Although rescued, An Suya is like an empty shell that has lost her soul, or a walking corpse, lifeless.

Bai Rongguang found her a psychiatrist, but no matter how the doctor asked, she just wouldn't speak.

This went on for a whole year, until one day Bai Rongguang asked the maid to tell An Suya that he was helping her find the child......

This sentence is like a dead tree encountering spring rain, which instantly stimulates her desire to live.

Since then, Bai Rongguang has brought her good news every once in a while, such as when someone saw a child who looked very similar to Bai Yi'an in a welfare home......

Ansoya waited in such hope.

One day, two days...... One month, two months...... Until a year has passed, Bai Yi'an still has no news.

Until one day, she overheard the maid whispering, saying that her child would never come back, and everything Bai Rongguang was doing now was used to coax her......

She silently returned to her room and took the initiative to contact Bai Rongguang for the first time.

Let him come back in the evening, she has something to discuss with him.

Bai Rongguang postponed the evening's entertainment and went back to the villa before dinner.

As soon as he returned to the villa, he went upstairs to look for her, but before he could react when he entered the door, An Suya stabbed him in the arm with scissors.

Immediately the blood flowed.

At that time, Bai Rongguang was holding his bleeding arm with one hand and asked her with anger on his face, "Are you crazy?"

An Suya's face was full of tears, and there was despair in her eyes, "You lied to me, Bai Rongguang deceived me!"

Bai Rongguang seemed to realize something and had the heart to explain, but because the wound on his arm was stabbed too deep and needed to be bandaged in time, he thought about going to the hospital first and explaining it when he came back.

It's just that she didn't expect that Mrs. Bai didn't know where she got the news that he was stabbed by her, and sent someone to take her to the Bai family's compound overnight.

When he came back from the hospital, he got the news and hurriedly drove home.

As soon as I arrived at the door, I met her coming out of it.

He tried to explain, but was interrupted by her, "I'm nothing, let's go home." ”

Go home......

These were the best words Bai Rongguang had heard from her.

He drove her back to the villa, and after going back, An Suya didn't mention anything, had dinner with him, and took the initiative to leave him behind......

That night, in bed, she hooked his neck and called his name over and over again......

"White Radiance, Radiant ......"

It's not Bai Ronghui, it's Bai Rongguang.

At that time, he thought, she liked him.

When he was done, he hugged her and solemnly promised in her ear, "Child, I will help you get it back, I will also take care of you, I will take care of my parents, you just need to stay with me with peace of mind." ”

The promise of that night was beautiful, and it made An Suya feel a little moved.

But three months later, she left.

On the day he left, Bai Rongguang went abroad, and when he got the news and rushed back from abroad, An Suya seemed to suddenly disappear from this world, and she still couldn't find her after searching the entire capital......

.......

"When I left you that year, I was three months pregnant. ”

An Suya finally spoke, "At that time, I was afraid of being known by you and your family, so I didn't dare to go to the hospital, so I secretly went to the pharmacy and bought an early pregnancy test strip......"

"You don't know how scared I was when I found out I was pregnant. An Suya looked at Bai Rongguang, her eyes were red, "I'm afraid that your parents will know, and I'm afraid that they will pull me to the hospital to kill the child after they know about it." ”

"I'm also afraid of being told that if you know that I am pregnant with your child, I don't care if I will abandon me like Bai Ronghui. ”

"I've lost my An'an, I can't lose this child of mine anymore, so when you went abroad, I ran out secretly, hid all the way, didn't dare to take the train, the train needed an ID card, I only dared to buy a bus ticket, and at that time I didn't need an ID card to buy a bus ticket. ”

"I fled all the way to Beicheng, I originally wanted to go to my college classmates, but after arriving in Beicheng, I found that my imagination was too beautiful, the classmate lived in a very small house, two bedrooms and a living room for five people, I only had a meal at her house and left. ”

"When I left the capital, I took a sum of money with me, which was given to me by your parents. ”

Bai Rongguang suddenly opened his mouth, "Why did they give you money?"

"Do you remember when I stabbed you again and your mother took me to the compound?"

"What did they tell you at the time?"

An Suya asked him rhetorically, "Don't you know yet?"

Bai Rongguang twisted his eyebrows, pursed his lips and said nothing.

"Heh......" An Suya chuckled, her eyes full of cynicism, "Your Bai family is now withering, in fact, you brothers can't be blamed at all, if you want to blame your parents, is it in their eyes that women in the world are not worthy of the men of your family?"

Bai Rongguang twisted his eyebrows, and his voice was low, "What did they tell you?"

"Gave me a large sum of money to leave you. ”

Bai Rongguang's brows tightened even tighter, he raised his eyes to look at her, and said coldly, "Then why didn't you leave at that time?"

"It's very simple," An Suya's tone faded, "they asked me to try not to break your heart when I left. ”

After speaking, she looked at Bai Rongguang and smiled, "Do you understand the meaning of your parents' words? I can explain it to you if you don't understand, what they mean is to let me stay with you for a while, and when you get tired of me, I will take the initiative to leave." ”

In the room, Bai Rongguang's heavy breathing sounded.

The hands in front of him unconsciously clenched into fists, and the lines on his face were so tight that they were almost out of shape.

For so many years, he hated her in his heart.

hates her for leaving without a beating, and walks so decisively, even when he finally found her, she was already married to another man and had children.

How many years I loved her, how many years I hated her in my heart.

hated her for being too watery Yang Hua, and just separated from him and threw herself into the arms of another man in a blink of an eye......

Patronized to hate her, but never thought about the reason for his sudden departure.

So at this moment, when he knew the truth of the year, Bai Rongguang was so shocked that he didn't come back to his senses for a long time.

An Suya continued, "I met Su Jianguo on the second day I came to Beicheng, he opened a restaurant, I was renting a house in the community opposite his hotel, at that time it was just three months, morning sickness was very bad, almost vomiting whatever I ate, once he saw me vomiting badly, he boiled me a bowl of porridge, I still remember the taste of the bowl of porridge very clearly." ”

An Suya was immersed in the memory, "There was rice, glutinous rice, red dates, and hawthorn in that bowl of porridge...... Sweet and sour is delicious, I was hungry for several days, I ate three bowls in one go, and I didn't vomit at all, since then, I didn't go to his store every day to drink porridge, he changed the pattern to cook porridge for me every day, until I reached the second trimester, when the belly slept for six months, he suddenly asked me if I wanted to marry him. ”

"I thought at the time, it would be good if I could find a man who could cook porridge for me for the rest of my life, but I knew that I didn't love him, and marrying him impulsively was not only irresponsible to me, but also unfair to him, so I refused. ”

"But as my belly gets bigger day by day, the closer I get to my due date, the more panicked I become. ”

"I'm not from Beicheng, which means that my child will be a black family from birth, and not only will he not be able to go to school in the future, but he will also be bullied and discriminated against when he goes out. ”

"Just a week before I was about to give birth, Su Jianguo came to me again, and he told me that he was willing to take care of me and the child, even if I didn't accept him, he was willing, unconditionally willing. ”

"I really couldn't help it at that time, for the sake of the child's household registration, I got the certificate with him the next day. ”

"After giving birth, I named the child Su Mian, the reason why it is called 'Mian' is because she was born very well-behaved, she ate and slept when she ate, and she obediently nursed when she woke up. ”

"Su Jianguo is very good to our mother and daughter, during my confinement, he took care of everything, and he ......washed the children's feces and diapers by himself."

"He touched me, but I still don't love him. ”

He also knew that I wouldn't fall in love with him, so he found a woman outside, and that woman was called Luo Xianglin. ”

She took the initiative to find me and asked me to take the initiative to file for divorce from Su Jianguo, but I was unwilling. ”

"When I was two years old, I bought a house with all my money, and the head of the household wrote that it was Mianmian. ”

"Just like this, Su Jianguo and I are husband and wife, but in fact, we are in name only. ”

"I originally wanted to wait until Mianmian went to elementary school and find a chance to divorce Su Jianguo, but there are unforeseen circumstances, and I have a physical problem, you know this......"

Eighteen years ago, An Suya never thought about leaving Beicheng, let alone leaving Su Mian behind.

When Su Mian was five and a half years old, she had a headache, which became worse every time, and she sat up with a headache, and she couldn't wait to hit her head against the wall directly.

Again, she couldn't help it, so she went to the doctor.

The doctor asked her to take a CT scan, which showed that she had a lump in her brain, which was suspected to be a malignant tumor.

When she heard the news, An Suya's eyes darkened, and she fell headlong in front of the doctor.

When she woke up, there was only one thought in her head...... If she dies, what will happen to her sleep?

After returning home, she cooked for Su Mian like a nobody, accompanied her to write homework and read comics to coax her to sleep.

Only in the dead of night would she secretly wipe her tears.

A few days later, she went to the hospital again, found the doctor and asked her how much time she had left?

The doctor told her at the time that it was still uncertain in your case, and if it was benign, it would be fine if it was removed, but if it was malignant, it would not be very long.

The doctor also suggested to her that the current medical conditions in Beicheng are not as good as in Beijing, and if she wants to get better treatment, he suggested that she go to a professional hospital in Beijing.

After An Suya went home, she began to check the information, and finally she found that the best hospital in the capital in terms of her illness was actually under the name of the Bai Group, and in desperation, she contacted Bai Ronghui.