"The Drifter" 26 - Reinventing the Universe
That day, Yu Yuanming didn't know how to get home. I can't remember how I lay down in bed and felt like the whole world was gone!
In Jin Yong's novels, there is a kind of kung fu called Huagong Dafa, Yu Yuanming feels that all his emotions are sucked away by Huagong Dafa, and he is nowhere to be found!
Her mind was full of bits and pieces with Fang Yuli, her dodgy eyes, her pretty face, her cuteness when she was angry, and the passion when she called her husband...... Everything is gone with the wind, no more.
Yu Yuanming has a little sense, he can't think about her anymore!
She had to be removed from her own world.
Now that you've broken up, why bother about it!
Get up and select the album of the Hong Kong band Beyond, put it into the CD player, and Jia Ju sings one by one, as if telling his joys and sorrows!
"Cold Rainy Night" is affectionate, "Goodbye Ideal" is disillusioned, "No More Hesitation" is proud, and "Sea and Sky" can best sing their hearts.
Yu Yuanming is always like this, when he is depressed and in pain in his soul, he relies on rock songs to heal.
That night, there was another song lingering in my head, over and over again, lingering.
Korean TV series "Winter Love Song" Chinese song, "From the Beginning to the Present" sung by Jang Shin-cheol.
This is a CD given to Yu Yuanming by Taiwan's Yu Chenlun, Zhang Xinzhe's own delicate and delicate voice accurately interprets the tragedy of falling in love but not being able to get together. The lyrics are even more in line with Yuanming's state of mind.
Ten years later, Yu Yuanming had the opportunity to travel to South Korea. When I knew that this trip was going to Nami Island, which was the filming location of "Winter Sonata", I was inexplicably a little excited. Later, I went to the beautiful Nami Island. Walking in the high woods, looking at the various decorations hanging on both sides, Yu Yuanming had some emotion, but he didn't know where to start.
Later, seeing the portraits of Pei Yongjun and Cui Zhiyou, and an empty position for someone to take pictures, Yu Yuanming went to take a few photos in a funny way.
It can be regarded as the ashes of youthful love after many years.
Some people will go crazy when they fall out of love, some people will go on a hunger strike, some people will eat and drink, some people will get drunk and cry bitterly, some people will lose their temper and lose their temper and quarrel with others because of trivial things.
Yu Yuanming only buried this huge pain in his heart and endured it alone.
Parents don't know, brothers don't know, friends don't say.
Many years later, when Yu Yuanming persuaded others to fall out of love, he said: Falling out of love is actually a kind of happiness. Because at least it means that you have loved, loved with devotion. As deep as the pain. And many people in this world have never loved in their lives, never loved others and have never been loved by others. Counting up, is falling out of love a kind of happiness?
He also said: The matter of falling out of love first depends on how you understand love. Many people think that getting is the true meaning of love, such as getting recognition, getting a body, getting a marriage contract, etc. In fact, love is first and foremost a kind of giving, a kind of dedication, a kind of altruism rather than self-interest. Of course, from the perspective of human nature, mutual benefit and reciprocity are the most long-lasting, and mutual respect and love are the most constant. But many times, the broken love you understand is not the loss of love, but the loss of the other party's approval. The only and exclusive kind of recognition. But love is not lost. If you love him, do you want him to be happy? If he is happy but doesn't love you, is it still acceptable to you? If you can't accept it, it's not a noble love. It's just a kind of possession.
There is no shame in possession itself, it is the nature of human nature. But it's just a bit inappropriate to put on a cloak of love for possession.
For Yu Yuanming, ten years later, everything is in the past and it is easy to talk about this topic wittily.
But for Yu Yuanming in 2003, he could only anesthetize himself with crazy work.
On National Day, Yu Yuanming bought himself a sweater, a pair of jeans, and a thin fleece sweater. I have an idea in my heart that since giving wholeheartedly is the result, I will be kind to myself from now on!
Later, in the small Dragon City, Yu Yuanming also met Fang Yuli.
As he himself said, if you can't join hands with the rivers and lakes, you will forget about each other. If you see it, you don't see it, and you pass by with an expressionless face.
What about Fang Yuli?
glanced at Yu Yuanming, quickly withdrew his gaze, and continued to concentrate on walking.
Since then, two people have melted into the sea like two drops of water, although they are both in the world, they are no longer related, they are no longer related.
Later, Yu Yuanming also met Chen Ke'er and unexpectedly bumped into him head-on. chatted casually, and the two of them had a tacit understanding that Fang Yuli was not involved.
Chen Keer is married, and the man is a local youth in Longcheng. The two are building their own happy little family.
Yu Yuanming no longer remembered, turned around, and asked people every day to talk about the prospects of the future and the development of the new company. Solve all kinds of problems that come your way.
It turned out that the team's eldest aunt Lin Xiaoying and third aunt Huang Yulan also communicated and were willing to come to Qiankun.
It is said that Mr. Jin, the general manager of the branch, is about to come to Longcheng to inspect, and Manager Di Shengqing, oh, now Mr. Di is instructed to give a good impression to the leaders of the branch.
Di Shengqing turned out to be the manager in Wanjia, and everyone is still used to calling Manager Di. Now Yu Yuanming found that everyone else called him Mr. Di. So he also changed his name to Mr. Di.
Sometimes I still call Manager Di according to the original title, but Manager Di doesn't seem to hear it. instantly changed his words and shouted Mr. Di, and Mr. Di agreed.
Later, Yu Yuanming learned that Mr. Di was also facing a huge challenge when he arrived in Qiankun. A lot of eyes are on him!
When Mr. Kim came, he drove a black Audi, and in addition to the driver, he was accompanied by a tall middle-aged man with a big and flat nose, much like a Korean.
The Koreans got out of the car first and respectfully opened the door to Mr. Kim.
Mr. Jin got out of the car, and Yu Yuanming took a look: tall, handsome and straight, dressed in a well-dressed suit, wearing gold wire glasses, looking middle-aged on the outside, but there were a few strands of white hair.
Mr. Jin is very serious, and he is also frowning when he talks and laughs. On behalf of the general manager's office of the branch, I would like to express my condolences to you!
Yu Yuanming took the lead in applauding, with tears in his eyes, and he didn't know where to start with a thousand words.
Mr. Jin said: Everyone continue to work hard. Other business areas are also in full swing. We will immediately coordinate with the relevant departments of the branch to support you!
Everyone was very happy to hear this. Those grievances, those hard work, I feel that it is worth it.
Mr. Jin and his entourage left soon, but everyone's confidence in the company was stronger.
Mr. Di called and asked Mr. Jin about the inspection. Then, we asked everyone to hold the first business briefing session as soon as possible. The place is in the city, closed, and the lunch is in charge. Yu Yuanming is responsible for the implementation of local, dining and accommodation for students in the township. The cost is not much, try to save as much as possible.