Chapter 586: Su Xinyue's Inner World
Looking at Lin Feng's sincere eyes, Su Xinyue's heart was sour for no reason, and she turned her face slightly to the side, "You don't have anything to be sorry for me, and I'm not unhappy." ”
"You also said that you are not unhappy, you almost wrote the three words unhappy on your face. Lin Feng pinched Su Xinyue's little face lightly.
"I'm really not unhappy, I'm very happy that you came over, I just ......" Su Xinyue bit her lip, lowered her head and said a little ashamedly: "I just blame myself for being too ordinary, I have no ability and no charm, if I am more capable and more charming, I will not lose my luster in front of them, and I will not be so non-existent." ”
"Xinyue, what are you talking nonsense, why don't you have a sense of existence? In my heart, your sense of existence is no lower than that of any of them. Lin Feng said with a frown.
"But in my heart, my sense of existence is lower than theirs!" Su Xinyue's face was full of seriousness, "Don't say anything else, just say that in the days when you had an accident, when they were in order to save you, everyone contributed a lot of strength, only me, I didn't contribute anything, I couldn't help anything, I could only do it there in a hurry, at that time I really felt like air...... Lin Feng, I really don't complain about you, you have been very good to me, everything you can give me has been given to me, what else do I have to complain about? I want to complain and only complain that I am too weak, I can't be a woman who can help you, I can only be a useless vase......"
"Xinyue, don't think too much, no one will ignore your existence, and it is impossible for me to ignore you, even if you don't do anything, for me, you are enough by my side, and you don't need to do anything. Lin Feng explained.
Su Xinyue shook her head lightly and said: "Lin Feng, I know you don't care about this, but I care, I'm a strong person, I can accept ordinary life, but I can't accept being a vase, I don't expect to be your virtuous helper, but at least I want to play a useful role in your life, so that I can feel my existence, and I won't feel lost and hesitant when you are not by my side, do you understand my feelings?"
Lin Feng fell silent when he heard this, he had always thought that as long as he paid, Su Xinyue would live happily, so he rarely cared about Su Xinyue's feelings, but now, he seemed to be wrong, Su Xinyue was not as happy as he imagined, and even a little troubled.
Thinking about it seriously, Lin Fengxian was indeed wrong, with Su Xinyue's character, he would never tolerate being a vase, but he had clearly treated Su Xinyue as a vase before, including just now, wasn't this wrong?
"Do you know why I didn't live with you, and then I went home to live, because I didn't feel my presence there, like a stranger, and I didn't feel any sense of belonging. That night I couldn't help but ask myself, is this the life I wanted, and I replied no, I didn't want a life without a sense of being, and I didn't want to live in a house without a sense of belonging, so I left. Su Xinyue's eyes flashed with a glittering light, and she stared at Lin Feng deeply, "Lin Feng, do you know what I'm most afraid of now? ”
Lin Feng suddenly took Su Xinyue into his arms, hugged her tightly and said: "Xinyue, you can never leave me, and I won't allow you to leave! Also, you are not a vase, although you haven't helped me now, it doesn't mean that you are incapable, it's just that you haven't had the opportunity to show it yet, I can assure you that you will definitely help me in the future, because I will soon establish a foundation here, and then you and they will become my help and contribute to the growth of my foundation." ”
"Of course, your current ability is indeed a little insufficient, but this is not a problem, I will give you targeted guidance to improve your ability, with my guidance, your ability will definitely improve by leaps and bounds. ”
Su Xinyue's problem is not that she can't accept a rich life, but that she denies her own ability and has an inferiority complex, which makes her resist this kind of life that she thinks she is not qualified to enjoy. Therefore, the first thing he has to solve is Su Xinyue's ability, only when his ability is enhanced, Su Xinyue's heart can become stronger, and he can accept all this calmly.
Su Xinyue's eyes bloomed with bright brilliance when she heard this, and she couldn't wait to say, "Lin Feng, do you really want to guide me?
Lin Feng gave her money and wealth, she may not be willing to accept it, but Lin Feng taught her ability, and she is definitely a hundred willing, because this is the wealth she wants.
"I can teach a lot, if you want to learn a foreign language, I can teach you a foreign language, if you want to learn medicine, I can teach you medical skills, and even if you want to practice martial arts, I can teach you, as long as you want to learn, all the abilities I have can be taught to you." Lin Feng said without hesitation.
"Can you teach me medicine? I'd love to learn. Su Xinyue's eyes were full of expectation, she had been interested in medicine before, after knowing Lin Feng, her interest in medicine became even stronger, and she was very eager to have Lin Feng's medical skills, even if it was only one percent. It's not that she didn't want to let Lin Feng teach her, but due to the problem of affection and talent, she dispelled this idea, and now Lin Feng offered to teach her ability, and said that he could teach her medical skills, she couldn't help but have a desire for Lin Feng's medical skills again.
"No problem, you can learn whatever you want. Lin Feng agreed very simply, but then changed his words, "But you'd better think about it carefully, medical skills are not like other abilities, you can master them in a short time, it takes a long time to study, and it is very difficult to learn, even if you spend time, you may not be able to achieve much success, the most important thing is that medical skills must also have skills, if you want to learn my medical skills, then you have to practice at the same time, which requires even more effort." ”
"It's okay, I'll learn slowly, if I can't learn in a year, I will use ten years to learn, and if I can't learn in ten years, I will use a lifetime to learn, and the most I lack is patience. Su Xinyue didn't care, she had to try everything, and she couldn't back down because of difficulties, she wouldn't be able to learn anything.
Seeing Su Xinyue make a decision, Lin Feng no longer persuaded him, and nodded in agreement: "Okay, then I'll teach you medical skills, but I have one condition." ”
"What conditions?" asked Su Xinyue.
"You're going to move back to me, I know you're not used to life there, but you have to try to adapt, you can't run away from it, you can't run away from it, you can't solve the problem just by running away. Besides, I want to teach you medical skills, I have to be with you, you can't let me run around every day, and it's convenient for you to learn if you live with me. Lin Feng said reasonably.
Su Xinyue pondered for a moment, but after a moment she made up her mind: "Okay, I'll move back!"
"Have you decided? You won't run again, will you?"
"Oh no, I'm sure I won't run, if I run again, I'll give you ten sons!"
"That's what you said, you can't go back on it, or I'm going to be really angry. Lin Feng looked serious.
"I know, I'll promise to be obedient in the future. Su Xinyue said with a smile.
"Yes, listen to that screaming husband. ”
"Husband!" Su Xinyue shouted sweetly.
"Well, that's good. Lin Feng smiled and touched Su Xinyue's head, then lowered his head and took Su Xinyue's small mouth.
(End of chapter)
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