Chapter 254 is a premarital phobia
ran all the way back to the bedroom, and Luo Sheng locked the door with his backhand.
Entering this familiar environment, the emotions that were almost overflowing were finally vented, and she wanted to step forward to the sofa, but her limbs were floating, and she completely lost her strength, and she couldn't take a step.
With his back against the door, he slowly slid down and sat on his knees on the cold floor.
The room was quiet, the warm sunlight poured in through the glass windows, the breeze blew the light green curtains, and in such a warm and comfortable bedroom, she only felt cold, and her hands and feet were cold.
With her hands around her knees, she stared at the empty air in a daze, her eyes were blank and empty, and her thoughts were like ethereal smoke, scattered in the void one by one, and could not be condensed into a fixed form.
Immersed in the heavy atmosphere, she didn't notice when the sound of steady footsteps sounded outside the door, from far and near, and finally stopped.
Without unscrewing the doorknob, there was a knock on the door outside, followed by a slightly puzzled man's voice, "Luo Sheng?"
Luo Sheng was called back to his senses, and little by little he raised his head and looked back at the door behind him.
She didn't move, her eyes were still wandering, and she was stunned.
After a few seconds of silence, the person outside the door knocked several times and called her name again.
In the frozen silence, Luo Sheng woke up like a dream, and wanted to stand up and open the door, but as soon as her hand touched the cold metal doorknob, a thought suddenly came to her chaotic brain clearly, and her current distraught appearance would definitely be noticed by him.
After noticing, with his character, he must be in full swing to ask, and when the time comes, she will not be able to cover her infertility.
Ye Junyuan stood outside the door for a while, without waiting for an answer from inside, not even the sound of footsteps, only silent silence in response.
Thinking that Luo Sheng was already asleep inside, he didn't insist and turned to leave.
Luo Sheng stood at the back of the door, holding his breath, listening to his footsteps gradually become smaller, and finally let him go.
With a stiff stride, she climbed onto the bed, pulled the quilt up and lay it flat, and gently closed her eyes.
During this time, she went to various hospitals for physical examinations, and J had been restless for several days in order to wait for the results, and her body's fatigue had accumulated to a limit, and she urgently needed a vivid rest.
In extreme insensitivity, she fell into a lethargic darkness.
In the past nearly 24 years of her life, she has experienced the death of both parents, more than ten years of life under the fence, running around to escalate and kidnapping in order to support her younger brother...... Wait, before she met Ye Junyuan, she had not lived an easy life, but she never gave up on herself in despair, but worked hard and positively.
Because she always believes that as long as she is willing to pay, she will definitely usher in her own dawn, and she did survive the rising star, but when she was about to be happy, someone suddenly said to you, "You can't give birth to a child, don't hurt him." ”
Luo Sheng had a nightmare of falling into the deep sea, and when he woke up, his forehead was covered with cold sweat.
The heart was still beating rapidly in fear, and a man's soft voice came from the cold in his ears, "Awake?"
She jerked her eyes up to meet the man's concerned gaze.
Ye Junyuan sat on the edge of the bed, reached out and touched her forehead, and brushed away her sweaty Liuhai, "...... Having a nightmare?"
Luo Sheng sat up against the bed screen, eased his emotions, and nodded carelessly.
Ye Junyuan looked at her quietly for a while, and asked in a low voice, "What kind of dream did you have?" ”
Luo Sheng opened his mouth, didn't say anything, and said half-loudly, "...... It's nothing, it's just when I was a kid. ”
"Huh?"
"My parents just passed away...... her eyes lowered, and the unnatural emotions in her eyes were removed, "I haven't dreamed for a long time, I don't know why...... Suddenly I dreamed ......"
He understood, wrapped his long arms around her shoulders, let her lean into his arms, and patted her back soothingly, "My grandmother said that nightmares are actually a way to eliminate karma, and if you have a nightmare, in reality it will become smooth accordingly, and there will be less resistance to doing things. ”
The man's voice was very gentle, with an indescribable steady force, Luo Sheng's disordered heart calmed down a little, and unconsciously reached out to hold his other hand, and muttered in a low voice, "Really?"
"Hmm. ”
“……”
She didn't say anything more, just quietly squeezed his hand, as if only by doing so could she try her best to restrain the overwhelming hesitation and helplessness in her heart.
Suddenly, I felt extremely dazed, and I didn't know what to do.
Ye Junyuan still doesn't know anything, if he knew, what kind of reaction would he make?
Was it surprise, was it disappointment, was it pain with her, or something else?
And no matter how she guessed, she knew that no matter how calm she was, he would not just give her a light "um" as before.
I can't help but laugh at myself a little bit in my heart, thinking about how much she hated the infertility advertisements on the streets and alleys, like weeds, which can be seen everywhere, even if the city cleaning team tears up, there will soon be a new one, which hinders the city's appearance and affects people's mood.
At that time, she never imagined that she was also a potential customer of this kind of small advertisement.
Thinking about things in a trance, Ye Junyuan moved and gently pushed her away, "Go wash your face, it's time to go down to eat." ”
Being reminded by him, Luo Sheng subconsciously looked at the sky outside the window, and slept all afternoon, twilight had faintly fallen, and it seemed to be more than six o'clock.
Ye Junyuan sat beside her, watched quietly for a while, and saw that she seemed to be a little dazed that she hadn't woken up, so she couldn't help but bow her head and kiss her forehead, and reminded her in a soft voice, "Hurry up, grandma is still waiting for you below." ”
Luo Sheng's eyes widened, and then he remembered that Old Madam Ye came here today to discuss the marriage, and now she is still in the living room below.
Recalling her previous faux pas, she showed a guilty look, hurriedly lifted the thin quilt and got out of bed, and said in a panic, "I'm sorry, I'll go wash my face now, and I'll be fine soon." ”
When they waited, the downstairs was already brightly lit, and everyone else was already seated except for the two of them.
Old Madam Ye was chatting with Zuo Xinmei, and when she saw Luo Sheng's figure, she beckoned to her with a smile, "Luo Sheng, come here." ”
Luo Sheng hurriedly answered, quickened her pace and trotted over, and when she arrived, she apologized embarrassedly, "I'm sorry grandma, I was too sleepy in the afternoon to snub you." ”
"It's okay, just rest when you're tired, grandma is her own family, not a guest. Old Madam Ye took her hand and asked her to sit down beside her.
Zuo Xinmei is a habitual joker, and when she heard this, she glanced at Ye Junyuan with no intention, and said with a teasing smile: "Luo Sheng, you have slept really heavily this night, and you have to ask Mr. Ye to get up in person when it gets dark, are you really so sleepy?"
Luo Sheng didn't know that she was digging a trap, and nodded sloppily.
Zuo Xinmei still wanted to say something, but thinking that there were elders at the table, and Xu Jin, who knew her intentions, was also radiating a desire to survive next to her, she still reluctantly held back her joking thoughts.
It's been a long time since it's been so lively, Old Madam Ye is in a very high mood tonight, everyone here is a favorite back, and the dinner is so hearty and delicious, when she is happy, she can't help but drink half a glass of red wine, until Ye Junyuan stops it, she reluctantly stops.
Luo Sheng filled half a bowl of Huaishan chicken soup, pushed it in front of her, and said softly: "Grandma, I have skimmed off the oil, you drink it slowly, be careful not to burn it." ”
Zuo Xinmei looked at her cautious appearance and couldn't help but smile, "It's really a blessing to have such a caring and virtuous granddaughter-in-law, Old Madam Ye." ”
Old Madam Ye glanced at Luo Sheng and held her hand with a smile, "Luo Sheng is indeed a good child, the first time I saw her, I liked her in my heart." ”
Suddenly praised for a round, Luo Sheng smiled back shyly, and obediently let Mrs. Ye shake hands.
Looking at her delicate and supple appearance, the more Mrs. Ye looked at it, the more she liked it, patted the back of her hand, and said with a smile: "Luo Sheng, grandma is now dreaming of you and Junyuan's happy wine, I really hope that day can come sooner, and I can also hug your two children as soon as possible!"
Luo Sheng's heart froze for a moment, and in a daze, she looked at the man on the left, and Ye Junyuan was also looking at her, with a soft and happy smile in his eyes.
She was stunned, and the pinprick-like pain came back to her heart, and for a moment, she didn't know what to say.
Mrs. Ye thought she was shy, and she didn't feel anything abnormal, so she said to herself, "You are so young, you can have a second child immediately after giving birth to a child for two years, and your body is recovering quickly. ”
Although Mrs. Ye is glorious and rich in this life, she has not enjoyed the fun of raising children, and her son was strictly guarded by her husband when he was young, and Ye Junyuan, the grandson, only recognized his ancestors after he was six years old, she has been lonely for a long time, and she has always been eager to add some fresh life to her family.
Thinking that maybe in a year, she would be able to tease her grandson, Old Madam Ye's smile suddenly increased, and her eyes became more and more loving and kind when she looked at Luo Sheng.
With these eyes full of expectation, Luo Sheng's heart became even more uncomfortable, and he only felt like he was sitting on pins and needles, and he couldn't wait to flee the scene immediately.
After dinner, everyone moved to the living room and continued the conversation that had not yet ended in the afternoon.
Because Luo Sheng didn't participate in the afternoon, Mrs. Ye focused on asking her opinion, Luo Sheng had something hidden in his heart, although he tried his best to reply calmly, but his slightly stiff actions still did not escape Ye Junyuan's eyes.
After sending Old Madam Ye away, and the two returned to the room, he asked straight to the point: "Luo Sheng, what's wrong with you today?...... Did something happen?"
Luo Sheng was stunned, quickly returned to normal, and smiled casually: "No, you think too much." ”
"Did I really think too much?" he took her hand and lowered his head slightly, staring at her face for a moment, "Actually, not only today, since many days ago, I thought you were a little weird, like you were hiding something from me. ”
Luo Sheng looked at him, his lips moved several times, as if he wanted to speak again, paused for a moment, and then slowly spoke, "I...... I guess I'm a premarital phobia. ”