Liu Renjian fell directly into the dark abyss at the moment when Dong Xingxin closed the door and left.

Then he heard Dong Xingxin say to the two young men on duty at the door of the ward: "Go back, go to work normally in the unit, and you don't need to come again." ”

Liu Renjian, who was completely abandoned, had a blank in his mind, he wanted to yell at Dong Xingxin to come in, so that Dong Xingxin was giving him a chance, he wanted to tell Dong Xingxin that he would definitely seize this last chance, and he would not let them down, he would go to hold Su Qing accountable, bite Su Qing to death, and let Su Hewei have to come forward to Tianhai to solve it.

But this thought rolled in Liu Renjian's heart many times, but he still couldn't shout out.

He couldn't gamble with his life!

Since he was admitted to the hospital, Liu Renjian has been thinking about what he has done every day, whether all this he has done has violated his original intention, and whether he has worked hard for those people, but what he got in the end is not what he wants.

I don't know when it started, Liu Renjian suddenly realized that all this was not what he wanted.

Although he wanted to pursue power, what was the purpose of his initial pursuit of power? The original purpose of his pursuit of power was to benefit the people......

Liu Renjian remembers very well that when he was young, his family lived a very hard life, his parents were small street vendors selling grilled sausages and vegetable pancakes, and they were afraid to push a tricycle out every day, because they were ordinary people living at the bottom, so they would be humiliated and bullied every day.

It is very polite for hooligans to come to eat and not give money, some not only do not give money, but even charge so-called protection money, and parents have to give this money in order to make a living, No way, more is better than less, they live on this, can it be done if they don't give?

That's not bad, at least these ruffians won't be looking for trouble after collecting the money, and they can more or less give you a period of leisure.

But it's different when you run into the chengguan, it's going to set up a stall, the chengguan in that era is comparable to bandits, the stall confiscated things, and even the tricycle has to be smashed, and if you don't run in time, you will lose a lot of money.

Fortunately, now that the Internet is developed, even if those bastards who still have bandit hearts want to continue to do that, they don't dare to do that, and now they pay attention to civilized law enforcement, isn't it because the pressure of public opinion is too great?

Liu Renjian studied hard for the exam at the beginning in order to be assigned to the chengguan brigade to become a chengguan, because he knew that only if he became a chengguan, his parents could do business safely and not worry about being smashed.

In the end, as he wished, he entered the department he wanted to enter, protected his parents, and also got the respect of the leader because of his hard work, because of a very flattering thing, he entered the eyes of Li Weiquan, the director of the city bureau of the public security, and Li Weiquan began to train him with all his might.

After Li Weiquan transferred them to the public security department, they desperately helped Li Weiquan to make achievements, and then watched Li Weiquan ascend step by step, and Dong Xingxin, who was with him, was also promoted step by step.

Later, Liu Renjian found that it was not enough to just work hard, Dong Xingxin did not inevitably send Li Weiquan all kinds of the best things he got while doing things desperately, so that they were tied together, and of course Li Weiquan would desperately promote Dong Xingxin.

At this time, Liu Renjian began to take Dong Xing's new path, but he left too late, and Li Weiquan accepted him for a longer time.

So much so that not long ago, Li Weiquan finally promoted Liu Renjian, who had been at the section level for many years, to the position of deputy director.

Just when Liu Renjian thought that he could enter the real leadership circle little by little like Dong Xingxin and Dong Xingxin, Li Weiquan had an accident, and after Li Weiquan's accident, all the people who were close to him were investigated, and he escaped because Li Weiquan was promoted less.

What really puzzled Liu Renjian was not that he was not investigated, but that Dong Xingxin, Dong Xingxin not only was not investigated, but also benefited from this matter.

The secretary of the municipal party committee, who was originally close to Li Weiquan, was also investigated, but Dong Xingxin was promoted to become the new secretary of the municipal party committee, which is a big step forward.

At this time, Liu Renjian realized that if he wanted to mix well, he couldn't just step on one boat, and Dong Xingxin was able to turn the danger into a disaster and get benefits because he also maintained relationships in other aspects.

Compared with Liu Renjian, who has secretly bought a house and raised a woman with his gray income over the years, Dong Xingxin has used all his gray income to expand his contacts, so Dong Xingxin is much better than Liu Renjian.

Liu Renjian immediately took Dong Xingxin as a role model and leaned on Dong Xingxin's side, so he immediately got the job of "reuse" and was arranged to replace Zhou Chengxuan in the criminal police team, and he was well promised.

At this moment, Liu Renjian really felt that he saw infinite dawn and hope, and he really felt that his whole life was flying.

But it was also in this matter that he planted a huge heel, this heel woke him up hard, he began to rethink his life, he began to wonder what he had done, what had he done all these years for?

Isn't his original intention very simple, but the more he turned into a desire, the more he became a desire, and his interests made him unable to see his original intention.

In fact, he worked hard to study for exams and be assigned to the chengguan to make his parents no longer so difficult, and he didn't want other small traders like his parents to be so difficult, he only hoped that he could make those low-level people not be overly bullied in this industry.

When the people around him want to overturn the stalls of those small traders, he is qualified to stop them, and there will be people who give him face not to do that.

This is what Liu Renjian wanted to do at the beginning, this is Liu Renjian's original intention to study hard for the exam, he doesn't want to become a big man who can be how he is.

For Liu Renjian, the big man is far away from him.

If it weren't for Li Weiquan's appearance, Liu Renjian wouldn't have realized that some powerful people would actually do those dirty things and transactions.

If it weren't for the emergence of Li Weiquan, Liu Renjian might have relied on his own strength to achieve civilized law enforcement early instead of because of public opinion.

All of this is because of the appearance of Li Weiquan.

But Liu Renjian is still doing things to avenge Li Weiquan, and even he thinks that everything he did is right, because Li Weiquan promoted him, because Li Weiquan changed him, because Li Weiquan gave him a different world view and values, and let him embark on a life path that he was not qualified to contact before.

All of this is because of Li Weiquan.

But now Liu Renjian began to doubt, he suddenly felt that everything Li Weiquan did was to harm him, everything Li Weiquan did was to use him, and he was like a fool who was used and then abandoned, and even remembered his kindness when he was abandoned.

Before I knew it, more than an hour passed, and Liu Renjian gritted his teeth and scolded: Damn desire.