When he arrived at the hospital, Ruoqing saw his uncle again and saw the cruel white. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info Fear is like rain, and the hospital is like a monster, opening its mouth to Ruoqing, with greed and pride in its eyes. It's taken away Daddy, it's taken Grandma, no!

"Ahh

Ruoqing screamed and squatted on the ground with his head in his hands.

The fear in her heart and the pain of her father's departure, like a needle, were already inserted in her, but now she pulled it out and inserted it into the same hole again, so painful that she had no way to scream, and it hurt her heart. The blood was flowing all over her body, but no one could see it, only herself, and the patches of red, covering her whole body and surroundings, were almost unable to breathe.

Wu Mei looked at Ruoqing who was squatting on the ground, and was so frightened that she didn't dare to step into the door of the hospital.

She squatted down and stretched out her hands to hug Ruoqing. She didn't hear Ruoqing's crying, nor could she see the blood on her body, this hug couldn't help Ruoqing drive away the pain.

"Ruoqing, don't be afraid, we're all here. ”

Ruoqing heard Wu Mei's voice and realized that he didn't even know that someone was following along the way. She stood up in horror and looked at Wu Mei.

It's really Wu Mei, it's really Wu Mei......

She seemed to feel a little strength, and the fear in her eyes faded a little.

Seeing this, Wu Mei took her hand. She hoped that she could give Ruoqing some strength, even if it was a little, maybe it could make Ruoqing feel safe for a moment.

In Ruoqing's impression, since her father left, her mother often coughed. In the rainy weather in the south, the sound of my mother's cough and rain accompanied Ruoqing to sleep for countless nights. Knowing the same, the frog will also call, the night is as quiet, and the wind is so gentle as blowing through every corner. But the father will no longer come to cover his daughter with a quilt. And the mother has been depressed for a long time, and rarely communicates with her daughter, and the home is deserted. My uncle once proposed to move in with their family. There are many reasons why mom disagrees.

Ruoqing only remembers her aunt saying, "Why do you want this kind of woman to live with us?"

Then my uncle slapped my aunt, and my mother stopped talking.

My uncle couldn't resist my aunt, so I had to give up. Uncle came to Ruoqing's house for dinner every three or five days, hoping to give this cold family a little warmth. In the days when my uncle was here, if I smiled happily, my mother would also show a smile that I hadn't seen for a long time. Uncle also cooks Ruoqing's favorite dishes, but the taste is not as delicious as his brother-in-law's, he always practices many times at home, knowing that his aunt can't stand it and doesn't cook for him before stopping.

Later, the cough caused the lung disease to get worse and worse. My uncle said that he went to the hospital for an examination a month ago, and it was already in the advanced stage. Liu Ru was reluctant to tell her daughter, and kept asking her uncle to hide it.

Liu Ru sat on the chair, it could no longer shake, since her husband died, she fixed the chair and stopped shaking. She closed her eyes and remembered the picture when she just met Yi Shaoyang, and remembered Li Deyang, whom she once loved like crazy.

The sea of flowers over there, I don't know if it's still there.

At that time, she was only 18 years old, and Li Deyang was 22 years old.

He invited her to the endless flowers, then took out a pair of small earrings, and shouted proudly at the incomparably brilliant sea of flowers, "Liu Ru! I must marry you! I want you to be my woman!" She smiled happily after hearing this, and also shouted to the sky: "Li Deyang! I must marry you! You will not marry you in this life! You remember! I am your woman!" They laughed and fell together in this sea of flowers. At that time, the sky was full of butterflies, flying around them, and she felt that the world was hers!

The first man in her life, and what she thought was the last, disappeared the next day.

Maybe God played a joke on her, a big joke, a joke big enough to let her lie quietly in this sea of flowers alone, and when the blood on her hands dried up, she could leave.

The blood in her body kept flowing, her thoughts about Li Deyang continued to grow, and the small white flowers in the grass were soon stained red by blood, just like plum blossoms in winter, so dazzling. She felt that the sky was back to that brilliant afternoon, the sky was still so blue, she closed her eyes slightly, reached out to get close to the sky, wanted to grab that touch of blue, her hand became more and more weak, she was tired, slowly put down the raised hand, and finally closed her eyes with satisfaction.

At this moment, a figure rushed over quickly. Just when Liu Ru had just stepped into this splendor, Yi Shaoyang was already lying leisurely in the grass. When he saw the woman sighing so sadly, he continued to lie in ambush, not moving. It wasn't until there was no movement that he wanted to see this woman, but this time he saw it, but it was the blood red, which made him lose his mind.

Yi Shaoyang looked around anxiously, but in this long sea of flowers, the idle lover who came! He had to tear his shirt to stop Liu Ru's bleeding, and then hugged her and started running.

But how could this thin shirt and fabric stop the bleeding? Liu Ru was held by him like this, and then the blood was still dripping, and those flowers seemed to be worried, and they all bowed their heads sadly. Liu Ru still had a smile on her face, because those beautiful pictures wantonly invaded her whole body, and the piercing pain was unconscious!

Yi Shaoyang began to shout loudly, "Help! Someone is injured here! Help!!"

Hehehe......

Liu Ru let out a faint laugh, very soft, so light that she could hardly hear it. It's like she loves Shaoyang, and when she says it, no one else can hear it.

Just like this moment, she learned that her days were numbered, and the first past that came to her mind was still Li Deyang.

"I'll hide this matter from Ruoqing, for so many years, I told myself to let her grow up healthy, but I didn't do it, I only cared about my emotions, I never cared about her, I really wasn't a qualified mother, this is under Jiuquan, I'm afraid Shaoyang will annoy me." I also have a deposit left by her grandmother here, brother, you take it, and give Ruoqing a dowry in the future, and if Ruoqing in the future, you have to ask my brother, ah, my sister is really useless......!

At this point, her tears were dripping down.

After Yi Shaoyang left, she washed her face with tears and also left her eye disease. This tear, my eyes hurt and hurt. But compared to the pain in my heart, I can't compare.

"Liu Ru......" Uncle choked up, not knowing what to say. There is no way to comfort the sister who is desperate for life in front of him, just like there was no way to stop his brother-in-law's departure back then, which makes him miserable.

"Brother, you say, people like me will go to hell, right?"

My uncle was also in tears.

"Liu Ru, let's go abroad to check again, I don't believe it!"

The unwillingness and grievances of his sister's fate all came to my heart at once.

Liu Ru shook his head, "Brother, what else to check." I...... It's good that this life ends early. ”

"What are you talking about stupidly! Over the years, you have patronized yourself, have you ever thought about Ruoqing?"

"Ruoqing ......"

Liu Ru's big tears were dripping and dripping, and they fell more urgently.

"Brother, what kind of man will Ruoqing marry in our family? Brother, can I trouble you with something?"

"You stupid girl, don't say that!"

"If Qing marries in the future, you must marry her beautifully, not like me in this life. ”

My uncle was red-eyed and choked.

"I promise you, I promise you, my brother promises you......"

Ruoqing stepped into the ward.

Liu Ru was lying on the hospital bed, her uncle was sitting on the edge of the bed and bowing her head silently, and her aunt was crying.

Ah, my mother is left with this little bit of relatives, and my grandparents are gone, so is it lonely to leave now?

There was no trace of blood on Liu Ru's face, she was wearing an oxygen mask and her eyes were closed. Still, there was a serene look on her face. The cough finally stopped bothering her every night, and she could finally close her eyes calmly.

Such a beautiful mother, but now she is lying in this piece of white. Like a withered lotus flower, scattered on the surface of a calm lake.

Ruoqing couldn't help but start crying, and her aunt also cried even more.

The uncle pulled Ruoqing to the side of the bed, attached it to Liu Ru's ear, and said softly, for fear of alarming the only remaining trace of vitality.

"Liu Ru, look, Ruoqing is back......"

Ruoqing ......

Liu Ru tried to open her eyes and looked at Ruoqing. Ah, my daughter is back, and she's coming to see me off!

She smiled slowly, and the withered lotus flower tried to stand up again with the last trace of her vitality. Pale face, struggling to open the corners of the eyes, everything is so difficult.

"Mom......"

"Ruoqing, you're back, it's really ...... Come, let mom see, if there is any thin ......" faint voice, intermittent.

"Mom, I'm sorry for you, I'm going to go first...... Maybe your dad is too lonely over there, and mom is going to accompany him, what should I do, I'll leave you alone in the future......"

"Mom, don't leave me alone!"

Ruoqing grabbed her mother's hand and clutched it tightly. This time, I couldn't let go of my mother's hand, and I couldn't say anything......

"Mom, why are you ......?"

"Ruoqing, mom is tired, don't blame mom ......"

"Mom......"

"You...... Don't hate mom, okay?"

Over the years, although Ruoqing didn't know why his father left, he inexplicably thought that it was related to Liu Ru, and he was no longer willing to open his heart and get close to Liu Ru. Every time Liu Ru wanted to reconcile, he was perfunctory by Ruoqing.

"Mom...... I don't hate you...... Don't you leave me, okay?"

"Ah, my good daughter, how good, mother...... I'm sorry for your dad...... I'm sorry you ......."

"Mom wants to see you get married, she wants to see you get married...... But ......"

"Mom, don't say it! Don't say it! You'll be fine!"

Tears filled the entire ward, and the uncle wiped his tears, looking at his withered sister, and his heart was painful to death. My sister, who has been so beautiful, lively and kind in front of me since I was a child, is made by providence, why is this ending!

"Liu Ru!

Shaoyang, I'm coming to you, I'm afraid I'm going to be blamed by you for the rest of my life! I'm going to leave Ruoqing behind, just like you selfishly left our mother and daughter back then!

"Mom!!Mom!Don't sleep!Mom!Don't sleep, Mommy......"

"Doctor, doctor, come on, save my mother, please, mother......"

Dad, why did you take my mother!