Self-talk is a very common phenomenon, and it is not surprising that many people have two sides before and after others.

People don't need to worry about themselves, but they need to worry about others, and sometimes they have to pretend that they are not real in life. It is no exaggeration to say that everyone in this world wears an invisible mask, which can only be taken off and rested for a moment only when they are alone in private.

If at this moment, the person standing outside the security door is not Han Yu, maybe the person outside the door who is not Han Yu will kindly remind the girl who is immersed in her own world that today's chance encounter may just be a small episode that does not make waves.

But since the person standing outside the door now is Han Woo, and the person inside the door is the girl named Kim Taeyeon, then the subsequent development of things will be completely different.

“…… Yes, I do have a wish. My wish is to have a concert. I've been to S Town, but it was a concert for everyone, and Girls' Generation hasn't been held separately yet. That's why I wanted to do a concert that was exclusive to Girls' Generation. ”

The girl in the door was still sitting on the steps muttering something, not realizing that behind her, a tall figure was standing quietly outside the door, silently listening to her own whispers.

Strictly speaking, it is indeed immoral to eavesdrop on other people's self-talk, but Han Yu is at ease with his behavior of hiding outside the door without saying a word.

He is qualified to do this, and he has all the more reason to do it.

Compared with the people of the Lin family, the person he will not see when he comes back this time is the girl who suddenly appeared in front of him right now.

I'm about to leave, and I don't know how many more years I have to go, maybe I can come back, maybe I won't come back. So now that he can listen to her more, even if his behavior is a little despicable, he doesn't care at all.

This is a thought he accidentally left to himself.

"So, that's the end of today's kiss...... Finally, Taeyeon has a special message that no one will tell you. ”

Hearing the girl's words, someone standing outside the door eavesdropping couldn't help but raise his eyebrows, although his face was still unmoved and calm, but the slight curiosity in his eyes had completely betrayed him.

Pulling into the crack of the door without a trace, he listened intently, just like many parents in the world who like to peep into their children's privacy.

"What about Taeyeon......

The voice in his ears seemed hesitant, the volume was so low that it was almost inaudible, Han Yu glanced through the crack in the door, and saw that the petite figure that was originally straightened had lowered his head at some point.

She seemed to hold her legs in her hands and rested her cheeks on her knees.

Then, he whispered softly—

"What about Taeyeon...... I'm so tired. ”

In a flash.

There seemed to be an indescribable change in his face, which had been calm before.

Facing the crack in the door, Han Yu's expression looked a little stunned.

"Hoo ......"

As if to remove the stone that had weighed on her heart, the girl looked up and breathed a sigh of relief, and after a few moments, the low voice of self-muttering sounded again.

"Really...... I'm really tired......"

"The last few days seem to add up to less than ten hours of sleep......"

As she spoke, Kim Taeyeon raised her hand and rubbed her face, and let out a "hmm" sound from her nose, which seemed to contain indescribable tiredness and tiredness.

"Every day, I have to prepare the next day's itinerary in advance, because I am very afraid that I will let other members be scolded because of my mistakes, new albums, variety shows, radio ...... It seems like a good thing for artists to be busy, but everyone...... Taeyeon me, really, really, so tired......"

"Of course, I'm only here to say these things to you non-existent listeners, and I won't say them to anyone else. Because the other members are also tired, and I know that everyone is as tired as I am, so I can't say anything, so I don't dare to slack off......"

"I'm the captain, although you all call me 'Captain Ghost', but even if I'm small, I'm also the eldest sister, and I have to take care of my sister. ”

"Since I'm the captain, everyone can say tired, but I can't, because I'm the captain. ”

Kim Taeyeon took a deep breath, smacked her lips, buried her face again, rested her forehead on the crook of her arm, and continued to pull out the words deposited in her heart and pour them out to the audience that didn't exist.

"Yesterday Xiaoyuan and Xiuying quarreled again, in fact, it was a trivial matter, everyone was also very restrained, just simply quarreled a few sentences, and the next morning when the agent oppa came over, they reconciled, and no one could see that they had quarreled. ”

"Actually, we all know in our hearts what the real reason for the fight is, and we are all under too much pressure. Su-young failed in her debut once, so she was afraid that she would fail this time, Hyo-yeon's popularity was the lowest among us, and although she didn't say it, we all knew she was angry with herself, after all, I knew she was a very proud person before. ”

"Whew...... We all have our own worries, and of course, we now have a common annoyance, which is that we can't mess up anything anymore and give others a chance to accuse us. It's our common goal, and we're all doing well. ”

"So, of course Taeyeon and I'm no exception, I'm the oldest and the captain......"

"It's a little annoying, isn't it? Haha, I keep saying that, and it feels like some kind of excuse. ”

"Yes, it's an excuse, it's an excuse I made for myself, and if I didn't have such an excuse, I don't know what to rely on to keep going......"

""If" is very popular, everyone says that I am a new strength newcomer, and I am the captain, so my popularity has risen quickly. ”

"But what's the use of being popular on my own? We are a group, and we all need to be popular...... This is the whole, this is the girlhood. ”

"Haha, it seems a little strange to say that? After all, even if it's a group, everyone is more or less, everyone is still a little selfish. ”

"Yes, that's right, I'll admit it, because I'm selfish too. ”

Raising her face, Kim Taeyeon turned her head sideways, put her baby-fat face on her hand, and looked at the wall of the corridor on one side very attentively.

"Isn't it normal for people to be selfish? But it's not right to be too selfish, and since it's a combination, you have to be prepared to sacrifice for other people in advance. ”

"I'm ready. ”

"Sika lost her temper with me two days ago, or because of the "My Knot". So my favorite people in the group are her and Pani. ”

"Pani and I have been together for a long time, so we may have been lonely for a long time, and we will have a deeper affection for the people or things close to us. But Sika is different, I feel that in the combination, Sika's personality is the most compatible with me, I don't know why. ”

"Her own thoughts should be the same as mine.,I heard that recently among the fans, she and I have formed a royal CP.,It's really good......"

"Although the two girls feel weird, haha, but...... Compared to last year, this situation is really comforting. ”

"Hmm...... What else is there to say, I think. While I can still take a break, I have to finish my words quickly, otherwise I will have to force myself to get up and smile at the camera when I record the show. Obviously I can't actually be happy......"

"Oh yes, just speaking of wishes, speaking of my wishes, I have one more wish. A wish that cannot be written into a radio script. ”

"Xiujing and her group heard that they will debut in the second half of the year, and we all know that this is arranged by the company to replace us. After all, the company still doesn't have much confidence in us so far, but even so, I still hope that Xiujing and her debut will be successful. That's my other wish. ”

"At least the road should be a little smoother than we are. ”

"Because they're all our beloved sisters. ”

"As Ernie, I can only bless them like this. ”

……

A door stands in the middle, as if separating two worlds.

The people inside the door talked to themselves to no one, and the people outside the door slowly turned their backs unconsciously.

He didn't want to look at the distressing figure on the steps anymore, he could feel his breathing rate quickening, and a tyrannical flame burning in his heart.

Without looking in the mirror, he could imagine how cold and ugly his face was at the moment.

But what makes it even more sad is that even though he is full of anger, he does not know who to attack.

Is it to the people who have hurt them before, or is it to the people who don't want to listen to their persuasion and want to break into that circle?

Han Yu couldn't come up with an accurate answer.

He only felt that the irritability in his heart was gradually accumulating, and the more he listened to the whispers in the door, the more he had the urge to simply destroy S.

This is not in line with his character, but the battle in the shopping mall over the years has finally affected him, and he has anger in his heart, and the words of the girl are leading to that anger little by little.

However, just as Han Yu began to take uncontrollable deep breaths, he found that the voice inside the door slowly lowered until it completely disappeared.

He turned his head and looked through the crack in the door.

The petite and haggard figure was still sitting on the steps, head resting on the arm, arm clasped to the knee, quiet as a rag doll standing still.

This is a posture that indicates a lack of security, and Han Yu, who has studied psychology, can see the girl's current state at a glance.

He waited silently for a moment, still not waiting for any movement.

Just when he was puzzled, he stared at the quiet back curled up outside the door, and suddenly understood something, and his face stiffened and pulled out a wry smile of unknown meaning.

He pursed his lips silently, intending to turn away without making a sound.

But as soon as he moved, he hesitated inexplicably, and he froze in place.

After a few seconds, he suddenly turned his head and frowned at the security door, then raised his hand and reached for the door.

The security door, which looked rather bulky, was cold to the tentacles, and it was pushed open unusually smoothly.

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