Chapter 21: Kill Me, Heal Me
Han Yu stayed in the study for a whole afternoon, and only after the distant sky outside the window was faintly dyed with a touch of fiery red, did he go downstairs.
After going downstairs, Han Yu didn't go to the kitchen to make dinner, but went to the bathroom to wash his face first.
Looking at himself in the mirror with a little bloodshot eyes, Han Yu reached out and wiped a handful of water droplets on his face, took a deep breath, and then patted his cheek, and finally a more energetic expression appeared on his face.
After spending an afternoon alone in the study, Han Yu thought a lot, since the Jin family didn't say it, he wouldn't mention it first, but some of his thoughts had changed, and he didn't plan to avoid the Jin family anymore.
Of course, Han Yu will not go out of his way to accept them, no matter what, Jin Zhiyu is probably the most complicated person in the world, Jin Zhiyu should hate him and love him, and Han Yu is Jin Zhiyu now, so even if he knows the truth, he can't convince himself to accept Jin Zhiyu.
On the contrary, it was the golden mother, and Han Yu was really surprised.
He carefully recalled in his mind the expression of Jin Mu in the hospital that day and the performance of Jin Mu when facing him during that time, and couldn't help but have a bad impression of her before.
If it was Han Yu, even if he had never really been a parent, if someone really hurt his child, no matter what the situation was, he probably wouldn't be able to be like Jin Mu. Now in his opinion, it is very forgiving for Jin Mu not to rush up and beat him up when she saw him.
As for Kim Taeyeon, Han Woo can see it now, her relationship with Kim Ji-woong should be very good, and most of her tears should have been shed for Kim Ji-woong. However, on the contrary, Han Yu likes this sister more and more. In the short time he spent with Kim Taeyeon, he could see that Kim Taeyeon cared about him, even in the face of someone like him who had no feelings and was even related to the death of one of her dearest relatives.
So, this should be the first common ground that Han Woo found in Kim Taeyeon and Kim Ha-yeon.
Well, two kind and simple girls who are distressing.
"Whew-"
Finally, with a long breath from his mouth, Han Yu picked up a towel and wiped his face, and then walked to the kitchen, ready to start cooking today's dinner.
He already has a lot of things to do now, Jin Zhixiong's matter Han Yu knows, although he will not do anything immediately, he will slowly compensate the Jin family in the future, although he will not return to the Jin family, but he will also do everything that a son and an elder brother should do.
……
At night.
"Yes, yes, I know, thank you for your hard work, the town screenwriter ......"
Han Yu sat on a chair, holding his mobile phone in one hand and controlling the mouse in the other, looking at the computer interface with a calm gaze.
"Okay, I also sent you the script for the third episode, Han Yu, take a look. ”
Zhen Xiuwan's voice came from the phone.
Han Yu clicked the mouse, and a document suddenly appeared on the computer interface, "Ok, I have received it." ”
"Hmm. Then my task will be completed for the time being, Han Yu, you remember to familiarize yourself with the script. If necessary, you can really consider Director Zhenwan's proposal, anyway, the three million has just been transferred to the bank card I helped you get, you can come to me tomorrow to get it. ”
"Got it, I'll come to you tomorrow. But, when are you free, townwriter, and where am I going to find you?"
"Tomorrow morning at 8 o'clock, you should come to the TV station to find me, I have to finalize the list of final participants with the two directors in the next few days. ”
"Got it. ”
"Oh, yes. Han Yu, you'd better sort out your image by the way. ”
"Tidying up...... Image?" Han Yu asked with some confusion.
"Well, you're good-looking, but the clothes you're wearing are so ugly, and besides, you haven't had your hair in months, ......right?
Han Yu held the mobile phone and listened to Zhen Xiuwan talking endlessly on the other end of the phone, Zhen Xiuwan seemed to be talking more and more, and finally said a whole set of plans for how Han Yu should do the style, so that Han Yu couldn't help but interrupt her quickly.
"Okay, okay, I know, I know, I'll go and tidy up...... Image of ......"
"Well, that's good, see you tomorrow. ”
"See you tomorrow. The corners of Han Yu's mouth showed a somewhat stiff wry smile.
After hanging up the phone, Han Yu let out a sigh, he only found out that Zhen Xiuwan actually had this side until now. Is every woman so keen to transform others?
Rubbing his face, Han Yu didn't think about it for now, he opened the script that Zhen Xiuwan had just sent him.
The name of the play is written on the first page of the script, and there are two names, one in English and one in Korean.
KillMeHealMe, Kill Me, Heal Me!
Han Yu's eyes lit up slightly when he saw this name, quite an interesting name!
There is also a text below the name of the script, which is a brief introduction to the story that Zhen Xiuwan added specifically for Han Yu.
"Che Daoxian is the eldest grandson of the famous chaebol Shengjin Group, and he is also the current heir to the first line of Shengjin, but no one knows that this gentle and kind heir has a secret that only three people, including himself, know, and there are six other people hidden in his body......"
Han Yu slowly slid the pulley on the mouse, supporting his chin with one hand, the expression on his face did not change, but the expression of interest in his eyes became more and more obvious.
"The third chaebol with a master personality and six sub-personalities, and a female intern doctor with a fascination and a big personality...... Heh, it's really interesting, I didn't expect screenwriter Zhen Xiuwan to write such a story. But in this way, with seven personalities, then the role of the protagonist of this drama should be very heavy, well, it is in line with my heart. ”
After reading the introduction, Han Yu leaned back in the chair, pinched his chin with one hand, his eyes were still fixed on the screen, and he muttered in his mouth, and then he seemed to think of something, sat up straight again, and operated the computer to click on the search, "DID?"
"DID (Dissociativeidentity disorder), dissociative personality disorder, also known as multiple personality, split personality ......"
"And this disease, how did the town screenwriter know about it?"
Han Yu flipped through the information on the web page, then closed the browser, clicked back to the document, and continued to read.
The next part is the content of the script for the first three episodes, Han Yu didn't rush to read it, but turned to the introduction of the character he wanted to play.
"Wu Liwen, a genius mystery novel writer who hides her appearance, name, age, and even gender, with the pen name 'Omega'......"
Han Yu looked at the computer screen and read it softly out of his mouth.
Wu Liwen's real identity is the twin brother of the heroine Wu Lizhen, but in fact, the two are not related by blood, and Wu Liwen has known this since she was a child...... This should be the so-called male number two in the TV series, right? Heh, the screenwriter Zhen Xiuwan really looks up to me. ”
After reading the introduction of the characters, Han Yu leaned back on the chair with his hands crossed, his eyes lowered, and began to secretly figure out the role of "Wu Liwen" in his mind.
I have to say that "Wu Liwen" is indeed a role that is very suitable for Han Yu.
Han Yu's biggest hobby is reading, but in fact, he also has a hobby, which can be regarded as an extension of his reading interest - that is, writing, and as Han Yu gets older, writing occupies an increasing proportion of Han Yu's time.
Every author starts with the reader, and when they have seen too many things and have a lot of feelings precipitated in their hearts, people can't help but have the idea of writing on their own. Han Yu is no exception, but what he writes is not the kind of article full of philosophical feelings, but one story after another, which is the kind of story that still has a relatively large proportion of storytelling.
Therefore, in a sense, Han Yu is compatible with some parts of "Wu Liwen", and even "Wu Liwen" has a younger sister who is quite compatible with Han Yu.
However, Han Yu is most worried about his own performance.
The reason why Han Yu was able to pass the test before was precisely because writing was something he was very familiar with, so he was able to complete this performance with his own most relaxed attitude. However, he can't always write all the time in the whole drama, right? Therefore, acting is still a big threshold that Han Yu needs to overcome.
Han Yu feels that acting is another thing, and the problem that he has when he performs is like stage fright and not exactly the same is the problem that needs to be solved first.
Director Kim Jin-wan's proposal was not wrong, but he didn't know the real situation of Han Woo, thinking that Han Woo was just ordinary stage fright, but in fact, Han Woo's problem has been escalated to the problem of mental illness.
Han Yu's heart refuses to be close to others, he is actually very wary and irritable when facing others, and even when he talks to others, he will have the idea of wanting to escape from there.
The reason why he was able to communicate with strangers calmly was because he knew that it would only be strangers, and they would never cross paths again. But acting is different, during the filming, Han Yu and everyone present can no longer say what strangers they are, so when it comes to really getting closer, Han Yu's true psychology is exposed.
Han Yu was able to communicate naturally with Jin Zhenwan and the others, but this was almost the limit of what he could do, this was only three people, if there were dozens of people on the shooting site, or even hundreds of people, so many pairs of eyes staring at him alone, Han Yu didn't dare to confidently say that he would not flee there immediately.
After thinking about it to no avail, Han Yu decided to check it on the Internet to see if there would be any better solution.
However, after looking up the correct way to overcome isolation, he still did not get anything useful.
The best solution to autism is nothing more than to face it head-on, face up to your own problems, then learn normal interpersonal interactions, and finally slowly get used to interacting with others, so as to heal.
In fact, Han Yu's reason had already told him that this was the best way, but his heart was refusing. Because he is not willing to engage in so-called interpersonal interactions with those strangers, if it weren't for filming, he wouldn't even think about solving this problem.
Therefore, unless there is a way to unify his mind and heart, or someone can convince Han Woo's heart to make him compromise, Han Woo's problem will never be solved.
After thinking about it for so long, Han Yu still couldn't come up with an effective solution, he rubbed his hair with some distress, leaned back in the chair and sighed softly.
"Goo~"
At this moment, a faint birdsong suddenly came from the window. Han Yu turned his head to look, only to find that before he knew it, it was already the moon in the west.
The moon outside the window is very bright, hanging above the night sky like a piece of jade, as if symbolizing the beauty of the night.
Han Yu looked at the bright moon quietly, and there were still no good ideas in his mind, but his eyes suddenly became a little bright, and the expression on his face gradually swelled up with a kind of anticipation in distress.
He was thinking about his own tomorrow...... What will it look like?
"Kill me, heal me...... I used to die, but now I have everything put back together and been reborn, isn't this a cure......
Under the moonlight, the corners of the man's mouth were slightly upturned and he whispered, as if he was telling the best wishes in his heart......