Without waiting for another farewell, the taxi drove away. I froze in place, and I was inexplicably left out. I was unhappy that I couldn't find a place to have a seizure, so I lowered my head and found a stone on the side of the road to vent my anger, and kicked it from the top of the building to the door.

The bluestone-colored pavement was in disrepair, and the stones were rolling on the potholed pavement, and I also learned from the temper tantrums, rolling left and right or even not moving. I was stubborn with it, if you don't go, I want to kick you away, I raised my foot to kick, and the round pebbles were kicked away, and with a bang, it fell to the ground weakly, rolled a few times and stopped by the door.

No matter how the pebbles can be called painful, I rarely looked at the pebbles lying by the door.

There were gray shadows floating on the stones and on the ground nearby, a little shaky, a living thing!

Just now, I was too angry with stones, but I didn't find anyone at the door, it was really bad to kick someone, and my face was not good, so I still quickly apologized.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......," I apologized, "I didn't pay attention just now, and I accidentally hit you, I'm really sorry." ”

The sky was overcast in an instant, and the wind blew, causing the long hair of the thin girl standing by the door to dance wildly, and her face was resentful, as if she was haunted.

Since there are no words, it's better to hurry up. I wanted to go upstairs through the door, but the girl happened to block the way. I frowned at her and motioned for her to get out of the way. She remained still, seemingly on purpose.

"What about Wu Tan?" My voice was hoarse and piercing, and I looked at her face, as if I was a little familiar, and I couldn't remember where I had seen it, since I mentioned Wu Tan...... Oh my God, it's her! The girl who pushed me down the stairs!

I was afraid that she would harm me again, so I took a few steps back, glad that this time I met her on a narrow road on the flat ground, otherwise with her ruthlessness, I would only suffer.

The blue-gray trench coat hung on her body, and the girl was pressing forward with straight eyes.

"Did you hide him and not even let him answer the phone? It's just that I owe you some money, and you dare to restrict his freedom...... I was not allowed to see him. You wicked woman......"

I was overwhelmed by the girl's momentum and almost fell to my knees in front of her, but fortunately my knees were straight and I couldn't bend them, and the only thing I could do was to meet her.

"He's long dead, and I don't know you, so how can you stop the person you're going ......to see? If so, then I advise you to adjust your mentality, recognize the person you call your loved one, and correct your own opinion is the right choice, and the rest is to find guilt for yourself, useless. ”

The girl didn't understand and just wanted someone to vent to. As soon as I finished speaking, I was like a mad stupid bear, pulling up trees and throwing boulders, sweeping away everything that she did not like, and then jumping to my feet and cursing at me, causing a few good old ladies in the neighborhood to come out of the door and look out.

The more people come to watch the play, the more they have to scold fiercely, they are even more crazy than mental illness.

When she was tired of scolding, and her voice was completely hoarse to the point of speech, she stopped, and sat down on the stairs in front of the door with tears streaming down her face.

I looked at her sneering, as if I was watching a play, acting in the old play, and laughing at myself. In the end, he still said to her.

"What reason do you have to come to me, knowing that he would rather die himself than go on with me? I don't even want to see his shadow again, so why forbid him to call you? I guess if you want to find him unless you wait until you are fated to see him again. Hum...... You think that you are not me, you can change him, and you can make him love you with all his heart. Actually, I just haven't had a chance to tell you that you are as naïve as I was at the beginning. ”

I said I'm going to go upstairs......

There was a thud, thump, thump, the sound of something hitting the concrete floor, dull frequency, even trembling under the feet.

I looked for a deflated girl kneeling and kowtowing, her eyes red at me, and her mouth kept babbling.

"Please, let him come back to me, I can't live without him!"

I wanted to help her, but I couldn't find a reason. In the face of love, I am obviously not as pious as her, and I am too pious to kneel down, like praying, how to persuade?

Two people are the most intolerant of a short posture, the height is different, and it is destined that there must always be a cushion under their feet.

There was silence for a long time, only the sound of prostration, I coughed lightly and sighed.

"Don't be stupid......"

The girl stopped at my words, with a big bag on her forehead, snot and tears streaming down her face, staring at me in a daze.

"How can you understand that you are asking the wrong person?" I sighed.

After thinking for a long time, "Oh!" the girl had an epiphany and screamed.

"You mean let me continue to find a way to contact Wu Tan, as long as I insist, I can always influence him, so that he can return to me quickly, right? Okay, I'll continue to contact him......"

The girl cried and laughed as hard as she could, kowtowed to me, and thanked me for her advice.

For the first time, I realized that there were stupider people than me, and I couldn't stop laughing.

"No, you still don't understand what I mean. The person you are asking for is neither me nor Wu Tan, but yourself. Please spare yourself......"

The girl was stunned and looked at me stupidly, with a confused face.

I can't choose at the three-way intersection, so I always want to catch someone and ask, but I don't know which one to choose.

It's too elm head, and no one can do anything about it.

"In fact, there were some things that seemed big at the time, and looking back at them were just big things, and I really shouldn't embarrass myself. ”

After that, I walked away, leaving her to kneel alone outside the door of the building, seemingly abandoned, but in fact she was not just a passer.

Entering the corridor and walking to the second and a half floors, I seemed to see the girl grabbing Wu Tan and kissing her domineeringly, so arrogant that I hated it, and I was too confident to be pitiful.

But we are only strangers, destined to be on and off the stage. It is already a great favor to be able to say a few words to her, and it would be a waste to say anything more.

Open the door and enter the house The fragrance of flowers is still there.

I would love to give Gao Qiang a call, not for anything else, but to have someone talk to me. Lately things have been going on too much and too chaoticly, and they have been disturbing and frightening.

When I picked up the phone, I had to think of Wu Tan, after all, the mobile phone I use now was bought for me after he bought a scratch ticket and won the prize.

Maybe I and the girl in the corridor are his scratch tickets, and they are naturally happy when they win the prize, if they don't win and then change one, it's just a waste of time, if you use the waste to exchange for some benefits, why not?

What am I yours for? you're my scratch card! I laugh.

It turns out that it is really the same as Gao Qiang said. What seemed like a big deal at the time, but looking back, it turned out to be a big fart. Hey, but inevitably with a long sigh, what has become of my heart?

In the end, I didn't call Gao Qiang. The purpose of chatting is mostly because of grievances and gossip, and my purpose is the same, especially today, which is unusually strong, which still arouses my gossip heart. Fortunately, I remember to be reserved and not ashamed.

took out the pen, ink, paper and inkstone that had been hidden for a long time, and lay on the small desk like a primary school student to practice calligraphy. It's as calm as if nothing has ever been experienced.

No matter what people go through, they will have a new realm after getting through it, from the mind to the body......

I've been practicing for a long time, and I'm full of confidence, like the next Zhong Xuan is about to be born right now.

After practicing, I praised myself with satisfaction, and the more I wrote, the more wonderful it became. It's been a long time since I've practiced.

Pick up the pen and wash the ink off honestly and put it away.

Do you want me to write a eulogy to find an outlet for my laziness? It seems that once a person relaxes, after a long time, he becomes sick, and by the time the symptoms are all manifested, he is hopeless. Cutting constantly, the cocoon is still chaotic, and the only way out is probably to be diligent to break the cocoon into a butterfly.