Chapter 812: Away from Hate Like Spring Grass I don't know
"Brother Liu, haven't slept so late?"
"Aren't you the same, come and sit. β
"It's freezing this day, what are you looking at here?"
"I have never looked at the sky so carefully before, it turns out that the sky and the earth are really big, we are a drop in the ocean, so small that we can hardly see it, come, drink. Throwing the wine bag in his hand at Bai Yan, Liu Luo stood up with a sneer and said, "I still remember that in Yunwu Villa, a few of us gathered around to drink and order, you and Wufang were both drunk, but there were a lot of jokes. β
"yes. Hearing Liu Luoleng mention the past, Bai Yan couldn't help but nod with emotion, raised his head and poured a mouthful, and laughed: "I remember that day, Nangong confessed his heart to Xianyi, and Gong and Baicha poured out their hearts, and it was also that day that you questioned the identity of Flawless, but Flawless, but never answered my question." β
Actually, he said it at the end, it's a pity that you were drunk and missed the opportunity to hear it yourself. β
"Oh, what did he say?" After two years, listening to Liu Luoleng talk about the flawless tricks on himself back then, Bai Yan is still haunted, although Flawless has always been very clear about his intentions, but he still hopes to hear the words from the bottom of his heart with his own ears. Liu Luo Leng saw that he was in a hurry, but laughed and stopped talking, Bai Yan was whetted by him, his heart was like a cat scratching, he walked around Liu Luo Leng a few times, and finally couldn't hold back the pitiful begging: "What did Flawless say at the time, Brother Liu can tell me, I drank too much at that time, I was drunk, I woke up the next day, he had already taken someone away, and after more than half a year, I didn't have the opportunity to ask again, I heard it today, it was really itching, Brother Liu was pitiful, I can't see him now, and I said to warm my heart." β
Liu Luo Leng saw that his appearance was really pitiful, and he couldn't bear to tease him anymore, so he smiled and took another sip of wine before saying: "Actually, you and Flawless are in love and have the same heart, so why care about this." β
"I promised to wait for him in Panlong, but there was a sudden change, and he left alone before he had time to say a word to him, he must have felt very uncomfortable after learning the news, Brother Liu is his own person, and I don't have to hide it from you, Flawless has given up the identity of Leng Gongzi and returned to being an ordinary person, the reason why he is like this is just for me. In this Jiuyuan military camp, I am his only support, but now I can't be by his side, and I really feel sorry for him. I'm not afraid of your jokes when I say it, I've been away from him for so many days, I think about him all the time, I think about it...... I'm going crazy......"
"Miss Yulin asked him: 'Who is the person you love the most in this life?' and he said, 'In this life, I love Bai Yan the most.' Liu Luo listened coldly and no longer teased Bai Yan, only sighed and said the conversation of the year, and after finishing speaking, he looked at the sky a little stupidly, and said: "Actually, I really envy you, you two identities are incompatible, but you have been inseparable until now, the hardships are not to mention that I can also understand, Bai Yan, you are flawless to treat like this, it is worth it; β
"I, Meng Baiyan, have him in this life, and I have no regrets in my death. β
"Mother...... Don't blame me...... Don't blame me...... Mother-mother-mother-" The body suddenly got up, and he raised his head with a flawless cold sweat and panting, looking around for the image that did not exist at all, the dream was too real for him to distinguish between the unreal and the real for a while, he suddenly tripped when he pushed away the quilt and ran down the bed, only to realize that there was still a person beside him.
"Flawless!"
Zheng Chexuan grabbed Flawless wrist with his backhand, pulled him back, and pressed him back into the couch.
"Don't be afraid, it's just a dream, you're safe now. Feeling the trembling of the person in his arms, Zheng Chexuan stretched out his hand to pull up the quilt and firmly cover the two of them, and softly comforted Flawless, Flawless looked at him a little dazed, but his eyes were terrifyingly empty, he didn't seem to hear Zheng Chexuan's words, and he didn't even notice the physical contact between the two at the moment, just looked at Zheng Chexuan blankly, repeated his words, and said, "Is it a dream? Is it really just a dream?"
"Yes, whatever you dream about, it's not real, so don't be afraid, I'm by your side, with you. β
"But...... Mother said...... She said......"
"Don't cry, shhh, flawless, don't cry, you know it's not real, don't cry for something unreal, flawless. β
"She blames me...... I have killed so many people at the hands of Jin, but I have abandoned them for my own happiness, my mother is blaming me, she is blaming me-she is obviously in front of my eyes, but she refuses to stop to look at me, she must be blaming me...... She's blaming me......" Tears fell in an uproar, and the flawless hands involuntarily tugged Zheng Chexuan's arms, sobbing and buried his head in Zheng Chexuan's arms. He didn't think about how inappropriate his actions were at the moment, the scene in his dream kept flashing in his mind, he didn't know how long he hadn't dreamed of the previous qiΔ, but he knew that no matter how much he tried to hide, some things could never be forgotten, and it was over.
Zheng Chexuan was surprised by Flawless's behavior at the moment, but at the same time, there was also a faint joy in his heart. Since Flawless entered the military camp of Da Zheng, although he did not explicitly say anything, he would always inadvertently talk about Da Zheng's situation and the current situation in the world, Flawless has been up and down since he was a child, and his mind is more careful than ordinary people, many things will inevitably be thought about after hearing many things, after a long time, those that he was going to forget will inevitably return to his mind, even if he is smart, he will inevitably be affected by this day and night, this is also Zheng Chexuan's original plan, once the flame of revenge in Flawless heart is ignited again, the already shaky bond between him and Meng Baiyan may also be brokenγ
The reaction of the person in his heart at this moment, but he definitely couldn't let him extinguish the guilt, Zheng Chexuan gently stroked the flawless hair, and whispered in his ear: "Don't let your guilt torment yourself, you have struggled for so many years, and finally have the life you want, I think that those Dashu people who died in the hands of the Jin soldiers will also understand you, flawless, don't put too much pressure on yourself, you have to believe that even without your leadership, those who are still struggling under the pursuit of the Jin soldiers can survive in the slit of life and death." β
His body trembled violently, and his flawless hands grabbed Zheng Chexuan's arms more and more, he didn't speak, but he was obviously silent, and after a long time, he let go of his hands, turned sideways to avoid Zheng Chexuan's touch, curled up his body tightly together in a consistent posture, and buried his head deep between his arms.
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The words paused on his lips, Zheng Chexuan retracted his outstretched fingertips, sat silently for a while, and then lay quietly behind Flawless.
Give him time, don't push him too hard, otherwise with his acumen, he will definitely be aware of his plan, and take advantage of Meng Baiyan's absence here, he must seize the opportunity to repair the broken relationship with him and regain his trust, so that his plan will be one step closer.
"My lord, Zheng Bing has already packed his bags, and he will leave the camp tomorrow and move forward, do we really want to follow them to the front? It's been two days, and we haven't heard any news yet, let alone see Ji Wuflaw himself. β
A person's inaudible question came from the darkness, the long carriage not far away meandered into the dark night sky, the soldiers loaded with grain and grass were still busy, tomorrow was the day when Zheng Bing set off to draw water, everything needed to be prepared before departure, so no one could slack off.
Ling Feng has been bringing people into this military camp for two days, but he still hasn't found any news, after listening to the questions of his subordinates, he sneered and said: "The more this is the case, the more it shows that the identity and status of the person who came is extraordinary, I have a conjecture now, and I don't know if the guess is correct, but if it is really that person, the battlefield of this Jiuyuan will be lively, and when the time comes, not only the Great Jin, but also Zheng and Han will not be dissipated." β
"What do you mean?"
"Hey, wait and see, the good show of this war is about to be staged. β