Chapter 12: The Child
Leng Shihua is definitely a domineering man, he will never compromise on anything he thinks is right, one is one, and there will be no room for negotiation!
Especially in the handling of her affairs, Jun Ruochu really has nothing to do with him, like a donkey, he can't make sense.
For example, about sleeping naked, she is really unacceptable in front of a person of the opposite sex, even if her husband is a lover, but she can't beat him! Sometimes Jun Ruochu really hates his teeth and wants to beat him up, but the disparity in strength between the two sides, plus Leng Shihua has been trained, a master, and can subdue her with one hand, what else can she say?
The hard ones can't work, the soft ones can't do it, and it's not herself who tosses in the end.
Until now, Jun Ruo's heart was still very tangled, so the first thing she did when she woke up was to get dressed immediately!
"Wife, where are you going......" Leng Shihua pretended not to know anyone but blocked in front of her, and the back was against the wardrobe, if Jun Ruochu wanted to take the clothes, he had to move him first!
"What do you say you want to do!" Jun Ruochu gritted his teeth and glared at him: "Get up, don't get in the way of me getting dressed!"
She was wrapped in a thin quilt, and she was very tired from carrying her small arms and legs in such a big bed, but he was not considerate at all and blocked it, Jun Ruochu could not be annoyed!
The effect of this palace secret plaster is still good, the shallow marks on her body are gone in one night, and she has regained her crystal clear whiteness again, when Jun Ruochu just woke up, he could only see Bai Huahua's arm because of the fast movement, even so it stimulated him, and he saw that his blood was boiling, and he didn't want to make love.
"Wife, don't get up so early, sleep for a while!" The tone of discussion was a domineering action in his hand, and he was directly carried back to the bed with the quilt, and the action was done in one go, his face was not red and he was not panting, and before Jun Ruochu could react, the person was pressed on it by him.
"I'm not sleepy!"
"But I'm sleepy, I haven't slept all night, you can sleep with me!"
"Who told you not to sleep, you sleep yourself...... Woo...... "Jun Ruochu's words were intercepted halfway, and her lips were blocked by Leng Shihua, she wanted to struggle to come out, but people were simply a copper wall, holding her to prevent her from moving.
For a while, Jun Ruochu's face was flushed, so domineering entanglement, she felt a kind of endless kiss until she was old, some things seemed to have really changed, the previous Leng Lonely Hua has always been gentle, and she has never been so strong regardless of her wishes.
This made Jun Ruochu chuckle in her heart, and at the same time reminded her of the bad thing, it seems that someone once treated her like this in her dream, just like now, imprisoning her to death, but she resisted, but was restrained by that person and couldn't move, is it a dream or a reality?
That person was definitely not Leng Lonely! Because she had no impression of what happened that night, she didn't know if it was the subconscious of that night!
Immediately, the suffocating feeling made her start to become uneasy and panicked, so she slapped Leng Shihua's chest, trying to push him away, but Leng Shihua finally stopped invading, only when she had a normal reaction when she was breathless.
As if the fish that had been discarded on the shore returned to the water, Jun Ruochu turned her head sideways and breathed in the fresh air, originally she wanted to push Leng Shihua away, but the strong body and her limbs were weak from being kissed, Leng Shihua's whole person was like a rock and did not move at all.
Then Leng Shihua buried his head sideways in her neck socket, he was also short of breath, but his desire was just a matter of desire, and Jun Ruochu's rapid breathing was not the same thing at all!
If he looked up at her at this time, he would find that Jun Ruochu's face gradually became pale at this time, and a little fine sweat was permeated on his smooth forehead, which was not caused by enthusiasm, but a cold sweat of fright, and even her eyes were a little red, and if she looked closely, there were tears in the corners of her eyes, and a tear fell into the pillow towel and disappeared, hidden deep inside.
Immediately afterwards, Jun Ruochu sadly found that she may have a psychological shadow, usually Qingqing and I may be barely acceptable, but if it is really like now, she thinks that she is a little abnormal.
I actually have a heart of resistance to Leng Lonehua! physical resistance and inner struggle and resistance.
They are husband and wife, and it is impossible to be a fake husband and wife in name only!
This phenomenon has never appeared before, why did it appear after that incident? Maybe it was because her mentality had changed and she was prejudiced against men, so she felt that Leng Shihua was forced on her?
She always felt that Leng Lonehua was a little different to her! It seemed to be a little more aggressive and arrogant! Was it her heart?
"Ruoruo, let's have a baby, okay?" For Jun Ruochu's absent-mindedness, Leng Shihua was a little discouraged, afraid that she would be thinking nonsense again.
In fact, he likes children very much, but Ruoruo seems to be a little resistant to children, although she didn't say it, only that she is young and still like a child, how to take care of children?
But when she spoke, her eyes were a little evasive, he didn't know what she thought, maybe because she was abandoned since she was a child, she had a grudge against her parents, which affected her view of her children.
An ominous premonition flashed, but it was only a momentary thing, because she was so provoked by Leng Shihua's movements that she couldn't control herself, and she hummed softly, and she had no time to care about the fleeting thoughts.
"Don't, Lonely ......"
Jun Ruochu woke up again at night, her whole body seemed to be crushed and sore, she stared at the deep concave circular ceiling on the top, the inlaid night pearl as a lighting, exuding soft light, straight in a daze!
Leng Shihua is really different, he said that he wanted a child, and his tone was unquestionable!
He said Ruoruo, if there is a child with you, you will not be lonely! is it afraid that she will be cranky, she does not feel lonely, how can she feel lonely with him?
Why did you want it so suddenly, I had never heard him mention it before, and some of them only said that she didn't want it when she first got married, so she didn't mention it again.
I'm afraid that she won't be able to fly or run away, so anxious to keep the seeds, to restrain her, to leave a bond!
She was only twenty years old, and her life had not yet begun......
And what scared her even more was that her fear of that little thing between husband and wife really had a shadow!
What should she do? If she wants to have a child, then this time is certainly not enough! But this time she couldn't bear it, at first she just gritted her teeth and insisted, then begged him to provoke his wildness, and finally she really fainted, because she couldn't bear the pressure in her heart.
Will she go crazy if she continues like this?
Should I push him to other women? I don't want to make him abstinent too, he's a normal man!
Jun Ruo first realized that she might have depression, on the one hand, she hoped that Leng Shihua would always be with her and be by her side, but on the other hand, she hoped that he would solve it with other women, and such a contradiction made her miserable.
couldn't help but shed two tears, maybe Shen Xiyun was right, what if he changed his mind?
Previously she could swear that it was impossible, but now she doesn't know!
"Wake up, are you hungry?" Jun Ruochu thought so engrossed that Leng Shihua didn't know when he came to her!
She didn't look at him but turned her head to look at the porridge on the side, there was a trace of smoke and rice fragrance, it should be delicious, she hadn't eaten for several days, and when she saw this bowl of porridge, she found that she was hungry!
Leng Shihua has already regained her former look, of course, the whole person is refreshed after eating and filling, and her face is proud, and she has been holding back for several days all remembering this time, can she not tremble!
At this time, Jun Ruochu did not exist when he didn't exist, blocking all his words and actions, only the bowl of porridge in his eyes, as if he had never seen the porridge staring at it like a hungry wolf, so that this bowl of fragrant rice porridge appeared less than ten centimeters away in front of her eyes, and then she realized when she was already in his arms, and the bowl of porridge was in Leng Shihua's hands!
She wanted to do it herself, but found that her palms were numb and painful, and only then did she remember what she had picked before!
It should be blood when it is wet! Since she clenched her fists, she may not have noticed that Leng Shihua could not break it. But she had already been treated by him, and it was cool and clean.
What made Jun Ruochu breathe a sigh of relief was that she finally wore a set of silk pajamas, just clinging to Leng Shihua's hot chest, and there was basically no difference between wearing and not wearing the clothes!
Jun Ruochu moved uncomfortably, she found that what she could endure before was now a little uncomfortable! Is it because of that incident that she doesn't like men's touch?
She likes Leng Shihua so much, loves him so much, it should be said that she won't dislike it, and she won't reject it!
"What's wrong?" Leng Shihua found the stiffness of her body, and felt that Jun Ruochu was a little abnormal, so she couldn't help but put down the bowl of porridge to look at her, Jun Ruochu used to stay in his arms quietly, but he would put his arms around his neck, and the two of them looked at him with affection, but this time, they ......
Leng Shihua saw Jun Ruochu hanging his head and narrowing his eyes, as if he was struggling.
"Ruoruo, is there something uncomfortable?" Just as Leng Shihua was about to check her body, Jun Ruochu whispered in a hoarse voice, "I'm hungry......"
She didn't want to show too many negative emotions, and since then, Jun Ruochu has her own thoughts and worries, and people have become silent, as if building a protective wall for herself, and even the most intimate Leng Lonehua has been shut out!
The two began to have an estrangement, but Jun Ruochu's estrangement from Leng Lonely, Leng Lonelya was still the original Leng Lonely, but it was more domineering.
It seemed that in order to cooperate with her words, Jun Ruochu's stomach really gurgled angrily, and as a result, she was red-faced and red-eared, and called again: "I want to drink porridge!"
It just covered up her thoughts.
"Okay, good, my wife's words are the holy decree, my husband doesn't dare to be disobedient! Drink porridge and drink porridge, hehehe......" Leng Shihua was relieved when she saw her return to her original appearance!