Chapter 165: Obsession

My name is should be cherished, the 'should' that should be cherished, and the 'pity' that should be cherished, but unfortunately to this day, I still haven't met anyone who thinks I am 'should be cherished'.

I admit that I am ashamed of the word 'cherish', cherishing, cherishing, and cherishing, it seems that I have no relationship with me, because, a year after my father's death, my mother took me to remarry into the Qin family, and I gradually understood my mother's difficulties. When I became an adult, I managed to find a way out, so I moved out of my home and lived like an orphan girl, and it was only when my mother called that I realized that there was someone in this world who had my heart in my heart.

I didn't expect to go to my parents naked, but I still didn't have a place for one acre and three points. It's unexpected, so if you want a house or not, if you want money or not, if you want a car? Hehe, that's delusional.

What? Do I not have many friends? Nowadays, rich and powerful people may not be able to make a few real friends even if they put their hearts and lungs into it, let alone me, a person with 'three nos'. For some, friends are the embodiment of luxury. For example, if you have a meal or a red or white affair, which one can still be a true friend if you lack money? Ahem...... Well, I'll admit that I'm a person who takes money like life, and it hurts to let me take money out of my pocket, no matter who it is!

So......

I still have a few friends who don't matter, such as now, this friend who said he wanted to introduce me to a boyfriend - Jieyun......

"I'll tell you, I'm just in charge of the introduction, and everything else is up to you, when the time comes...... Just don't blame me. Jieyun wrapped his hands around a stack of papers, tilted his head, leaned against the pantry door, and introduced me coldly.

I was waiting for the water to boil, and I glanced back at her standing in the doorway. And the face on her face when she said this inexplicably reminded me of the faces of those owners who had bred dogs on the side of the road.

"I know......" Turning my head, I replied simply. Yes, there is always some value in living, even if it's just for breeding. I drooped my eyelids and cursed myself for no reason, thinking about the sound I should have made at this moment, except for the words 'I know'.

In fact, our conversation was very straightforward, Jieyun and I jumped from the same company to the current company, and in the years to come, there is still a need for interdependence, and such an irresponsible introduction is also a way to promote friendship in disguise.

"After a while, I won't eat dinner, and he treats him. Jieyun said impatiently and frowned. In these years, who wants to care about this laborious and not necessarily pleasing thing. If you don't think about it, if this guy flies up the high branch and becomes a phoenix one day, he may be able to borrow some light, who cares about this Rausch business.

"Good ......" No matter what Jieyun's attitude is, I still respond casually. I've had a habit of never pinning my hopes on others, but now there's something called 'tiredness' that beats me. That feeling is like a drowning person, thinking that he can reach the other side by struggling, but the second he sinks to the bottom of the water, he realizes that there is not even a weak straw around him......

The water had not yet boiled, and I sighed gloomily as I listened to the sound of Ziz coming from the kettle. Is he handsome? This kind of young and ignorant words have never popped out of my mouth, is this also a kind of regret in life?

Jieyun still introduced herself with a cold face, I am very strange, when she interacts with others, she always greets people with a smile, but with me, she seems to have forgotten the expression of laughter, and always has a straight face, which makes people feel cold.

"His name is Gao Qiang......"

The name of the good land, I replied to God, and I didn't know how to slander it.

"I was a civil builder and had a failed marriage...... "Jieyun shook his legs unnaturally when he said this, and his body twisted as if he was about to run away at any moment.

"Divorced?......" I whispered a little reluctantly, although I no longer have any illusions, but I am also an unmarried girl!

Before I could finish speaking, Jieyun gave me a fierce look, and I had to shut up and continue listening.

"If you weren't single, people wouldn't agree to it!" Jieyun said as if he had peeked into my heart, "although he is much older than you......"

"W-many?!" I cried out alertly.

"Many, many, how much?" Jieyun said the more uneasy I felt in my heart, and after hearing her words, I interjected and asked even more worriedly.

Jieyun didn't speak anymore, but his eyes were staring at me like a knife, I was stared at by her, just at this time the water was boiling, I quickly pointed to the kettle and whispered, "Water, the water is boiling...... "I was afraid of her for Mao, I hated the iron and scolded myself for being cowardly, but my head was never raised.

Seeing that I didn't refute anymore, Jieyun gritted his teeth and continued, "As far as I know, at least more than twenty years old......" Before I could interject again, Jieyun hurriedly continued, "But such a man, economic strength can solve all your life problems, women at your age don't pick and choose, as long as people don't pick you, it's good." As long as the men of the present day have money, what kind of woman can't find it, and this is still because people gave me face, so I promised to see you first......"

"At his age, how old can I be with him?" I sighed as I poured hot water into my teacup. At the same time as the fragrance of tea wafted out, the steam in the air suddenly made my face wet, thinking of my own debt, I no longer refute Jieyun, I bowed my head very self-knowingly, and reluctantly accepted my humble self in reality.

"Remember to be punctual, and remember to dress up yourself, don't make a bitter face all day long, like an abandoned woman......" The more Jieyun said to the end, the deeper his voice became...... When I heard the word "abandoned woman", I just wanted to turn around and fight back at this vicious witch, but Jieyun had already wrinkled his face and turned away without even looking at me.

Facing the empty door, I snorted disdainfully when I missed the best time to fight back, guessing what she was thinking at this time, Zuo was just this time no matter what, she saved a meal first, and she could still eat a good ...... said something like that, and then turned around and left the company's narrow pantry.

In this humble small company, it can be said that having such a low-paying job is the only support for me at this time in my life.

However, in this environment that is only used to solve the problem of survival, there is Manager Du, who I hate to death, and always tries to get stuck in my oil; And my colleague Angela, who always says that I am as stupid as a pig, I really don't know what reason she has to deserve the name Angela? And the Wannian cheap Lin Liang who always says that I am an old orphan girl, and because I have no foundation and is not good at words in the company, I belittle my cleaner Aunt Zhang......

Ah!! I scratched my head in anguish, and I didn't know why I had so much resentment, maybe it was just because there was so little warmth in this world, so I always wanted to give it some reason to hate it, lest I fall into that terrible ice cave and think of the empty and cold that I can never jump out.

Stopping in front of the window in the corridor, the early spring sun was gentle but not warm, I calmed down my emotions, held the hot water cup in my arms, and the warm breath gradually passed to my heart through the palm of my hand, I hope this warmth can be maintained for a long time. Although the weather is gradually showing warmth, the cold has not completely dissipated, and I am afraid of the cold, so I will have to wait a long time to get rid of this longing and not being able to reach the warm day.

Sitting back at my cramped old desk piled high with papers, wrapped tightly in my half-worn shirt, I took a contented sip of hot tea......

How much I want to escape from this world that has made me extremely difficult, how much I want someone to open his warm arms to me, and say to me, Come, I will rely on you! Is this the so-called fragility of women? I shook my head with a wry smile, and asked weakly in my heart, no matter who he is, will he really appear?