Chapter 9: Anxiety
Shen Xiyun was curious, and Leng Shihua was also very puzzled by Jun Ruochu's analogy.
Air and water? two mediums that do not intersect, neither of them can do without the other, is this not a contradiction?
Just when they thought that Jun Ruochu would explain, and both of them were waiting for her answer, who knew that at this time, Jun Ruochu changed the topic, and went around and back to Ye!
"Maybe I should go out for a walk and see the outside world. "Although she is very homely, she always nests in Chuyuan like this, and it is estimated that it will be difficult for her to even get in touch with and integrate into society in a few years, so isn't this equivalent to a waste person?
Isolated from the world, this is not the life she wants, and now that she thinks about it, is it a little impulsive to make her own decision?
Others should think that she was locked inside, like a caged bird and unable to get out, but this is not the case.
It's just that she wants to experience the feeling of a full-time wife, thinking that it is not bad to be a good wife, sending her husband out to work every day, and then waiting for him to come back at home, and the two of them nest at home, this is the life she once longed for.
But now that she has been in the house for two years, although she has been greatly satisfied with her comfortable life, she always feels that something is missing!
It wasn't until now that she mentioned Ye's that she understood that she should be missing a dream, and this dream was to work for Ye's.
When the rice worm has been a rice worm for a long time, she wants to break out of the cocoon and turn into a flying butterfly and fly out to see the world outside the rice tank.
"No, isn't it good here, still thinking about running away? Don't you know, how many women out there dream of entering here, and you want to go out? Your husband agrees with you to go out? He won't be reassured!
Besides, how dangerous it is for you to go out alone, have you forgotten ......"
Shen Xiyun's words made Leng Shihua on the other side frown, how does this woman speak, others may like to listen to such words, and feel a sense of superiority, but Jun Ruochu will not think so, Ruochu's temperament He knows that she will not be greedy for vanity, proud and complacent, even if she is given a crown, she feels that it is too heavy, and she will not think that it is jeweled, dazzling and dazzling, which makes people excited and difficult to control.
"That won't happen again!" When she heard the last sentence, Shen Xiyun's words were obviously not finished, Jun Ruochu's face changed, and even her voice was a little hoarse but with a sharp trill, obviously thinking of the thing that made her unbearable, her mood was a little unstable.
At this moment, Shen Xiyun pressed the call, but Leng Shihua didn't hear anything!
Hearing the blind sound from the opposite side, his heart tightened, as if he heard Jun Ruochu's shouts and struggles!
This made him immediately get up and walk outside, like an arrow.
'Ruoruo, when I come back, no matter what happens, we will face it together!'
"No, no...... It was just an accident!Silence, why don't you go home yet......" Speaking of that, Jun Ruochu was obviously stimulated to return to his previous appearance, sliding on the ground, holding his legs and burying them in his knees, muttering to himself and crying quietly.
The incident three days ago was a minefield taboo and had to be mentioned, Shen Xiyun couldn't have known it, but she still said it.
"It's okay, it's all over, don't be sad!" Shen Xiyun sat on the edge of the bed and patted her back, like a kind elder who was very sympathetic to her experience.
"He won't mind, otherwise he wouldn't let me come to see you, I'm afraid you won't be able to think about it.
Look at your decadent appearance now, if Shanhua comes back and sees you like this, won't this add to his blockage?
You are so self-defeating, but you are tormenting Lonely, will he feel good when he sees it? This will only make him think of that incident more painfully!
You should forget about it or just act as if nothing happened, everything is still the way it was, whether the ostrich escapes, at least not in front of the silence!
The authorities are obsessed with bystanders, you are too caught up in your own painful world and do not want to accept the reality, which will only bring the same pain to others! Do you want to divide this pain into two and impose it on Shanhua?
Can you bear to watch your husband who loves you suffer as much as you do?
Ruochu, to say something unpleasant, you think that incident is humiliating, but Shanhua is a man, your husband, this is not an insult to him!
You can't even protect your own wife, and his pain is no less than your injury!
You're only pushing Shanhua further, do you want him to remember that night?
Men have a degree and limit to endure, and if you continue like this, it is hard to guarantee that he will be disgusted! Some men like him are embraced by women, do you think about it?
Originally, you were perfect, but now you have a flaw, and now what you have to do is to cover up this flaw, disguise yourself, and continue to be perfect, instead of expanding this flaw, making it bigger or even all over the body!
Because Shanhua is your husband, he still loves you, and he can tolerate this little flaw, after all, you are also a victim, but it is difficult to guarantee it for a long time, what if he doesn't love you anymore?"
Shen Xiyun said the three words "I don't love you" a little heavily, like a magic force invading Jun Ruochu's ears, making Jun Ruochu's ears buzz and repeat these three words!
She never thought about it, but the two of them would grow old together, even if they couldn't live together, they could die together!
At that time, she also joked that when they were all dead, the two would simply be tied together and cremated, and no one could tell whether this was his ashes or hers, so that they could still be entangled together and never be separated again.
As a result, Leng Jinghua was so frightened that her face turned pale, and asked her not to mention the word death again, their days are still very long, and he will handle things in the future, so as not to let her think nonsense anymore.
How could it be ashed, this is an ominous taboo. They must be in the same cave when they die, and he will not let the unlucky practice of cremation happen!
If it hadn't happened that night, she could have sworn that they wouldn't get married, but now she has no bottom! Shen Xiyun is not alarmist, what she said is basically the public's opinion, and anyone else will have such concerns!
But let her do nothing? She can't do it! Pain is pain, and there is a rift that cannot be repaired. But at this time, what worries Jun Ruochu is not Leng Shihua's attitude, but what if this matter is poked out?
In the face of doubts from the outside world, can Leng Shihua withstand the pressure?
You must know that rumors are sometimes an invisible knife, killing people invisibly, and the mental oppression is more unbearable than the physical pain!
Once it spreads to the Leng family, will Leng Shihua still be so calm?
Although he said that the company is not as important as her, how many will it be realized?