Chapter 404: The Play of Three Men
At this time, Chairman Zhu Tianyou was already talking to Luo Tianyun about this matter, Situ Lan was called by Chairman Zhu Tianyou to buy cigarettes, he said to Luo Tianyun: "Tianyun, the old man hopes that you and Situ Lan will get married immediately, he doesn't know how many days he can live, so he wants to attend your wedding in person and see your happy moment with his own eyes." This was the old man's last wish, and when he told me this, I was saddened. People who have been on the battlefield all their lives, in the end, have to beg me for the marriage of their children, a junior, God, my heart is very heavy now. ”
As soon as Chairman Zhu Tianyou's words fell, Luo Tianyun's face suddenly became extremely embarrassed, and he was guessing in his heart whether the old man would have such a plan, what he was afraid of, just what he would come. He was afraid that Lu Xinbo would put his hand into Wudu, but he didn't expect Lu Xinbo to reach over his hand, and he reached into Wudu at such a fast speed, his speed was so fast that Luo Tianyun was defenseless, and it was so fast that Luo Tianyun was terrified. Just now, Peng Qingshan's information came again, there was news on the Internet that Peng Qingshan fired a gun to show the public, and there was also news that he asked Hong Liang to smash the reporter's camera, and such news was spread on the Internet, and he and Chairman Zhu Tianyou were both in Beijing at this time, at this time, letting Lu Xinbo and Li Huiling collude was obviously extremely unfavorable to him and Chairman Zhu Tianyou. But the old man's condition worsened at this time, and Mo Tianzheng was really anxious this time.
Luo Tianyun looked at Chairman Zhu Tianyou and said: "Chairman, things in Wudu have changed again, at that time, in order to suppress the emotional crowd, the director of our public security bureau shot at Tian, and now this matter has been stabbed on the Internet, and it is being hyped up, you see, at such a time, where am I in the mood to pay attention to personal affairs? Besides, Xiaolan may not be willing to marry me, I talked to her just now, but she ignored me. Look, can this matter be postponed?"
Luo Tianyun said his thoughts with great concern, but Chairman Zhu Tianyou looked directly at Luo Tianyun and said: "Tianyun, are you stupid or fake? I, an outsider, can see that Xiaolan has been loving you, don't you know? The more she ignores you, the more it proves that she loves you." Why is she so enthusiastic about me? And so cold to you? You can't be as low as your emotional intelligence, right? Besides, marriage is a ceremony, and as soon as the ceremony is over, we will go back to Jiangnan. At this time, my chairman, you can put your work down for a while, okay?"
Chairman Zhu Tianyou actually called "Chairman", so embarrassed that Luo Tianyun wanted to find a hole to get into, but Chairman Zhu Tianyou said this, what could he say? And he knew in his heart that Situ Lan liked him, but he broke her heart, now she seems to be no longer the same as before, and he always feels that there is some kind of connection between Situ Lan and Ma Yingjie, what it is, he can't be sure, this feeling makes it difficult for Luo Tianyun to convince himself to accept Situ Lan.
Chairman Zhu Tianyou saw that Luo Tianyun didn't speak, and asked Luo Tianyun anxiously: "Do you have another woman in your heart?"
As soon as Chairman Zhu Tianyou's words fell, Luo Tianyun was shocked, and quickly shook his head and said, "No, there is no thing." ”
"That's good. You marry Xiaolan right away, and I will preside over it, this is a political task. After Zhu Tianyou finished speaking, he didn't look at Luo Tianyun anymore, turned around and walked towards the ward.
Luo Tianyun stared at Chairman Zhu Tianyou's back, but an indescribable bitterness welled up in his heart, what kind of political task is this? At the beginning, he gave up Luan Xiaoxue for an official position, and now he wants to marry Situ Lan as his wife for an official position and a political task? What about Luan Xiaoxue? What about his children?
Luo Tianyun's heart really hurt, and it was a pain that he couldn't explain clearly. He turned around and looked out the window, the moon outside the window was blooming one by one, like spring in the south of the Yangtze River, but his heart was colder than winter. On the one hand, it is his mentor, the "father" he has called for decades, and on the other hand, it is the woman he can't give up, the flesh and blood that he can't give up, no matter which side it is, he has no way to explain it, and he has no way to choose.
Luo Tianyun stood like a stone statue, and at this time, he was blank. He wanted to grasp any kind of thought, but found that any kind of thought was not by his side, it was as if it was far away from him. He felt that he was very empty at this time, but he had no weight, so heavy that he couldn't bear it, so heavy that he didn't dare to face himself.
Situ Lan stood behind Luo Tianyun, when did she come, Luo Tianyun didn't notice it at all, until Situ Lan's voice sounded beside him: "You're sad, aren't you?"
Luo Tianyun was startled, turned his face suddenly, and saw Situ Lan. There is a sadness that Luo Tianyun doesn't want to see in her eyes, does this kind of sadness belong to love? But does this kind of love belong to him? So what about Luan Xiaoxue's love? That child guarded him namelessly, and suffered so much for the child who was pregnant with him, Luan Xiaoxue's flower belly that was broken by the nerves, Luan Xiaoxue's clean face, and the expectation that he had nothing to ask for, at this time, it was extremely clear in Luo Tianyun's brain scene after scene, could he not be in pain? Can he let go of this pair of mother and son?
Luo Tianyun was really embarrassed.
"I know you can't let go of her, you can't let go of the child. Situ Lan's voice was very low, but every word was engraved into Luo Tianyun's heart, although he knew that Situ Lan knew about the existence of Luan Xiaoxue and the child, but when Situ Lan said it so directly, Luo Tianyun was still strangely embarrassed.
Luo Tianyun had to speak: "Xiaolan, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. ”
Situ Lan's heart sank to the bottom all of a sudden, although she knew that Luo Tianyun refused to accept herself, but when Luo Tianyun said it herself, her last glimmer of hope was completely shattered, this man, this man she had pretended to be since she was a girl, was she really so ruthless to herself? When his father was so critically ill, did he really refuse to accept himself?
Situ Lan wanted to turn around and leave, she wanted to never see this man again, this man who broke her heart. But can she walk away? Father, the father she couldn't part with, was still waiting for her to marry him. Her father hinted at her again and again that she wanted her to marry Luo Tianyun, but she avoided it again and again, and now, her father has few days to live, could it be that at such a time, Luo Tianyun can't fulfill his father's wish?
"You're so selfish. Situ Lan couldn't help but yell at Luo Tianyun, but she didn't roar loudly, but in Luo Tianyun's ears, it still scared him like a giant thunder.
"Xiaolan, is this good? We will fake the marriage in front of my father and hold a ceremony to reassure the old man, what do you think?" Luo Tianyun suddenly made such a suggestion.
If it was an insult for Luo Tianyun to push himself away last time, then this time Luo Tianyun proposed a fake marriage, which was simply a kind of cheap step for Situ Lan, she was so despised and arbitrarily trampled on by Luo Tianyun, Situ Lan's heart was like countless sharp knives stabbing in, that kind of pain, that kind of injury, for Situ Lan was unbearable. She really wanted to rush over and slap Luo Tianyun in the face, but what about after the fan? Besides, wasn't the fake marriage plan that she originally used for Luan Xiaoxue and Ma Yingjie? That wild girl and Ma Yingjie were able to fake marriage, why couldn't they use this trick again when it came to their own heads? This is probably the legendary retribution. And she also slept with the nominal husband of the wild girl, what else could she do? At least Luo Tianyun was willing to let his father leave with peace of mind, at least this man compromised a step, what else could she force him?
No matter how much anger, heartache, grievances and entanglements Situ Lan had at this time, Situ Lan still nodded at this time and said, "Okay, let's fake marriage." After speaking, Situ Lan quickly turned around and walked to the other end of the corridor, but tears, unassuming tears, "brushed" the ground and rushed out of his eyes------
No pain is so great at this time, and no other wound is so piercing the heart and bones. Situ Lan's legs were like a thousand pounds of weight, she dragged and walked, but it was so difficult, a staircase down was as cumbersome as if she had climbed over a mountain, and her whole heart, the whole person, except for passively moving step by step to the outside of the hospital, she couldn't find any other way.
How Situ Lan got downstairs and how she got to the back garden of the hospital, she didn't seem to know, or she refused to know. Just like she never wanted to face the fact that Mo Zheng loved her or not, just like she pushed that Luo Tianyun away and hid her deep in the night, in fact, she buried it so deeply, or because she was looking forward to it, one day, Luo Tianyun stood in front of her and told herself that he was wrong and that he loved her. She is looking forward to it so much in her heart, she has never given up such expectations, even if she loves Ma Yingjie's young body, even if she is willing to do such and such things for Ma Yingjie, but in the deepest part of her heart, she is still imagining Luo Tianyun's love, imagining that one day, Luo Tianyun can marry her openly. The role of a wife is what she wants to have the most, a woman of her age. She has lost the right to be a mother, so why can't she be given the right to be a wife? She needs the role of a wife, and she desires it. However, Luo Tianyun didn't give her such a role, Luo Tianyun just wanted to use humiliation again and again to shatter her only remaining pitiful self-esteem, so that she couldn't face herself at the same time, let alone face the following days.
Situ Lan's pain and hatred were buried and hidden at this moment. With such pain and hatred, I am afraid that no one can understand her, or even sympathize with her, except for herself. She had so many things, in the eyes of everyone, so thought. But all these things can't be exchanged for that extremely easy role, that wife, wife's position, but she can't get it for the rest of her life?
Situ Lan walked downstairs, walking----- but when she walked to a place where no one was, she still took out her mobile phone and dialed Ma Yingjie's mobile phone.