Chapter Twenty-Seven: A Heavy Funeral
In the gloomy room, the atmosphere became heavy, no one spoke, Su Qin suddenly felt a little untenable, and was about to turn around and leave, but saw Zheng Yu suddenly lift the entire white cloth.
Su Qin stepped forward and grabbed Zheng Yu's hand and said angrily, "What are you doing?"
Zheng Yu looked at Su Qin and said word by word: "I don't believe this is him." ”
Shaking off Su Qin's hand, Zheng Yu stepped forward to check Chen Siyan's body. He is too familiar with Chen Siyan's body, he must find evidence to prove that this is not Chen Siyan, and he wants to debunk their lies.
Su Qin wanted to rush up, but was grabbed by Hu Ke, "Forget it, let him go." ”
"He is not qualified to touch him!" Su Qin yelled.
Hu Ke shook his head and said: "The authorities are confused, let him see it clearly, it should be regarded as the final relief for Chen Siyan." ”
Zheng Yu carefully examined that there were two or three kiss marks on Chen Siyan's neck, which he deliberately left, in order for Su Qin to see, and also to declare his sovereignty. There were bruises of various sizes on his arms, which he had left to keep him from resisting. There are many, many more, what is the red mole on Chen Siyan's thigh, the scar on his wrist that he once committed suicide and the scar from yesterday's suicide, the mark of injury on his leg, etc., all of them are correct. Zheng Yu shook his head in disbelief, he wanted to try to find evidence that this was not Chen Siyan, but ...... Why? Why is everything on this corpse exactly the same as him? Zheng Yu sat on the ground weakly, this was his Chen Siyan, and his Chen Siyan was dead.
Su Qin quickly walked up to Zheng Yu, grabbed him, and shouted, "Do you see clearly?
"Why, why?" Zheng Yu muttered, looking at Su Qin in disbelief, and said, "You went up after only a few minutes of leaving, why didn't you save him?"
Su Qin was furious and grabbed his front placket tightly and said, "Because he doesn't have a sense of survival." ”
"When I found out that he had committed suicide, I immediately took him to the hospital, and the doctor managed to revive him, but you know what? He didn't want to live, he didn't want to live! So he gave up, and it was all because of you. You ruined him and harmed him. ”
Zheng Yu sat on the ground leaning on the edge of the bed, looking sideways at Chen Siyan's face, yes, he ruined him. Didn't he fall in love with him because he was indomitable, because of his sunny smile? But what happened, why did he make him like this?
Su Qin stood up, closed his eyes, and said, "You go, don't appear in front of us again." As for his remains, I will arrange. ”
"No way. Zheng Yu suddenly said loudly, he hugged Chen Siyan's body tightly, glared at Su Qin and said, "He is mine, life is mine, death is mine." ”
Su Qin took a deep breath and said, "Zheng Yu, don't let him die without peace." ”
Zheng Yu's body was stunned, but the hand holding the body still did not relax in the slightest, he looked down at Chen Siyan's face, and finally regretted it.
Su Qin didn't speak again, turned around and left the morgue, Hu Ke and Fang Yan followed behind him, only Zheng Yu was still kneeling on the ground, looking at Chen Siyan's body.
When Lin Xu and Lin Yang saw Su Qin and the others coming out, they hurriedly ran over and asked, "How is it?
Su Qin didn't speak, he walked around them to the stairwell, Fang Yan didn't follow, he knew that Su Qin needed a person's space now.
"It's done, and it will be cremated at noon the day after tomorrow. ”
Lin Xu nodded, then looked behind them and whispered, "Is that person here?"
Hu Ke nodded, then took out a cigarette and lit it, Lin Xu and Lin Yang stood next to them and looked at the staircase, they knew that Su Qin was uncomfortable, but they couldn't comfort him.
Half an hour later, Fang Yan walked to the stairwell, and as soon as he opened the door, he smelled a strong smell of smoke, Su Qin was squatting on the ground and smoking, while four or five heads had already been thrown at his feet. Fang Yan stepped forward and squatted in front of him, reached out and removed half of the cigarette from his hand, then hugged him and patted him lightly on the back. Fang Yan never spoke, because he didn't know what to say, which would make him a little less sad. He knew that for Su Qin, Chen Siyan was a special existence, a former lover, a current friend, or the most guilty person in his life, but no matter what, it was indispensable in Su Qin's cognition.
Su Qin didn't refuse Fang Yan's accompaniment, he really needed a shoulder to lean on now, because what lingered in his mind now was Chen Siyan's appearance covered in blood. He still clearly remembered that he took away the clothes that wrapped Chen Siyan's wrists, watched his blood flow all over the ground, watched his face turn pale, and watched his life pass in front of his eyes.
He said, Su Qin, help me.
He said, "Let me be free."
He said, "It's so tiring to live."
Su Qin pushed Fang Yan away, got up and punched the wall, bowed his head and couldn't cry, this is the person he once loved with his heart.
Fang Yan frowned, but he didn't stop him, Su Qin's reaction made him very worried.
After another half an hour, Hu Ke suddenly pushed open the door, first glanced at Fang Yan, then looked at Su Qin and said, "Zheng Yu wants to take Chen Siyan's body away." ”
Su Qin straightened up violently, turned around and walked out, Zheng Yu was standing in the corridor waiting for him. Zheng Yu saw him coming over and said bluntly: "I'm going to take him away." ”
"No way. Su Qin vetoed it, and then said, "First, you are not qualified. You are neither his friend nor his relative. Second, I have informed his only relative, and they have authorized it to me, so now, the body is at my disposal. ”
Zheng Yu shook his head and said resolutely: "I don't care, I must take him away." ”
Su Qin looked at him with a gloomy face, his hand on his side was clenched tightly, and Hu Ke on the side saw this, hurriedly stepped forward to grab him, and then said to Zheng Yu: "Zheng, Zheng Yu is it?" Seeing Zheng Yu nodding, Hu Ke continued: "I think you should also know that Chen Siyan's hometown is here, and he returned to China to bring back the ashes of his parents, so I guess he himself should not want to die and stay abroad." The deceased is the greatest, as a friend, I hope you can consider him and let him go on the road with peace of mind. ”
Zheng Yu was silent for a long time, he turned around and left, without saying anything.
Su Qin watched him leave with a dark face, the fist on his side never let go, Hu Ke patted Su Qin's shoulder and said, "Let's go, there are still many things to be busy." ”
Su Qin didn't speak, turned his head to glance at Fang Yan, then turned around and left, Hu Ke and Lin Xu Lin Yang also followed him.
Fang Yan looked at Su Qin's back, raised his legs and followed, he didn't know why, he always felt that Su Qin's reaction was a little wrong.
Two days later, Chen Siyan's body was cremated, and the ashes were sent directly to the cemetery, where Su Qin held a funeral for him.
Chen Siyan still has relatives, that is, Chen Siyi's family, but since his family moved abroad, the two families have basically lost contact, and no one even attended his funeral. But Chen Siyi has been friends with Chen Siyan since he was a child, so he came with Fang Yi that day, and when he arrived at the cemetery, he gave Su Qin a punch without saying a word.
"It's all you. It's not good for my brother to touch you, first he was hurt by you and broke his leg, and now he is killed by you, you evil spirit, bastard!"
Su Qin didn't fight back, Chen Siyi was right, Chen Siyan didn't have a good thing because he met him, and now that he is dead, he has a lot to do with him.
Su Qin didn't make a move, it didn't mean that Lin Xu didn't speak, he stepped forward and shouted loudly to Chen Siyi: "Hey, don't bite people everywhere, what's the matter with my old Hu? Your brother committed suicide, and he didn't kill Lao Hu, please figure it out before you do it." ”
Chen Siyi didn't speak forgivingly, he glared at Lin Xu and said loudly: "Why is it none of his business, if it weren't for him, would my brother have become like this? ”
Lin Xu shook off Lin Yang's hand, stepped forward and said, "Don't keep rehashing old accounts, those are all in the past, besides, your brother also liked Su Qin at the beginning." You love me, how can you only blame my old Hu. Now your brother is dead, that's because ......"
"Lin Xu. ”
Lin Xu was stunned, and when he saw Su Qin looking at him with a serious face, he immediately swallowed back the words that were about to be spoken, and then retreated to Lin Yang's side.
Lin Yang took his hand and whispered, "Don't speak." ”
Lin Xu nodded, and stood beside him obediently and stopped talking. Hu Ke looked at Su Qin, frowned, stepped forward and said to Chen Siyi: "It's been now, nothing can be said now to save him, your brother's life is too bitter, if you want him to go with peace of mind, don't make any more trouble." ”
Chen Siyi quieted down, glanced at Su Qin, and then stood to the side. Fang Yi gently patted him on the back as a sign of comfort.
The funeral began to be held, and Chen Siyan didn't like to be cumbersome, so Su Qin kept everything simple and didn't have too many ceremonies. Lin Xu and the others put the white flowers in front of the tombstone, although they didn't get along with Chen Siyan for a long time, they all treated him sincerely.
Su Qin was the last to step forward to put flowers, he squatted on the ground and looked at the photos on the tombstone, Chen Siyan was wearing a school uniform and smiling brightly. This is what he found from his previous photo albums, as they don't have any other photos of him. This photo was taken seven years ago when he was with Chen Siyan, and it was originally intended as a souvenir, but he didn't expect it to be used.
Until the end of the funeral, Su Qin didn't speak, he looked at Zheng Yu who was standing in the distance, squinted, and then turned around and followed Hu Ke and them away.
After Su Qin and his party left, Zheng Yu slowly walked towards Chen Siyan's tombstone, and when he saw the tombstone next to him, Zheng Yu's eyes changed. Next to Chen Siyan's tombstone are his parents, who were specially arranged by Su Qin together, and now, their family is also reunited.
Zheng Yu stood in front of the tombstone and didn't speak for a long time, he still can't figure out why he committed suicide? He obviously loves him so much, but why doesn't he even give himself a chance?
Zheng Yu suddenly raised his head and smiled, maybe he had always hated himself, so even if he died, he didn't leave a word for him.
Su Qin looked at Zheng Yu in front of the tombstone through the car window, and for a long time, he retracted his body and leaned on the back of the chair weakly, and said, "Let's go." ”
"Where are you going?" asked Huko.
Su Qin was silent for a while, and then said, "Go back to the apartment, there are still his things there." ”
Hu Ke started the car and left, Lin Yang's car followed closely, and Chen Siyi and Fang Yi took a taxi and left before them.