408, 38th line
The girl agreed to his invitation to eat together at noon, and also promised to let him wait for him in the corridor, and there was nothing more exciting news for Wang Bo today. Think about the beginning, when he invited the girl to the English salon and jokingly said that he would pick her up near her house, she was as frightened as a frightened rabbit, and she was completely "discolored"; now, she is not afraid of the gossip that may appear in the school, and let him wait for her openly, what does this mean?
Wang Bo heard the song and knew the elegance, Liang Ya, the most beautiful and delicate flower of the four, in his previous life, even if he just looked at it, he would be excited for a long time, and the girl who was excited all night was finally going to become his Wang Bo's girlfriend!
After separating from the girl, Wang Bo happily returned to the classroom, the kind of hesitation on his face, the kind of big yang that was like nuclear fusion, he couldn't hide it if he wanted to, besides, he didn't want to hide it too much.
His strangeness was naturally discovered by Liao Xiaoqing, who was at the same table. Liao Xiaoqing watched Wang Bo go to Liang Ya, and then witnessed the two walking side by side on campus like a couple. This situation made Liao Xiaoqing's heart extremely uncomfortable, but in the face of the fact that Wang Bo and Liang Ya were in pairs, she could only force a smile.
"Wang Bo, what's wrong with you today, why are you so happy?" Liao Xiaoqing said to Wang Bo with a smile, but he smiled a little reluctantly.
Liao Xiaoqing's smiling face couldn't escape Wang Bo's sensitive eyes. My beauty. His poison, Wang Bo still understands this kind of truth, and he understands very well the sadness and depression that he likes a person but can't. Wang Bo restrained the joy from the heart. made a calm appearance and said calmly to his pretty tablemate: "Hehe, it's nothing." What, I look happy?"
"yes, I almost wrote the words 'I'm very happy' on my face. Liao Xiaoqing replied. At this time, she suddenly had a very impulsive, that is, to ask Wang Bo in person, where did he and Liang Ya go the afternoon before yesterday, what did he do, and did he use the opportunity of his birthday to confess to Liang Ya?
But Liao Xiaoqing quickly thought again. Do these questions need to be asked? Aren't they already ironclad facts? What if she asks? How will he answer? To admit or not to admit it?
Liao Xiaoqing, Liao Xiaoqing, aren't you still giving up? Wang Bo likes Liang Ya. It's not you! He and Liang Ya are the golden boy and girl, a pair made in heaven! The two have already walked together, and they will continue to walk happily and happily in the future! Why do you want to be obsessed with this and never forget?
But. I. I was really unwilling! I liked him so much! Why didn't I take the initiative and be bolder at the beginning? If I had taken the initiative and boldly expressed my heart to him at that time, would the outcome be different now?
In the third class in the morning, Liao Xiaoqing did not listen to the lecture at all, she was immersed all the time, entangled in this repeated self-torture and could not extricate herself. Reason told her. Something, in her. Wang Bo and Liang Ya have formed an established fact between the three of them, and it is irretrievable, but emotionally, it is difficult for her to accept this. An urge to ask and listen to her own ears has been tormenting her. She felt that if she couldn't get some kind of confirmation from Wang Bo's mouth, then, in the rest of her life, she would always have doubts, always have a knot in her heart, and never be at peace.
Twenty minutes after the fourth class, Liao Xiaoqing, who was surging and confused, finally made up his mind. She decided to ask Wang Bo a few questions that had been pestering her, bothering her, and forcing her to resort to words for so many days. But because she was still in class, she couldn't open her mouth to ask - fortunately, it was in class, otherwise, when she faced Wang Bo in person, looked at the other party's familiar face, that smile like a spring breeze, and whether she could still muster up courage under the gaze of the other party who was always enthusiastic when they looked at her.
Liao Xiaoqing opened the stationery box, took out a small note book, unscrewed the cap of the pen, and took a deep breath again before turning the question that had haunted him thousands of times into words. Liao Xiaoqing buried his head and began to write with his slightly trembling right hand......
The absent-mindedness of the same table, such as sitting on pins and needles, Wang Bo had already noticed it. He knew why the other party was like this. If it was something else, he could comfort the other party, but he couldn't say anything about this kind of thing. He could only sigh in his heart, just like the sigh he made when he saw Tian Xin hail a taxi to leave that day.
Since love can't help, then you can only turn a blind eye. So, during the three or four classes, he collected his mind and focused his attention on calculus of a few science problems.
Now in class, Wang Bo basically goes his own way, reading books or doing questions at his own pace, and the teachers of various subjects basically don't care about him, a student who went against the sky in the last joint entrance examination.
Since the teachers gave him face, it was not good for him not to give face to others. Therefore, although he didn't listen to the lectures much, and most of the time in a class focused on his own things, he basically focused on the subjects taught by the teacher on the stage. He would not do anything like reading a math book in a Chinese class, or reading a foreign language book in a math class, which seriously challenges the authority of the teacher and does not save face for others in the slightest. He is not a willful doll, but he is also an adult, and he still understands the principle of mutual respect.
Wang Bo, who was concentrating on challenging difficult topics, suddenly felt that his elbow was touched, and an upside-down note book appeared in the position of the "38th parallel" - if there was one. Wang Bo was stunned for a moment, and then thought of the scene when he and Li Yang had just switched places and sat next to Liao Xiaoqing not long after the start of this semester, and spent most of the class looking at Liao Xiaoqing, the new tablemate, unscrupulously, and then the other party "couldn't bear it", took out a note book and wrote a note to remind him. But now he didn't harass the pretty table next to him with his eyes, and now the other party suddenly passed a note to him, Wang Bo looked at Liao Xiaoqing's side face biting his lower lip with neat white teeth, and thought about the other party's uneasiness for most of the morning. There was a bit of a sudden feeling in my heart.
I gently swept the note book in the middle of the desk in front of my eyes, opened it, and came into view. It's a line of beautiful small print:
"Wang Bo, you ...... Are you playing friends with Liang Ya?"
Wang Bo noticed that the moment he opened the note book, the whole body of the table next to him was trembling uncontrollably. A vigorous inhalation sounded, but the corresponding exhalation did not come out, apparently forcibly suppressed by the girl. At this time, Wang Bo really wanted to see the other party's face. But he was a little afraid to look at it.
Finally, it's time to face it! Tian Xin in front of him is, and Liao Xiaoqing is the same now. But can I treat Liao Xiaoqing, a girl like a blank piece of paper, in the same way as Tian Xin?
Wang Bo shook his head sadly in his heart.
"Well......" Wang Bo also wrote with a pen. The same sticky note book is upside down, and it is also gently pushed to the "38th line" that did not exist before and does not exist now, but from now on, I am probably afraid that it will exist invisibly.
Mo about a minute later. The note book was pushed back to the "38th line". Wang Bo clasped the note book in the palm of his hand. Drag back and gently flip open:
"You like Liang Ya very much, don't you?"
"Well......," Wang Bo wrote.
For a long time after that, the sticky note book did not appear. Wang Bo glanced at the girl next to him with his spare eyes, the girl was holding a pen and bowing her head slightly, but she was motionless, like a stone carving. Facing his side. The hair that was pinned behind the girl's ears slipped down at some point, blocking most of the girl's cheeks. Wang Bo couldn't see the expression on the girl's face. Only one chin can be seen under the ends of the hair. The chin moved slightly, and something was beating on it.
Wang Bo's heart sighed again.
The sticky note book has finally reappeared:
"Have you ever liked me?"
These words made Wang Bo's breathing stagnant, and he didn't expect Liao Xiaoqing to ask him this. He didn't know how to answer, he didn't know whether to tell a white but doomed lie, or to tell the truth. He could imagine that for the reserved and shy Liao Xiaoqing, he didn't know how long it would take to think about this sentence and how much courage it would take to say it, but it must be very difficult, especially on the premise of knowing that he had admitted to being friends with Liang Ya.
I can't lie to her! Wang Bo thought! This is the least respect for her and for his own feelings!
"I like it!" Wang Bo dropped three words and a big exclamation mark on the notepad.
Liao Xiaoqing's answer came faster than expected.
"And now?"
Now, do I still like this pretty tablemate around me? The answer seems to be self-evident.
"Loved it too. ”
"Why?"
"Because...... Time ......"
"Thank you, Wang Bo. I...... It's a pity, but I bless you, bless you!" Liao Xiaoqing pushed the yellow note book in his hand to the right for the last time, and gently closed the cap of the fountain pen. A tiredness of wanting to sleep came over me like a thick fog. So, she closed her eyes and quietly lay on the table.
Wang Bo felt his insignificance again, and understood how ridiculous it was to make a grand wish in this life to leave no regrets in the period after he was just reborn. Even if he is a reborn, even if he relies on the memories and experiences of his previous life to take the lead, he will not be able to do everything in the world facing him with a complex and lustful world. Some regrets are destined to happen and exist. Other things are easy to choose more than one and can be accounted for, but feelings are really difficult!
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PS: Lidong Youxia (Sister Xia) wrote a very wonderful long comment to the old blind. That night, I weighed half a catty of braised chicken feet and feet, and went to the store downstairs to pick up two bottles of beer to celebrate.
The next day, I re-read it word by word, and found that there was still a missing paragraph, which was more exciting. I weighed half a catty of braised duck feet and swallowed it with beer. Inspired by this, I felt a spring of thoughts at that time, and then I wrote 3,000 words in one go that night, and I haven't felt like a volcano erupting in one go for a long time.
Thank you, Sister Xia!
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