Chapter 166: Confession
She endured listening, and after listening to it, a voice in her heart shouted that it was not like this, and she wanted to shout too, but she couldn't shout, because it was like this, so she just asked Ji Nanying: "Are you finished?"
Ji Nanying met her eyes, I don't know when, her eyes became cold, and he felt a chill in his heart, and then he heard her say again: "If you are finished, can I go?"
Fang Cai's wine intention suddenly receded in an instant, he was excited, and suddenly reacted to what he had just done, he opened his mouth to explain, but An Jiujiu didn't give him this chance: "You're right, I'm this kind of person." You've been holding these words in your heart for a long time, haven't you? It's hard for you, but you don't have to put up with it from now on. You took care of me before, I am very grateful to you, and I also know that this is because of the friendship I had when I was a child and because of Si Linshen's face, but now I don't need to, you are right, I have severed relations with the Si family, and I have nothing to do with Si Linshen. I won't look for Si Lin Shen again in the future, and you don't have to come to me and Shushu again, thank you for taking care of me during this time. ”
With that, she withdrew her gaze from him, bypassed him and was about to leave.
Ji Nanying came to his senses and knew that he had said the wrong thing, so he hurriedly grabbed An Jiujiu and wanted to explain: "Jiujiu, I didn't mean that, you listen to my explanation, I drank too much just now, and I didn't have a brain to speak, don't ...... to your heart."
An Jiujiu struggled a few times, pulled his hand out, and turned to look at him: "No need to apologize, what you said is right, I am the one who should apologize, and I am the one who should thank you." But Ji Nanying, although you are unintentional, what you said is very reasonable, I should indeed stay away from you and Si Lin Shen, this is correct. ”
"It's not like that. Ji Nanying shook his head, "Si Lin Shen is Si Lin Shen, I am me, I take care of you, I am with you, and I have nothing to do with Si Lin Shen......
"Whether it has anything to do with it or not, the answer is the same," An Jiujiu said, "In the future, I don't want to involve Si Linshen's people and things anymore." ”
She didn't listen to the explanation at all, Ji Nanying's heart was even more irritable, seeing that she was about to leave again, she reached out and pulled her in a hurry, and pulled her to the wine and staggered around, her arm was hurt by his tugging, she frowned at him, and there was deep dissatisfaction in her eyes.
Ji Nanying came back to her senses, and the strength in her hand loosened, but she still didn't let go of her hand: "I'm just...... I want to tell you that everything I did for you was never because of Si Lin Shen. ”
An Jiujiu looked at him puzzled, waiting for him to continue.
"Actually, I've always been very envious of Ah Shen. ”
An Jiujiu didn't understand: "What do you mean?"
"I've always wanted to have a younger sister, but my mother wasn't in good health and couldn't have a second child, but Ah Shen was also alone at that time, so I also listened to balance in my heart. But then you came. He looked at her, "You came to the Si family and became Ah Shen's sister." ”
"I remember the first time I saw you, you were still a very small one, your teeth didn't come out, like a little dough, sitting in the cradle and eating your hands, your mouth was drooling, and you looked like a fool. ”
An Jiujiu couldn't hold back: "You're a fool." ”
Ji Nanying smiled, and then said: "Later, when you grew up, cute and smart, Ah Shen always told me, how is my sister, at that time I was very envious of Ah Shen, because the expression on Ah Shen's face is really desirable, Ah Shen always said to me, it's okay, my sister is your sister." But no, you never call me brother, you blow your beard and stare at me when you see me, thinking that I am robbing Ah Shen with you, and my attention is also on Ah Shen. That's why I'm always going against you, playing tricks on you, and working against you. ”
I didn't know it when I was young, but I didn't know it until I thought about it later, but I just wanted to attract the attention of the people I liked.
An Jiujiu didn't understand: "Then aren't you still teasing me because I rely on Si Lin Shen and you can't play with him?"
Ji Nanying shook his head, but did not explain, but continued to speak: "I used to think so, I thought it was the same as Ah Shen, I just regarded you as a sister, but later I found out that I was really the same as Ah Shen." ”
An Jiujiu didn't understand: "What do you mean?"
Ji Nanying turned his face to look at her: "You framed Ah Shen to leave the Si family at that time, I was crazy to look for you, I originally thought I wanted to find you to vent my anger for Ah Shen, but I was very sad for many days when I couldn't find you." I hate myself very much, why didn't I find something wrong with you, why didn't I look at you, if I hadn't been against you everywhere, but always by your side, I might, at least, wouldn't have lost you. ”
He paused for a moment and said, "So, the day you came back, I was really, very happy. ”
He turned his head to look at her, his expression was sincere, and there were stars in his eyes, like indescribable friendship: "Although you are still staying by Ah Shen's side, I am still happy, at least, I can still see you and be by your side." At that time, I also knew that I didn't have any chance, but now, you leave Ah Shen, I can't find a reason to leave you alone again. ”
Anjiujiu was stunned.
If she can't even hear what Ji Nanying means when she talks about it at this point, then she is no different from a fool.
But for so many years, she never even dreamed that Ji Nanying would have such thoughts about her.
She has been friends with Ji Nanying for more than 20 years, but at this moment he said that he liked her?
In addition to being shocked, Anjiujiu's second reaction was impossible.
It's so weird, she can't think of the possibility of herself and Ji Nanying turning from friends to lovers in her next life.
She reacted for a while and digested the news, came back to her senses and took a step back, looking at Ji Nanying with shocked eyes: "You, are you joking with me?"
"I know it's hard for you to accept it for a while, but I'm serious, Jiujiu," Ji Nanying took a step forward, "I really like you." ”
"Impossible," An Jiujiu shook his head, "You've drunk too much, I'll go back first." ”
After she finished speaking, she turned around and wanted to run, but Ji Nanying didn't give her this chance, grabbed her hand and pulled it back, and An Jiujiu subconsciously struggled to let him let go of his hand.
Ji Nanying didn't follow, between the two of them, Ji Nanying's wine came up again, he looked down at Anjiujiu, Anjiujiu still had makeup on his face, his cheeks were a little red, the lipstick color was the famous male color, and there was a little bit of lip glaze on it, which made his lips moist and attractive.
His brain was hot, and he couldn't help it, so he lowered his head and wanted to kiss her.