother met her father at her best age, and her father was a nerd in his bones and couldn't make money, so he was always very down. After being with his mother, he spent all his mother's money, and others accused him of being unmotivated, including his grandmother and his mother's best friends, who persuaded her to leave her father, as long as her mother believed in her father's talent, she believed that he would definitely be able to get ahead.

The second book was published two years later, in 2012, during which my father did photography for a while to make a living, and he did a good job, but it is said that one night, he suffered a burglary, and all his photographic equipment, including the family's laptop, was stolen. After that, he opened a clothing store and got a job, all of which ended in failure, and his father felt that these hardships were all God's guidance, in order to tell him that writing was his only way out.

The title page of the book reads:

TYM for me

You never left me.

Tong Meng felt that their love was not easy at all. The more you give, the more you can't extricate yourself.

The title page of the third book, published in 2013, reads:

To YM,

No matter how many times you have to endure wind and rain,

We want to always face the sun.

I heard my mother say that my father really started to work hard during this time. Although she still hits a wall everywhere, her mother has been filming desperately, and at most she strings three dramas a day in Hengdian, all to support her father's dream, because that is also her dream.

There were no new works in 2014, and Tong Meng remembered that her mother said that her father went to work as a screenwriter that year, and it was very painful to change careers to write novels and write scripts. Therefore, this year, Dad is still working hard, and he still has no results.

The fourth book was published in 2017, Tong Meng held this book in his arms for a long time, and since 2010, they have known and fallen in love, and it has been seven years, and they encourage each other to accompany each other through thick and thin. This year, my mother played a good role and began to play the female number one in the TV series, and my father's new work also gained attention. Let Tong Meng have a very old lyrics: "If you don't experience wind and rain, how can you see a rainbow", and most importantly, there are a few words on the title page, which makes Tong Meng moved to tears.