Chapter 151: Don't Abandon Me
He knew what he wanted to say.
But he wasn't ready to take his mouth.
At the moment, there are things that are beyond his control.
Before the dust settled, he wasn't ready to say.
The old lady finally said, "Don't bring up the matter of going to play for the time being, tomorrow is the Mid-Autumn Festival, and it is also Yibai's birthday, how do we discuss it?"
Zhong Nanshu raised his eyes and glanced at Su Mian beside him, and then looked at the second elder who was sitting first, his thin lips opened slightly, "Go to the group villa and play there for a day by the way." ”
When Zhong Nanyang heard this, he immediately raised his hand in approval, "How can we play for a day? Let's just stay there for a week, it's boring to come back home." ”
After speaking, he asked Zhong Nanshu again, "Second brother, I heard that there are a lot of new entertainment projects in the villa?"
Zhong Nanjun glanced at him, "What do you want to play?"
"Drifting. Zhong Nanyang was very excited, "I like to play exciting things the most." ”
"The most exciting thing is the real field zone. ”
"I'm not interested in that thing, our big brother should be interested. ”
Zhong Nanzhao took a sip of wine, "Pediatrics, I'm not interested." ”
They were discussing, and Su Mian sat in his place, quietly drinking juice.
The old lady suddenly called her, "Sleepy, what do you think?"
Su Mian didn't expect the old lady to ask what she meant.
She put down the juice glass in her hand, raised her eyes to look at the old man, and replied softly, "I listen to you." ”
"Okay," the old lady said, "Let's leave for the villa early tomorrow morning, you all bring more luggage, and let's stay there for a few more days." ”
The old man sitting next to her said, "I made an appointment with Old Deng Tou and them yesterday......
Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by the old lady.
She said, "Every day is either an old Deng Tou or an old Li Tou." ”
The old man was very aggrieved, "I'm just such a hobby." ”
"In this way," Zhong Nanzhao looked at him, "I will come back the day after tomorrow, and you will come with me then." ”
As soon as the old lady heard his words, she immediately asked, "Will you return to the army the day after tomorrow?"
"Well, something. ”
The old lady wanted to say something, but the old man secretly pinched her with his hand and motioned her to stop talking.
The old lady looked at him with an inexplicable expression, "What are you pinching me for?"
The old man leaned over, and didn't know what to say in her ear, and the old lady's eyes lit up instantly.
Seeing that her eyes were red when she looked at the boss, the old man was afraid that something would happen to her, so he immediately said something in her ear.
The old lady nodded frequently to show that she understood.
It's just that those eyes are still red.
Oh my God, it's going to be a double blessing.
......
After dinner, the old lady asked Zhong Nanshu to take Su Mian to the courtyard to have a look.
This old mansion has a large yard and is divided into front and back yards.
The backyard was used by the old lady as a garden, and the flowers and plants in it were all planted by her own hands over the years.
Zhong Nanshu took Su Mian's hand and led her into the back garden.
There are lights in the garden and they are turned off when no one is around.
Someone comes over and it opens.
Zhong Nanshu turned on the street lamp in the backyard, and Su Mian looked at a large area of purple and red in front of him through the street lamp, and was instantly amazed.
"The purple peony is so beautiful!"
She lifted her feet and took a few steps closer, then bent down in front of a purple peony.
She put her nose up, sniffed lightly on the peony that was as big as a plate, and then turned back to Zhong Nanshu and asked, "There are purple peonies, this is the first time I've seen them." ”
Zhong Nanshu lowered his eyes, and through the light, his eyes fell on her excited little face, "I have a customer who knows that the old lady likes peonies, and I don't know where to get such a pot of purple and give it to her." ”
When Su Mian heard this, he couldn't help but smile and said, "Your customers really take great pains to get your favor. ”
Zhong Nanji hooked the corners of his lips and didn't say anything.
Su Mian straightened up and raised his feet to enter the garden, but was stopped by Zhong Nanji.
When she turned around, he said to her, "There are too many mosquitoes at night, so I'll bring you here early tomorrow morning." ”
Su Mian nodded, but he was still reluctant to leave.
She walked around the garden again and again, until finally she was bitten by mosquitoes on her arm and was dragged away by Zhong Nanji.
On the way back, Zhong Nanshu suddenly said to Su Mian, "Do you want to go back to see your father tomorrow?"
In his opinion, the Mid-Autumn Festival is a day of family reunion.
It is also a day when parents look forward to their children's return home.
He knew Su Mian's family background, and he also knew that she didn't want to go back.
But Su Jianguo is her father after all, and their relationship is not bad.
Su Mian listened to his words, and slightly narrowed his eyelids, covering up all the emotions under his eyes.
After a long time, he spoke softly, "He came to me a few days ago. ”
It was Tuesday, and when school was about to end, Su Jianguo came.
brought Su Mian a fried sugar cake that she likes to eat, and then hesitantly told her, "The old town has been reorganized recently, and the restaurant can't open for business, so your aunt and I discussed taking advantage of the National Day, and Su Qing also happened to be on vacation and wanted to go out to have fun." ”
Su Mian instantly understood what he meant.
is approaching the Mid-Autumn Festival, every year in the Mid-Autumn Festival, even if the relationship between him and Luo Xianglin and their mother and daughter is not good, they will go home for Su Jianguo.
Su Jianguo was looking for her at this time, definitely for the Mid-Autumn Festival.
When their family of three went out to play, they naturally didn't want Su Mian to get involved.
Su Mian nodded and replied to him with a smile, "It's okay Dad, it just so happens that I'm also going to hang out with my friends." ”
"Oh so," Su Jianguo seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and then instructed her, "Go out to play and pay attention to safety, call me if you have something." ”
Su Mian nodded his head, "Okay, you also have to pay attention to safety." ”
Seeing off Su Jianguo, Su Mian sat in the lounge, looking at the fried sugar cake for a long time......
In the end, she completely realized that she really couldn't go back to that home.
......
She stood in front of him, her eyelids drooping, her long eyelashes covering all the emotions under her eyes.
Raising his hand, his slender fingers clasped her chin, with a slight force, forcing her to look up at him.
Su Mian raised his eyelids, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and the moment he raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes were moist and crystalline.
Her eyes were red, and she cried.
Obviously, he can still force a smile in front of Su Jianguo, but in front of Zhong Nanji, he has let go of all his stubbornness and strength, and only his heart is full of grievances and sadness.
She looked at him with red eyes, and choked up, "Zhong Nanji, my home is really gone!"
Zhong Nanshu lowered his eyes, and his deep eyes looked directly at her.
Look at the tears in her eyes and listen to her choked voice.
Zhong Nanji's heart throbbed.
He spoke, his voice firm and deep, "I'll give you another one!"
Give her another home.
Su Mian looked at him, his eyes were originally just full of tears, and tears flooded in an instant.
She threw herself into his arms, hugged his waist with both hands, and sobbed while crying, "Zhong Nanshu, don't abandon me!"
When she was six years old, her mother died in a plane crash, and she was 'abandoned' once.
At the age of twenty-three, he was abandoned by his father again.
Her beloved parents left her like this.
At this moment, Su Mian didn't feel a trace of security.
It was as if she had been abandoned by the whole world.
But fortunately, Zhong Nanji is still there.
It's just that she is too insecure and always afraid that she will lose again.
So, at this time of emotional collapse, I couldn't help but hug Zhong Nanji.
I couldn't help but express the deep uneasiness in my heart.
And Zhong Nanshu was made to smile bitterly by her inexplicable words.
He raised his hand and hugged her tightly, bowing his head slightly, his chin rubbing against the top of her soft hair.
The thin lips opened slightly, and his voice was low and deep, revealing the power to make Su Mian feel at ease at such a moment.
"Little fool, how can I be willing to abandon you?"
She had no idea how much he loved her.
Su Mian lay on his chest, listening to his steady and powerful heartbeat, and muttered, "I envy you so much!"
Zhong Nanshu lowered his eyes and glanced at her, "What do you envy?"
"Your family," Su Mian thought about the scene during the meal, and his words were full of envy, "The feelings between each other are good, whether it is between husband and wife, brothers, or between parents and children, it is very warm and harmonious, this is what it feels like to be at home." ”
After speaking, she continued, "In my memory, the relationship between my mother and my father was very cold, and my father cheated on other women in marriage, and the neighbors not only did not accuse him, but they all sympathized with him. ”
Zhong Nanjun asked, "Why?"
"They all said that my mother was reluctant to marry my father, and they basically didn't live together in the years they were together, my father lived in the store, and my mother took me to live at home, and even when they met, my mother was very indifferent to my father. ”
"Your mom doesn't love your dad?"
"All say that, but I don't understand, since my mom doesn't love my dad, why should she marry him?"
Zhong Nanshu pondered slightly, "Although I don't know why your mother married your father, I know one thing, your father should love your mother very much." ”
Su Mian raised his head from his arms, his eyes still a little moist.
She was a little surprised, "How do you know?"
Zhong Nanshu lowered his eyes and looked at her, his thin lips hooked slightly, "I'm a man." ”
Men naturally understand men best.
Su Mian leaned his head back on his chest and said softly, "My dad really loves my mom very much, and he didn't hesitate to cut off the mother-son relationship with my grandma in order to marry my mom back then. ”
"As for what happened between him and my mother, I don't know, I only know that even now, even if he married another woman, he kept the things that my mother used before she died, and he never wanted to throw them away. ”
Zhong Nanshu raised his hand and said in a low voice while caressing her thin back, "Okay, don't think about unhappy things, let's think about happy things." ”
Su Mian raised his eyes to look at him, "What's the happy thing?"
Zhong Nanshu hooked his lips, and his eyes were deep.
He leaned down and whispered in her ear, "That thing on you is gone?"
That thing......
Su Mian understood almost in seconds.
She threw herself into his arms, her cheeks hot.
"Not yet," she said, with a hint of shyness in her voice, "today should be the last day." ”
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