Well, 2018 is coming to an end, and there are only a few hours left! But what, on the way back to the dormitory. If you think about it, 2018 was for me. It can be said that it has been an extraordinary year. A lot has happened. It's probably the year that has changed the most. So, in the end, think about it, you should be hypocritical and write something!

Thinking about my senior year of high school, I think it was the hardest year I had ever endured. It's not just the pressure of the college entrance exam. It's more about the tribulations of life. Throughout the third year of high school, my parents were arguing. At that time, I preferred to stay at school rather than at home. Because I can't stand the atmosphere at home. The atmosphere suffocated me.

It was that year that I felt like I had completely lost hope in my marriage and in my family. There was even a hint of fear. For me, I feel better living alone. In that year, I was sure that I would never get married for the rest of my life. For me, it was an eternal nightmare!

Also, one night in my junior year of high school, I didn't do well in an exam, and my dad was so angry that night that he actually beat me. And it was beaten very hard. From more than eleven o'clock to more than twelve o'clock. I just can't hold it. At that time, my clothes were completely dirty. It hurts all over my body. I just can't help it. I had no choice but to run out.

At that time, it was a particularly cold winter. I wore another very thin set of clothes. That night, I sat in the 24-hour bank for a night. I cried, I cried! At that moment, I lost faith in the world, I lost hope. At that moment, I understood what loneliness is! From that day on, I began to enjoy solitude!

In fact, the tribulations suffered in 2018 are far more than these, and they are just relatively large tribulations. I don't know when it started, I started to get used to doing everything alone, and I started to enjoy doing everything alone.

Also, I completely changed from extrovert to introvert. turned into an extreme pessimist.

Still, I hold on to some of my beliefs: I believe that there is as much pain as there is joy in the world. If I suffer more, I can make others happier. Then I'm willing to endure the pain. It's because I know what it's like to be miserable, so I don't want anyone else to suffer it!

May humanity be treated gently by the world.

Finally, I would like to say, "Hello 2019!"