Speaking of which, since Yuan Quan's work, it is not a period of time, since he went to college, he only felt that time was passing faster and faster.

It's April 2019 in a blink of an eye, and he doesn't seem to remember how many things happened during this period, it seems that except for officially becoming a couple with Su Li, becoming a monk, and joining the Investigation Bureau, and solving an unsolved case, it is gone......

He could barely recall what he had done on any of those days. In the past, he was not such an easy person to forget, he can still remember when he was a child and went to play in the creek with his friends, he can still remember the eyes when he met Xiaoxiao, and he can also remember the excitement when he went to the Internet café for the first time.

But in my memory, I remember the years before I went to high school most clearly, and it was about 6:4 according to the scale, and then from the three years of high school and the years after college, it was 1:1. As you get older, the less things seem worth remembering.

But the truth is that you may not do as many different things in your youth as you do in a year now.

The songs you listened to, the TV series you watched, and the games you played when you were a teenager...... It's clear in my mind. At that time, there weren't many favorite songs, at most dozens of songs, but these dozens of songs could be listened to back and forth a dozen times, or even dozens of times...... But now, the equipment is better, the storage space is enough, and the music player is smarter. There are hundreds of songs in the playlist, but it seems that the old sense of ownership has been lost, and there is very little music that is worth listening to over and over again, and ironically, most of the songs that are listened to the most are still familiar music when they were younger.

As a standard post-90s generation, under the influence of their parents, they were more or less exposed to their classics at that time. But my favorite is the music from 2000 to 2006.

JAY.ZHOU;SHE;JJ;Pan Shuai;Jolin;Yanzi...... These singers helped Yuan Quan lay a foundation for the musical aesthetics of that generation of post-90s.

But I don't know why, probably since 2009, the music circle in China doesn't know what's wrong, as if a restaurant has changed its chef, Yuan Quan can't accept most of the works.

In the past, I would listen to music for a while every night before going to bed, and even sing along with it, but this habit was slowly forgotten by myself.

The entertainment of the post-90s generation when they were children was only the animation time every night in addition to playing, and the excellent works at that time emerged one after another, which was simply dazzling, and I don't know which one to watch....... Nowadays, it seems that animation has been labeled as "works that allow young children to get enlightenment and happiness".

In the past two years, the situation has improved a bit, and domestic animation has begun to stand up slowly, with "The Great Sage" in front and "White Snake" in the back.

As for film and television works, the situation is similar to music, when I was a child, I went to bed early, and I usually went to rest after watching a TV series with my parents during prime time. But why were the works so beautiful at that time?

"Bright Sword", "Journey to the West", "Fengyun", "Water Moon Cave Sky", "Xiao Shiyi Lang", "The First in the World", "Oolong Love", "Xiao Li Flying Knife", "Condor Heroes (95 Edition)...... I can't say that I remember the plot, I probably remember, but I can also name several of the protagonists.

It's like seeing a very helpless joke on the Internet: When I was watching "The Legend of the Condor Heroes", I used to want to kill Yin Zhiping, but now, I want to be Yin Zhiping.......

We've grown, but we've lost a lot of good things. This body carries too much expectation, desire, and stress...... These things are like dust that buries our good things, and we don't know when they will shine again.

"Introspection" has always been one of the most suitable tools in psychology to analyze the problems you encounter. Since Yuan Quan began to cultivate and had the Divine Sword, his introspective time was allocated to cultivation, and now that he thinks about it, it has only been a few months, and Yuan Quan feels that something is wrong. The thing that drives itself slowly changes from "me" to desire.

Not so anxious to enter the space to practice, Yuan Quan deliberately took a good bath, changed into loose clothes and sat on the balcony, blowing the cool evening breeze and sinking into his memory......

When I was young, my mind was very simple, and what I did was not particularly utilitarian, and I was not pursuing momentary pleasure:

Once upon a time: get up - go to school (because I want to be a scientist when I grow up) - play with my friends - watch anime (substitute for the characters and empathize with them) - watch TV series (so good, I want to be so good in the future.) - Sleep (no distractions, super high quality sleep)

Now: Wake up - self-encouragement (want to help more people) - make breakfast (the whole family has to eat, so be well prepared) - go to work (I don't want to see this kind of case again!If I hadn't joined the Investigation Bureau, I probably wouldn't have known that such a thing happened.) I treat her as my sister, she has crossed the line by doing this, I only like Su Li!) - Playing games (I like games, I want to clear this game) - Brush up on playlists (what if I miss the music I like?) - Cultivation (I want to become the most powerful sword cultivator, how strong is the Excalibur? What does it look like after it transforms?)

Human motivation comes from desire!

But Yuan Quan is very sure that this kind of life is not what he likes! Enjoy the moment, enjoy every moment, this is Yuan Quan's life creed. So many desires are imposed on the body, causing me to ignore the existence of "me".

What exactly "I" want to do, what kind of life "I" like, this is a question that deserves real-time attention!

Think about it and live the happiest ...... in this home Yuan Quan saw the little berry with a delicate face in the moonlight. In her, Yuan Quan saw what she looked like when she was young, simple and beautiful.

Thinking about it carefully, except for the day half a year ago, after Xiaoberry came to this family from the sky, Yuan Quan didn't talk to Xiaoberry properly...... Everyday conversations don't count.

The little girl is very cute and cute, she is Yuan Quan's pistachio, but Yuan Quan didn't take a good look at her......

It's not just her, it's everyone else. Just like when I was a child, in the winter sun, I looked at her with my mother's forehead, looked at her, and both of them laughed, watching her walk, watching her eat....... "perception" seemed to slowly degenerate from the body.

From the first day of meeting, Xiaoberry released enough kindness to Yuan Quan. Yuan Quan's self-esteem is that he spends far less energy on her than she spends on herself.

Yuan Quan felt very sorry for Xiaoberry and everyone in this family. Ignoring them because of their own desires. Yuan Quan loves them, and the love between family members is not as vigorous as love, but it is warm enough.