Shen Jiawei, who had just returned from the UK, had been thinking about it for 365 days and nights, and he was already desperate to see Yi Ruoqing, but reason finally triumphed over emotion.

A person sat on the basketball court, looking at the agile figures, as if Ruoqing would appear in front of him with water in the next second. If possible, I would like to fight with Li Che in this stadium for a few days and nights, until Li Che was exhausted and begged for mercy, and finally gave up intervening in Yi Ruoqing's life.

In this way, the game will not be messed up.

This fate will not be entangled.

Walking into the Su Ge bookstore, I watched the part-time students sorting out the books, with a high ponytail, the same as Yi Ruoqing. He flicked through one book after another. Sitting in that rocking chair, I thought that if this student was really Yiruqing, he must have conjured a rose as before. Then he covered Yi Ruoqing's eyes and gently whispered his love in her ear.

Shen Jiawei took out his mobile phone, looked at the familiar name, frowned, and couldn't press the number for a long time. Looking up at the sky, as if smiling with relief, he put his phone in the pocket of his trench coat.

Continue to come to the river alone, holding on to the guardrail with both hands. A few boats are sporadically coming and going on the river, which are pleasure boats, slowly moving from the upstream pier of the river to the next pier. Sitting on a cruise, with the slow speed, you can take in the night view of both sides of the Pearl River, which is beautiful.

Shen Jiawei looked at the boats coming and going on the river, but there was no expression on his face, and he was bored.

The boat stirred up a splash, and the low whistle sounded like a low wail on the surface of the river. But because the cheers of the tourists are too noisy, no one can understand the call of the river.

The bustling buildings on the shore are full of lights, reflected on the river, with the wave of the water, sporadically, far and near, bright and dark.

At this time, it was late autumn, and the wind blowing on the river was cold and cold, softly penetrating into the skin, making people want to escape. Shen Jiawei wrapped his windbreaker tightly, took one last look at the river, and turned to leave.

He knew that nothing could be done again.

can't catch Yi Ruoqing, it's a pain that Shen Jiawei can't let go of in his life.

The wind blew wantonly, tender like water, but with a hint of sharpness caressing the faces of pedestrians. As a result, there are fewer and fewer pedestrians. But the people on the cruise ship can't feel it, they feel that this wind, this night scene, is the bustling city, it is the vitality!

Suddenly, Shen Jiawei stopped and stood in place looking at the person in front of him.

Yi Ruoqing.

She wore long soft hair, a trench coat of the same color as herself, and a pair of red high heels.

At this time, she was the same as when she was in college, with simple, clean and elegant makeup.

He looked at her with a soft smile on his face, as if he had embraced her in his arms at that time.

1 second

2 seconds

3 seconds

Then he passed by her.

Tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, and she couldn't breathe with a pang.

She closed her eyes, big tears streaming down her face.

It was as if I had been stabbed with a knife in my heart, and there was a burst of pain in the bone marrow, and the pain spread throughout my body. Her chest was about to crack, it was about to explode, and she clenched her hands into a fist and pounded it into the chest.

A tear crossed the corner of his eye, he bit his lip, restrained his heartache and reluctance, and strode away.

- What will happen to me if I am separated from you, and what will happen to you?

- He said that I would continue to live my life.

- What will happen to you if I disappear one day?

- He said, I won't go to you.

- She smiled, heh, too, what to do with someone like me.

- He said: I do not want to spend my days in the hope and despair of searching, it is more terrible than I lose you forever.

The words of that day are like last night's conversation, vivid.

The yellow leaves fell to the ground one by one, and the bleak autumn wind let out a gentle sigh, which kept rotating around the two of them. The sky became very dark, as if it would collapse at any moment due to the weight. A heavy rain, like a river that will burst at any time, waiting for the opportunity, just waiting to enjoy the pleasure of rushing at that moment.

Shen Jiawei walked away step by step, Yi Ruoqing paused on the ground, covered her heart, tears fell big drops, she gritted her teeth, it was useless to hold back tears, and her throat made a low and sad crying sound.

There was a thunderclap and heavy rain poured down.

Passers-by panicked, and the people on the cruise ship screamed, all of a sudden, like a mess, who could have predicted that there would be a sudden shower in the late autumn in Guangzhou? Just like Shen Jiawei couldn't expect to see Yi Ruoqing at this time. I forced my calm heart all of a sudden, and it was all messed up.

The rain, big drops hitting the ground, emitting a rapid and refreshing movement, like Shen Jiawei's heartbeat.

He wanted to leave quickly, go faster, faster, not look back, not look at her. He wants to restrain his thoughts and let him turn them into his regrets.

Click......

Yi Ruoqing's face couldn't tell the difference between rain and tears, and a strand of hair covered her face, looking very pitiful. She could no longer hear her own cries, mixed with the sound of the rain hitting the ground, and the low cries grew louder and louder.

This rain is clearly merciless.

There were no pedestrians on the road, only Shen Jiawei, who was leaving quickly, and Yi Ruoqing, who was squatting on the ground and crying.

The cry of whimpering and choking is the wind crying. What sorrow, what sorrow, this is the time of premonition.

Shen Jiawei strode towards Yi Ruoqing, and his rapid and powerful steps made his shoes splash a little bit.

He took off his trench coat and held it above Yi Ruoqing's head.

Yi Ruoqing looked at the familiar pair of shoes in front of her, and the defense line in her heart collapsed in an instant. She looked up her head, her face was full of rain and tears, and she looked at Shen Jiawei pitifully, like a homeless puppy, begging for her master's acceptance.

Shen Jiawei's eyes were distressed or distressed, but he was annoyed in his heart, annoyed with himself like this, and he was so Yiruoqing. He hated, hated why Ruoqing couldn't let go of his hatred and couldn't let go of the past. He hated, hated himself for not being able to empathize, knowing how this hatred could be let go so easily in the past, but he still couldn't empathize. He hated, hated that he was powerless, and in the face of such a pitiful her, nothing could be changed.

He draped his clothes over her, lifted her up, and embraced her into his arms.

This action is instinctive. He couldn't look at her like this, it was worse than his own torture. Rather than letting someone else take a knife and cut it on yourself, it is better to do it yourself.

He was wrong, he didn't know that the 365 days of longing were irrepressible. A hug, as if centuries have passed. Holding him like this, it was as if he were old until he died.

With her eyes closed, she breathed in her scent. Familiar, fascinated, like an addiction, can't be easily quit.

Yi Ruoqing hugged him tightly, buried her head in his chest, and let out a whining cry. This embrace is also an addiction that cannot be easily quit.

He led her back to the familiar apartment.

I took a dry towel from the bathroom and wiped the water from her head.

"No, you have to take a shower, or you'll catch a cold. ”

After saying that, he was silent for a while, and then continued, "You wait." ”

Yi Ruoqing looked at him in a daze, looked at his back again, and laughed slightly.

He walked into the cloakroom and pushed open a cabinet door, which was full of clothes. There were old ones, and there were other ones that he quietly bought for her later, but they were just kept here. He thought, just like that, he was still living a small life with her.

He pulled out a pair of pajamas, old. Hand it to Yi Ruoqing.

She was so surprised, she was so sad that she was going to die, and her tears couldn't be controlled.

"I didn't bother to sort out these things before I went abroad, so I'll put on them first, let's go! I'm going to catch a cold later!"

He stood on the balcony and pulled out a cigarette and lit it.

The white curtain was messy by the autumn wind, and it was not as cool as the summer day, but it was cold in the middle of the night. The faint moonlight poured into the living room and shone on the familiar coffee table.

- Damn, I remembered the past again.

Shen Jiawei blamed himself in his heart, for a day, he always kept thinking about the past.

The shower in the bathroom was lying on the ground, and the thin water slowly remained on the ground, like the sound of a stream. Yi Ruoqing squatted on the ground, tears falling down her eyes, she bit her arm, not wanting to make a sound.

Shen Jiawei extinguished the cigarette, and the tail of the cigarette swirled on the ashtray.

The apartment was quiet except for the sound of water in the bathroom. Shen Jiawei walked to the door of the bathroom and knocked lightly: "Are you okay?"

It's been too long, and he's worried that she's not in good health and she's fainting again.

The sound of the water was so loud that I couldn't hear the knock on the door.

Bang bang bang, "Ruoqing?"

Still no answer.

He pushed the door open, finding it unlocked, frowned, and pushed open the bathroom door. The water vapor wandered freely in the bathroom, and Yi Ruoqing leaned against the wall, already fainting.

"Damn, I've fainted again!", immediately picked her up and walked towards the room.

Help her change into pajamas and gently cover the quilt.

Shen Jiawei sat on the edge of the bed, lowered his head and stopped talking.

got up and wanted to leave, but turned back again.

Look at this familiar face, I miss it every day and every night, and this moment is right in front of me. The hand was unconsciously raised, and it gently fell on her face, eyebrows, nose, and mouth, gently brushing.

"En......"

Shen Jiawei was stunned, and her hand was still on her cheek.

Looking at Shen Jiawei with confused eyes, she thought it was a dream.

Laughing, smiling slightly, reaching out to touch his face.

"You're in my dream again, it's really, too much. ”

"It's too much, leaving myself to live a happy life, but it appears in my dreams without any guilt. ”

"Enough, don't come later. ”

"I want to say such chic things to you, but I am always reluctant. ”

"Even in my dreams, I want you to be with me...... I'm so selfish!"

Shen Jiawei bent down and hugged her gently.

- "Fool, whatever you want, I'll give it to you." ”

- "I'll help you live this unbearable life." ”

Yi Ruoqing was stunned, and his blurred eyes lit up.

"Ah Wei ......"

Yes, it's not a dream. A year apart, just now, an hour ago, they met again.

She reached out and banged him, tears streaming down her face, biting him on the shoulder.

A tingling pain spread through his body, but he laughed warmly.

"I don't want to live this day, and I don't want this life anymore......"

He was stunned, his heart aching.

"What do you want to do?"

"I ...... Wants to end it all. ”